Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology

it`s me
i am the dumb one
quick history :
for whatever reason i lived "isolated" to a big degree until approx just 2 years before 2009 when i spent several months on xenus thread "looking forward" and rhyming what i did
so
i was still not thinking or utilizing emotional contact with others really
i was in emotive contact, as i always had been, with everything that is not human far more than i was with other people

so i rattled of what i did on xenus thread as if i was not here because to me, i mostly was not

since then, through circumstances, my emotions with people has continued to grow and seems to have effected me, which is good really i am sure but

now i realize emotionally, prompted by my closer emotional relationships with people , that i am within that which i told

believe it or not
dumb arse aether had not got that bit
somehow i left my being here emotional out of my feelings (information) of 3 years ago

i suppose reverting back is an option, as i think about it writing to you, i did lots of things different before 2009

hey blue
i didn`t like that picture at all

So, is this what is not going to happen because they don't understand this environment?

lol......I thought it could be pretty accurate in some people. That sweet looking girl, could be a killer. That rough looking man, may be very kind and sweet....Looks can be deceiving.

you know i have spoken to many people whom give me the impression that they believe our universe moves around our earth as in:
it appears to me they visualize earth as fixed in location

WOW.....You make it sound like you have never let yourself get too close to others.
I get this feeling I should back off.......

okay i have just surprised myself but it may be emotional nonsense



that was a shock to know
a few minutes ago
but
is it real ?

Makes me think.....How close are we to it becoming chaos. Does it have to be one small event.....Or does their have to be a sequent of events.
Are their fail safes put in place to stop this from happening?

i think i just got it

i had a whole different way of conducting myself back in 2009 and before
i never consulted or shared with another person(s) anything emotional (information)
so
i was unattached
i knew i was fine and the rest ,something/anything else, i could do if i desired without thought of another/others (person/people)

i was what blue detects

not close to another person at all

whoa

I notice on SoS's thread you where talking about emotions and how we change them so that we can deal with what is happening.
Is that what we are doing now. Adjusting to be able to handle up coming changes?
When we get these feelings of anxiety, not knowing where it came from. Could that be our mind/bodies adjusting to external influences.....So us not knowing what is happening, we get mini panic attacks, trying to justify the cause?

We must nostalgically create a bridge by fitting unrequitted past experiences into the gap of awareness to allow the spark to flow forward into the preexisting form we have continually looked past.

Good call Ted: 69

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