i get it psemeni

when i went back i not only went back a long way in divided time, i tracked back outside of our galaxy, i went very far in actual distance
way outside of our galaxy as i absorbed the emotions/information looking for our origin
i went back along our path here
it was deep space, a place i have never been to in such detail or length of time, looking up , down and around at galaxies , they were small in comparison, it was whist there i absorbed the eternity of us and stayed where i was, i ceased going back upon the awareness humankind is an intrinsic ingredient of material and non material eternity
whilst in that place i never before experienced being so huge, i was so much bigger than in material human form, again a first experience of scale alteration of myself, but was i material? no, i was not, there was no material me although i retained all sensations of shape i was not visible
now that`s weird because i know that from remoting but because this was so different as in, i altered scale i forgot, there could never have been a material me, i was here by my pc LOL

so why am i writing this, well i have an inclination to go to the place humankind lived in whatever galaxy it was before they came here
that one is our ancestor one