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Marko Rodin - Smart Lazer Technology
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Me too, I become my own worst enemy in protective mode, though. I become the thing I despise most... control freak. I see that potential in myself and it floors me every time. I think I'm past it, think I can relax the vigilance and not go in like the lion I was born under... then the urge hits me and I realize initiation never ends, lmao. Last night? I channeled the rage, the fierce warrior instinct into sex. Maybe that was the lesson in the first place.
Quoting: Eris K Discordia Yes, trust me. it is an “ambivalence I have held" for a very long time in the outer realms. In the sacred realms I get the release for it so to speak...lol That seems to be a depth of my sacred that really probably no one will ever get until I am ready to give it. And if the calling doesn’t come to give it well it might get held for the rest of my life. Perhaps collective flow of tantra is the freedom. Rage isn't my ambivalent spot, sex is... Rage feels pure/clean/clear in one sense, there's nothing dirty about it. I began exploring repression as a root cause to root out my cause. Sex feels dirty/inelegant/humiliating UNLESS I'm not thinking about it. It seems rage purifies sex in my own psyche, everyone has their itchy spots. Half the fun in life comes from finding ways to scratch without damaging yourself in the process, lol.
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