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Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology

 
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so what happens when the 2 inner worlds come to the physical (3) world? I mean it can happen either way, does not mean that it is dark, just more unknown
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it appears originally inner world(s), underworld, dark = invisible
over the periods of catastrophe and consequential effects upon humanity the meanings became forgotten pro rata to our diminishing abilities to express as we once did also caused by these environmental alterations thus the formulas/translations we attached to our retained sacred texts in attempts to retain sense of what we once were aware of, ended up in the form they exist in today

over the eras we also adapted our social structures to fit as best we could our sometimes changing interpretations of something which most likely was unlike what we today call our sacred texts

the dates of our functioning societies compared to the age of our oldest text fragments is to great a gap to imagine any sacred text in existence could be accurate

it is simple unimaginable
 Quoting: aether


My shadow's
shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
 Quoting: intuition


shadow = invisible = non material
it is what we have been proving is occurring
he like other artists are unaware why their intuition tells what it does as we describe
it is the way
it arises within because it is within, it always was
the invisible

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Aether, this is very similar to 46&2, concerning the shadow aspect. Basically, he is stating that everything is the shadow, except for the source. What we see as light, is merely the Source reflected off shadow. In other words, we are Nothing, except a reflection of Source.

REFLECTION

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me

Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting

And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...
before we pine away.
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Aether, this is very similar to 46&2, concerning the shadow aspect. Basically, he is stating that everything is the shadow, except for the source. What we see as light, is merely the Source reflected off shadow. In other words, we are Nothing, except a reflection of Source.

REFLECTION

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me

Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting

And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...
before we pine away.

 Quoting: SickScent


this reflection of the source has altered over the era`s

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Nary a traditional culture failed to believe that the gods modelled the ‘lesser’ things on earth, including many aspects of human life, on the ‘greater’ things in the sky.
Dec 21, 2011
 Quoting: aether


Few are aware that the original passage, according to most versions, taught a law of reciprocal symmetry rather than one-way traffic. Thus, the Latin edition published in 1541 proclaims:

Quod est inferius est sicut quod est superius, et quod est superius est sicut quod est inferius, ad perpetranda miracula rei unius.

‘What is below is like that which is above and what is above is like what is below, in order to perform the wonders of the one thing.’

That is to say, the world displays the same structures on different levels, due to the operation of the same principles.................
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Thread: Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology (Page 208)

reciprocal symmetry does never = one reflects the other because both are the same

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Aether, this is very similar to 46&2, concerning the shadow aspect. Basically, he is stating that everything is the shadow, except for the source. What we see as light, is merely the Source reflected off shadow. In other words, we are Nothing, except a reflection of Source.

REFLECTION

I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness
How pitiful

It's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret - my confidant
As full and bright as I am
This light is not my own and
A million light reflections pass over me

Its source is bright and endless
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting

And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't wanna be down here feeding my narcissism.
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away.

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical,
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable.
Just let the light touch you
And let the words spill through
And let them pass right through
Bringing out our hope and reason ...
before we pine away.

 Quoting: SickScent


this reflection of the source has altered over the era`s

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Nary a traditional culture failed to believe that the gods modelled the ‘lesser’ things on earth, including many aspects of human life, on the ‘greater’ things in the sky.
Dec 21, 2011
 Quoting: aether


Few are aware that the original passage, according to most versions, taught a law of reciprocal symmetry rather than one-way traffic. Thus, the Latin edition published in 1541 proclaims:

Quod est inferius est sicut quod est superius, et quod est superius est sicut quod est inferius, ad perpetranda miracula rei unius.

‘What is below is like that which is above and what is above is like what is below, in order to perform the wonders of the one thing.’

That is to say, the world displays the same structures on different levels, due to the operation of the same principles.................
 Quoting: aether

Thread: Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology (Page 208)

reciprocal symmetry does never = one reflects the other because both are the same
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Always and forever, 2 or more.
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Always and forever, 2 or more.
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exactly

all that is invisible (non material) and all that is visible (material)

just as we are not like all that is visible
not all that is invisible is like us
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Always and forever, 2 or more.
 Quoting: sickscent


exactly

all that is invisible (non material) and all that is visible (material)

just as we are not like all that is visible
not all that is invisible is like us
 Quoting: aether


No doubt about that. I have 'met' more entity types out there than I can possibly imagine. And that just from this one lifetime.

