The whole "twin flame" thing sounds far too romantic a notion for my pragmatic soul, lol. In my meatsuit, I've found my "soul mate" in that he loves me for who/what I am, watches silly cartoons with me and laughs out loud, we spend time together easily and quiet doesn't mean silent, just room to be. I truly feel a bond with him, with my closest friends who always come to me, are always open with me, who have no ill intentions/ulterior motives for loving me... So I can't say that I'm lacking in any way. Nor do I seek my "twin flame" in the above or below.

Also, the higher self, the other me I connect with isn't my opposite at all, not in sex or spirit... it's more an idealized me that's always there, always been there. I confused it for the longest time until we began resembling each other... and I discovered it was always me, just a different version than this one, different age though she's always been the same, of course my meatsuit's gotten older. She's the me that never dampened the glow. But she doesn't judge or kick me in the butt for losing mine a bit, she gets it... how can you stay in body all the time when the urge to scoot and run are there?

More later... just tossing a different perspective out there than standard secretz sociteyz bs and glorifying the systems that oppress us with half ass knowledge and promises of a better tomorrow that won't come true. I can't buy the bs they sell, can't endorse it... because everything starts within, everything we need's inside us and all knowledge comes naturally when it's time. No gatekeepers for me, no perverted rituals needed to explain it. I have the keys, no one else has my keys, no one else gets their stinking hands on me keys, either... or tells me when and how to use them.

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