Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology

no
that is how they are to me in the context of other "aura" or archetypes i detect
what i am describing is the volume of information/interaction i experience, not deep but generally informative enough to prompt awareness of the general direction their emotions are going

i have never thought about what you have said in red
it does strike me as making sense

I meant it as the ultimate compliment... I don't just proclaim things like that without meaning it sincerely. I adore you, you inspire me to look deeper into the down and dirty part of me that I like to hide behind and keep to myself. So you stimulate the sexual part of my mind that needs to be more comfy out in the open if I'm to be well adjusted and happy. I say sex wouldn't do it justice due to past experiences where the build up trumped the event. I don't do disillusionment well, hence keeping it in a safe, fantasy space actually makes our synch better... Things get weird when rapport changes fundamentally. I like this yummy synch we have and I feel we can talk about things I normally wouldn't share, because you've been there... and you get the vulnerability.... a man would miss the nuances and let's face it, no man's getting a full run down of my sexual history, that's asking for blowback the first time an argument arises... I know this from experience, too. You guys are all understanding until it hits a sore spot, then you go for the jugular and shame us for our honesty... not all of you, mind you... but some. Like Tim, shhh. He likes to pretend I'm much more virginal than I ever was... he knows better, but we allow each other our illusions, not out of dishonesty, but to keep the balance of our relationship stable and strong. The downside? We make love so much, I miss fucking... like raw, primal fuck that could never, ever be confused with love, nor would I want to see that guy again... So why risk my lover for fleeting pleasure? I'm not that girl, even when I'd love to be that girl, lol.

good because here ......




....was a meeting, me and it
instant , as they are
as i settled from the meeting i went for a shower
within the shower the consequences of our meeting continued to form into practicable information:

the scale of energy/information that is the nature of it causes that which is not it to experience "deconstruction" experience
chaos is the sensation to the contactee
the reason is because all that is known (information) in the light dimension of contactee is a fraction of the infinite known (information) within it
thus the contactee experiences everything known to it`s self "falling apart" because the majority of the information that "holds together" the contactee whist unknown to the contactee, floods into the contactees awareness
all the "knots" unravel because the answer to the knots is discovered by the contactee

this is never the purpose of meeting as it is never the purpose for the "knots" to come undone

it is an effect past contactee`s experience because of theirs awareness at point of contact

accurate awareness of the nature of it before contact resolves this issue

the scale of energy/information that is the nature of it causes that which is not it to experience "deconstruction" experience
chaos is the sensation to the contactee
the reason is because all that is known (information) in the light dimension of contactee is a fraction of the infinite known (information) within it
thus the contactee experiences everything known to it`s self "falling apart" because the majority of the information that "holds together" the contactee whist unknown to the contactee, floods into the contactees awareness
all the "knots" unravel because the answer to the knots is discovered by the contactee

this is never the purpose of meeting as it is never the purpose for the "knots" to come undone

it is an effect past contactee`s experience because of theirs awareness at point of contact

accurate awareness of the nature of it before contact resolves this issue

Aether that there is some potent stuff. Right there. Maybe the universe has a g-spot. And I am not making light of what you just experienced and are relaying back at all.

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