Strange, strange things...
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Always and forever, 2 or more.
 Quoting: sickscent


exactly

all that is invisible (non material) and all that is visible (material)

just as we are not like all that is visible
not all that is invisible is like us
 Quoting: aether


as we become more aware of that which is material but unlike ourselves we will become more aware of that which is invisible but unlike ourselves
the 2 are reciprocal thus we know we fit with all within the material that is at present unknown to us just as we know we fit all within the invisible including that which is currently unaware

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Always and forever, 2 or more.
 Quoting: sickscent


exactly

all that is invisible (non material) and all that is visible (material)

just as we are not like all that is visible
not all that is invisible is like us
 Quoting: aether


as we become more aware of that which is material but unlike ourselves we will become more aware of that which is invisible but unlike ourselves
the 2 are reciprocal thus we know we fit with all within the material that is at present unknown to us just as we know we fit all within the invisible including that which is currently unaware
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I often wonder how many others experience things like I do. Just out of curiosity. When I read Robert Monroe's stuff, I always wondered what it would be like to have conscious interaction with non-material entities. Now, the amount of experiences I myself have had, dwarfs Monroe's experiences.

I often ask, "How can that possibly be!?" Yet, I have done it!
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


I think the only true way, pre-disclosure, is through direct experience. I KNOW that something is out there. I used to be 100% sure that my 'visitations' were 'aliens', but, I have broadened my mind so much in the last decade or so, I think that calling them that, would be inaccurate.

Why? Well, most people would think that an alien merely means 'intelligent beings' from another planet. But, they are part of the non-material aspect as well. And, I believe, some do not have a 'home planet' anymore...what would they be designated as?

It is so much more than merely another intelligent physical being from a different planet. Saying that is just the tip of the iceberg.
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Always and forever, 2 or more.
 Quoting: sickscent


exactly

all that is invisible (non material) and all that is visible (material)

just as we are not like all that is visible
not all that is invisible is like us
 Quoting: aether


No doubt about that. I have 'met' more entity types out there than I can possibly imagine. And that just from this one lifetime.

Strange, strange things...
 Quoting: SickScent


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So flesh can become as one with spirit, if aether and water reconstruct, or rather co-construct. I was just thinking about that, knowing this is the one thing we haven't done, because if we had we'd be in Heaven already. This in combination with the idea everything that exists has already existed.
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said like that it feels a little intimidating to me but what you say does reflect what is said
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Haha, well logically Heaven is too Good to be True.
The Self-Annointed Golden Elohim; Israel's Foresaken.
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
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i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
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i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
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This video game has NPC's with fully developed storylines. They aren't awake, but they are people.
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
 Quoting: aether


This video game has NPC's with fully developed storylines. They aren't awake, but they are people.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6431462


Yup, non player characters... sometimes I think I sense them, like they're gray around the edges. Then I think no, Bea... you're just being batshit as usual... but....
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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How do you know we haven't had contact? I talk to people all the time when I'm out and about... sometimes about weird things. Any or all of them could be more than we know? Or else I'm batshit... but I'll tell you that right off, lol. How would you know if the "person" you're talking to at the mall is a person at all?
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
 Quoting: aether


This video game has NPC's with fully developed storylines. They aren't awake, but they are people.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6431462


Yup, non player characters... sometimes I think I sense them, like they're gray around the edges. Then I think no, Bea... you're just being batshit as usual... but....
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


oh
well that fits my visuals when i did think about it prompted by your post which was me looking into the eyes of any of them that desired contact and experiencing them enliven as in: awaken as i
the point of their eyes is i would observe what i experienced radiated from within them occurring through their eyes

strange visuals really accompanied by no desire to do it and on hind sight reflective of what our environment is doing

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i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
 Quoting: aether


This video game has NPC's with fully developed storylines. They aren't awake, but they are people.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6431462


