Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology

I wish...

Yes in a the belly laugh, of the cosmic joke is on us, kind of way. Giggle though is yummy.

No you don't, lol... you always wonder what kind of chaos you're going to cause when big "events" pop up. My mixed blessing/curse always make things interesting... but not always in my best interest ;)

Yes I do! You know what my kids ask me sometimes? "Dad, why don't you ever laugh?"

Aww... I'm sorry. :( You're welcome to tune into me at any point in time, there's usually something silly bubbling out even when I'm serious. I don't mind sharing that energy at all... in fact, I honestly think I'm "supposed" to :)

Don't get me wrong, I'm not some insensitive prick. I have had difficulties the last 5 years or so, and they have taken a toll. I like to joke around and whatever, but I do rarely laugh out loud. I wish I could, but its just not there. Too much shit going on...in life. I can't wait to stop, and rest for an eon or two.

Well... if it's any consolation, some of the things you post make me laugh out loud :) Not the serious stuff, but you know what I mean... So don't sweat it so much, I never confused you with a humorless dick, hehe. Perhaps making YOU laugh out loud will become Queen Bea's new mission :)

This ALWAYS makes me laugh... no matter what!

i always laugh but why do i laugh, it is safety
safety for what?
everything that is not me
is how it feels

I agree. That was just lovely.

Makes me want to say ‘beloved’ today.

I love that word. It is yummy.

Last Edited by Metanoia on 12/01/2011 01:09 PM

I have that same sense. Safety. Like getting in touch with collective vulnerability that we all long for the safety of giggle to protect our vulnerability of being socially retarded. Hey, I can say it aloud and concur. She just said ‘social retard’ in another thread. I always agreed with her when she said it before anyway. Just didn’t giggle 'at her' at those moments.

I’ve a secret addiction to this drug for years. And I have never intended to go into treatment for it.

That's the beauty! You aren't laughing at me, you're laughing with me :) When you own your weakness, you make it a strength. No one ever has to wonder how I'll react... they KNOW, lmao :) I'm a giggle-puss... doesn't mean I'm an unfeeling dick or I don't care... it's the opposite. I care too much and when I feel energy going negative, it seems like an automatic response. Plus... I've said this before, you laugh or you cry... I'd rather laugh with a world gone mad that fall prostate at the pain of the insanity. This is my personal quote from my FB page... "Embrace absurdity. Snuggle the surreal. We live in a world overwhelmed with contradiction, division and fear. What do we have left, but laughter at a world gone mad? So embrace absurdity... that way when it's all you have left, absurdity embraces you right back because you made friends beforehand :)"

Now that right there hit my funny bone aloud. Indeed it has been funny. Private sessions of roflmao.

I feel a cosmic joke coming on. I suspect NASA is about to discover that the ‘fluffy’ is filled with X.

Define X, A Muse.

MDMA, that lovely chemical they should be using to help with PTSD, but aren't :)

That's what I thought. I WANT SOME! Been a long, long time. That'll put me in a better mood!

The v of as below as above. The inverted v also a symbol of the womb in pagan context. Two upside down v’s touching in the middle. Maybe some hollow earth kind of discovery thing. I dreamt about hollow or hollow universe or hollow galaxy or something like that ast night. X is also a recreational drug...lol But I still state by what I said above before revealing it was a drug.

:SpiralS:

:arrowofra:

Our brains have receptors for it, so it must exist naturally somewhere... Fluffy's as good a place as any :)

I would say fuck me running while grabbing your ass and mine at the same time. Best not X with me. Or check with the wife first.

:fluf:

Damn, that fuck me running gets me every time...

But did you laugh out loud... Makes no difference. I still heard your precious laugh.