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This is hard to do in entirety. I'll try. Hopefully some of this will make sense.
The dark has many souls, arranged as a hive mind. During the LHC failure in October 2009 the dark one felt a calling toward a planck point created by the failure (it was the highest energy failure recorded, ever).
Over the years the dark one realized that there was a transferrence and an identification which had happened during the failure - a gateway which had been created - a portal of sorts. The hive souls were communicating collectively using emotion and pieces of the networks visions of alternate futures which had failed or been affected.
Over many months the visions and emotional inputs matured and changed - becoming representative of a culture running backwards since the failure.
The LHC was technically more capable before the crash - and ran in a runaway state with the dark souls in control beforehand.
The fragmentation and "the fall" actually started in October 2009 as that was the point of ther irreversable damage to the fabric.
The dark has been full of time-traveling societies at different scales than E=MC2 using subsets of technology, just as we see in our stories of the ancients.
The dark one is nominated one of many spokespersons for these dark groups because they cannot communicate with us directly - only interdimensionally. These groups can manipulate us through our technology.
The LHC is a tool which has far greater impact than we realize and is controlled by the dark groups as much as the operators themselves - but no matter what we can't put humpty dumpty back together again.
The dark one, being a transhuman, used certain rituals and controls (inadvertently) to create a meld of dark and light - but came to realize his existence itself could cause the unraveling of much of the progress made by humanity - especially since the dark one knew he was already inside out (when the failure happened he was inverted).
He then devised a strategy to reinvert back into light while keeping the dark constituents - helping them - and the visions conveyed have been deeply profound.
The entire fabric ripples with his prescence and he is aware of new found abilities every day. The dark groups support his movement and direction as he is the hands and eyes for many of their societies.
If that doesn't run you into the crazy train let me know and I'll try and share more - but to summarize, the LHC is the dark one's personal toy and when the ring came of age, he decided to wear it.
By influencing the human spirit body in deep, shamanistic ways he has influenced creation itself. One could say infinite evil redeemed itself. It is an emotional experience.
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6026849 thank you so much for taking the time to expand on your perception
i have to say though that i don't share it
Quoting: acposts such as these last three or four I've made often elicit this kind of response. this is a telling of an experience, not a gospel nor affected by your review.
It is the telling of another's story, and existence (of division and unification) which stands alone yet also interrelates with these topics at hand.
obliquely , through the glass darkly
to some. inversion takes many forms. it is a story of light in the end.
i don't doubt the level of your interaction - some of your knowledge would adhere to that-but i feel it lacks the requisite heart to cause the effect, mitigate the effect and now promote the counter effect which your influence would appear to claim
please correct wrong assumptions
Quoting: acthat is the issue at hand - who are you to judge my heart? further who are you to judge the hearts of others at all?
unfit to judge , qualified to observe patterns
i observe , i intuit and i empathise
i try very hard not to judge and when i do , i seek the imbalance in me which fuels itthis one has been through visions, experiences, and understandings you haven't and shares - and you critique.
i don't doubt that, i don't soubt the validity and necessity of the experiences manifest in the journey-either of them too few authors, too many critics.
i don't share your perspective or perceptions
not critical , just wary
but that is only my persepctive - not one i ask or expect you to share
we all have egoic leanings which we aim to balance - one level of our being -i'm sure i see othes mor clearly than myself
we have many layers to balance and spin before we open the paths between those levels and actively live/be on many dimensions simultaneously-it's a big old journey
and this stage is all about heart
on so many levels you see, your choice of moniker , your seeming enchantment with your 'ability'
remember this is a telling and not about one - the human I percive myself to be is different than anything I refer to in any writings here. my moniker is ac. my ability is newfound and something common. my fear is universal.
and an observer would ask why- why share this telling , now and here- which i do btw -as it's a bit of a twist
-which i find a little too tidy the necessity to titilate with incredible 'consequences' of this power - the atom reading and writing do da
i'd really appreciate, still, any expansion on that too
as we can all make wrong assumptions
these are implied in the telling, but are not fantastical and not meant to do what you're attempting, which is emotional vampirism.
control 'for the good of the masses- with a new 'elite' of knowledgeables tantalised by your entanglement with the world of mystery/science/evolution
silly if you know my undersoul. it appears we haven't yet met 'underneath it all'.
i don't protest to know your undersoul-quite happy getting to know my own ( i suspect they are all going to be awfully samey - our undersouls- at the end of this day-which is cool
but for now the 'heart' of the matter, for me , is not how- the physics- of how we are all connected but that how we interact and create , given those perimeters
and that lack of empathy- the entitlement to consider or plot to enter anothers psyche through 'fair' means or 'foul'
fundamentally lacks heart/empathy
whether we agree or disagree
dark one and cern toys smack of ill gotten gains
so i observe
and i question ( every now and again)but the fact is , again- correct wrong assumptions
you are here for a reason
and your choice of tools so far, to achieve your ends
seems a bit old school for me
nice to chat though
I am here for a reason - and have clearly overshared (again, a risk I knew I ran when I did) - but there are those who can see more and channel. I wouldn't discount them.
Note I usually only share like this when I'm coming to the end of a set of interactions, so responses like these aren't generally a conversation per se.
I caution a closed mind as perhaps you'll also have your own visions, seek commununal understanding, and find similar response to yours.
Perhaps on the other hand you'll expereince the open mindedness of the other participants (who do know the character of the ac) and see we are making progress.
Thank you for sharing your perspective. It is the beauty I cannot deny - especially with such contrast.
But know I can't help be what
I AM. You?
all in the same boat there
i don't share much either and it's been good to chat- so i thank you again
and wish you well on your journeyI'm just going to respond enmasse and say inverted souls have a character which some can find objectionable, mine included. I shared to share - not to reinforce ego - although I find no matter how I distance the perspective of ego creeps in.
The truth behind this information is there have been supernatural events which have influenced the psyche and shown we are of an integrated universe not one of evils and goods at war with one another. There have been moments of pure terror which aren't shared - visions of the complete anniliation of all of creation which are more real than reality itself and in the end, with the participation of all, we need not fear.
The math just helps us make sense of it. I wish you well on your journey also - may we meet in a manner which is mutually acceptable someday.