Yup, non player characters... sometimes I think I sense them, like they're gray around the edges. Then I think no, Bea... you're just being batshit as usual... but....
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


oh
well that fits my visuals when i did think about it prompted by your post which was me looking into the eyes of any of them that desired contact and experiencing them enliven as in: awaken as i
the point of their eyes is i would observe what i experienced radiated from within them occurring through their eyes

strange visuals really accompanied by no desire to do it and on hind sight reflective of what our environment is doing
 Quoting: aether


yes
think those visuals are symbolic
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i have never thought like that thus i don`t know
can not say they are for certain because you are right
they may not
 Quoting: aether


This video game has NPC's with fully developed storylines. They aren't awake, but they are people.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6431462


Yup, non player characters... sometimes I think I sense them, like they're gray around the edges. Then I think no, Bea... you're just being batshit as usual... but....
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


oh
well that fits my visuals when i did think about it prompted by your post which was me looking into the eyes of any of them that desired contact and experiencing them enliven as in: awaken as i
the point of their eyes is i would observe what i experienced radiated from within them occurring through their eyes

strange visuals really accompanied by no desire to do it and on hind sight reflective of what our environment is doing
 Quoting: aether


Here's an experience I had at Hel-Mart of all places. I was waiting with Tim for some tire thing and I went into the lobby. There was a little man in there, he starts talking to me about agriculture immediately, confiding in me reasons we have salmonella and all kinds of things now. But the thing I noticed? It's like he just came "on" when I went in. I listened, exchanged the typical pleasantries and then went on to gather some things I needed. Tim went in and the same exact "script" played out, almost word per word. It freaked me out a little, but looking at it from the NPC perspective, I suppose it made perfect sense.
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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Here's an experience I had at Hel-Mart of all places. I was waiting with Tim for some tire thing and I went into the lobby. There was a little man in there, he starts talking to me about agriculture immediately, confiding in me reasons we have salmonella and all kinds of things now. But the thing I noticed? It's like he just came "on" when I went in. I listened, exchanged the typical pleasantries and then went on to gather some things I needed. Tim went in and the same exact "script" played out, almost word per word. It freaked me out a little, but looking at it from the NPC perspective, I suppose it made perfect sense.
 Quoting: beau


i find it easy to be aware of crowd, large or small "mood", and place "mood", with or without people

in the case of crowds i get a lot of lead time in changes of their mood, feel it way before it comes , which means mostly i don`t notice (normal safe feel) but am always, without thought, aware of change or interruption if it may be of effect to me thus always able to react before event gets close as in: touching distance

also in human danger experience i never need to be there

if i am it is because i know before i am i am safe to be so
as in:
other humans will never harm me if i remain "clever"
 Quoting: aether


that is strange beau

i don`t get interactive by design, which is why my visuals were odd to your post and i don`t get people talk to me often although, as i told the other day, because i was interested in them i stepped into traffic taking them with me, without touch LOl

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People zero in on me, want to talk, to the point I don't wear makeup, dress down and try not to make eye contact. Now I'm not a dog, but I'm not THAT interesting in my own eyes that I'd attract the kind of attention I do. So I slip back and hide, it's easier. Something about my eyes, I think... which I "hide" as well. I have crazy eyes, hehe... or as one friend told me "Rasputin" eyes which freaked me out for several reasons. But anyway... I hate going out because of the interest people take even in every day situations.
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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People zero in on me, want to talk, to the point I don't wear makeup, dress down and try not to make eye contact. Now I'm not a dog, but I'm not THAT interesting in my own eyes that I'd attract the kind of attention I do. So I slip back and hide, it's easier. Something about my eyes, I think... which I "hide" as well. I have crazy eyes, hehe... or as one friend told me "Rasputin" eyes which freaked me out for several reasons. But anyway... I hate going out because of the interest people take even in every day situations.
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i can`t imagine that and it does not feel easy beau
not easy at all
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People zero in on me, want to talk, to the point I don't wear makeup, dress down and try not to make eye contact. Now I'm not a dog, but I'm not THAT interesting in my own eyes that I'd attract the kind of attention I do. So I slip back and hide, it's easier. Something about my eyes, I think... which I "hide" as well. I have crazy eyes, hehe... or as one friend told me "Rasputin" eyes which freaked me out for several reasons. But anyway... I hate going out because of the interest people take even in every day situations.
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


i can`t imagine that and it does not feel easy beau
not easy at all
 Quoting: aether


Which is why I love the internet. Whatever charisma I have in real life is dampened by distance. It sounds bizarre, I know... but you're welcome to sniff that energy, maybe you could even tell me what it is, lol. It's like I'm the one others look to for answers and I have no desire or compulsion to lead. (Not being me-me-me arrogant here, just really would enjoy knowing why so maybe I could counter it... you know, so Tim doesn't feel like he's out with a bag lady, lol?)
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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People zero in on me, want to talk, to the point I don't wear makeup, dress down and try not to make eye contact. Now I'm not a dog, but I'm not THAT interesting in my own eyes that I'd attract the kind of attention I do. So I slip back and hide, it's easier. Something about my eyes, I think... which I "hide" as well. I have crazy eyes, hehe... or as one friend told me "Rasputin" eyes which freaked me out for several reasons. But anyway... I hate going out because of the interest people take even in every day situations.
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


i can`t imagine that and it does not feel easy beau
not easy at all
 Quoting: aether


Which is why I love the internet. Whatever charisma I have in real life is dampened by distance. It sounds bizarre, I know... but you're welcome to sniff that energy, maybe you could even tell me what it is, lol. It's like I'm the one others look to for answers and I have no desire or compulsion to lead. (Not being me-me-me arrogant here, just really would enjoy knowing why so maybe I could counter it... you know, so Tim doesn't feel like he's out with a bag lady, lol?)
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unconscious intuition tells them as you radiate it because flowing what you know is elixir to you in doing so

it`s lovely actually, because you possess by nature awareness to tell people what they need in a manner that matches their temperament

magic is the word, as good for you as it is for them although in real life of course others awareness is not as we are here yet
so, maybe a little frustrating as their desire to be told manifests ahead of their ability to listen correctly
dear of dear
do i sound bitchy?
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12/21/2011 08:31 PM
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If you do, probably getting that from me, tends to make me that way, lol. I feel like I'm with Tim because he's an equal, he exudes that same "quality", but only with women-folk, which would be annoying were I jealous, lmao. It's like they know he's the one chivalrous guy in the room.
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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12/21/2011 08:34 PM

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If you do, probably getting that from me, tends to make me that way, lol. I feel like I'm with Tim because he's an equal, he exudes that same "quality", but only with women-folk, which would be annoying were I jealous, lmao. It's like they know he's the one chivalrous guy in the room.
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well thanks cos it felt good to say it and if you had not have given it, because it arose mid way through talking to you, i would not have said it myself
now i have i own it and feel good to do so
thank you beau
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12/21/2011 08:38 PM
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The bitch is a lie, lol... merely a self defense mechanism against a world gone mad :)
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com
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12/21/2011 08:42 PM

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The bitch is a lie, lol... merely a self defense mechanism against a world gone mad :)
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well mine wasn`t
i can be a bitch and feel great about it until years later when i realize i could have been different

then i realize no, at the time it was all you could have been

thus feel good again and forget it for ever

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12/21/2011 08:44 PM

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The bitch is a lie, lol... merely a self defense mechanism against a world gone mad :)
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well mine wasn`t
i can be a bitch and feel great about it until years later when i realize i could have been different

then i realize no, at the time it was all you could have been

thus feel good again and forget it for ever
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in fact everything fits that box to date
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12/21/2011 08:51 PM

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The bitch is a lie, lol... merely a self defense mechanism against a world gone mad :)
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and isn`t yuck that what you tell is true
wow
well this life unlike other lives, huh
the only free will i know exists is my own
so
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12/21/2011 08:56 PM
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The bitch is a lie, lol... merely a self defense mechanism against a world gone mad :)
 Quoting: Miss Portinari


and isn`t yuck that what you tell is true
wow
well this life unlike other lives, huh
the only free will i know exists is my own
so
 Quoting: aether


Lol, we've all got our gifts and our defenses against using them until we want to. I'm generally a happy person, just happier when I'm in my comfort zone of environmental control. Totally different personality at home and in public, previous experience taught me that.
"Chaos exists as a pool of possibilities that order draws from and organizes according to creative desire. Some things get tossed down the memory hole only to reemerge later when the need arises. Neither chaos nor order holds a monopoly on creation and destruction, creative or destructive chaos exists as does creative and destructive order." - ME! Yeah, Bea :) snoocherdoodle@gmail.com

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