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WF User ID: 1486806 United States 12/29/2011 12:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: aether hey w/f in my practical experience what you tell must be true, they don`t know, they discover as feedback points them to notice what we are aware of today was 60 years ago so top secret and new it is difficult to compare to compare the era`s but today is today and this day is our first say of awareness of this topic so like always, things will now occur as a consequence of our awareness Thread: Excavation Begins at Manhattan Project Landfill Shit Aruna...thanks for the link... Aether....you did not tell me you had flourine on your mind a year and a half ago.lol well when i did it was because aruna raised the topic it is not a motivational topic to me, it is an effect that has influence upon my motive thus this, like most topics, i address when they arise and "forget" when they fade content they have played their role always aware that if and when they arise again they are enhanced by their and my past arising I get it...hugs I'm just getting comfortable with how it all works...lol |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | getting the story right Quoting: ArunaLuna Imagine that... I don't even know what is real anymore. Much less what's part of some "story". your not the only one...but we do get it...it gives me peace in mind and heart knowing that. It doesn't me. Sometimes, I don't know why it makes a difference one way or the other...whether we get it or not. Nothing seems to change concerning life. Life is still a bitch of a struggle. It has never been any different, and does not seem like it will be any different in the future. Why does any of this matter? All this searching and seeking and curiosity? This knowledge gleaned? It doesn't make life any easier, and it seems to be only a temporary fix for any real happiness. I doubt there truly is such a thing. It is a transitory illusion, not a reality. There is no helping hand, there is no 'release', there are only platitudes of hope, and so many people saying they know me more than I know myself. WTF. What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Aether...from what I gather, they are still disposing of the waste from the Manhattan project as well as all the plastics, teflon nuclear waste...this is their way of disposing of it and profiting at the same time...true, it is toxic in this form...but how can they truly know the effects when they never had flourine in it's natural form? Quoting: w/fCould it be too a MIstery to them also? They probably have theory but to really know? I'm just not sure about that. hey w/f in my practical experience what you tell must be true, they don`t know, they discover as feedback points them to notice what we are aware of today was 60 years ago so top secret and new it is difficult to compare to compare the era`s but today is today and this day is our first say of awareness of this topic so like always, things will now occur as a consequence of our awareness We've been able to manufacture Florine since 1866. We've been able to access it since 1529. [link to www.buzzle.com] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | getting the story right Quoting: ArunaLuna Imagine that... I don't even know what is real anymore. Much less what's part of some "story". your not the only one...but we do get it...it gives me peace in mind and heart knowing that. It doesn't me. Sometimes, I don't know why it makes a difference one way or the other...whether we get it or not. Nothing seems to change concerning life. Life is still a bitch of a struggle. It has never been any different, and does not seem like it will be any different in the future. Why does any of this matter? All this searching and seeking and curiosity? This knowledge gleaned? It doesn't make life any easier, and it seems to be only a temporary fix for any real happiness. I doubt there truly is such a thing. It is a transitory illusion, not a reality. There is no helping hand, there is no 'release', there are only platitudes of hope, and so many people saying they know me more than I know myself. WTF. What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. I think core to the story is the knowledge there are many stories to be told - right and wrong persist dualities and that is what the ultimate story is - one of duality. Transcend that and the story becomes very short, and it's something like 'check out all these stories with protagonists and antagonists'. In reality nothing could be said beyond the original Greek. The rest is just dualites. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 819998 United States 12/29/2011 01:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. Quoting: SickScent I'm sure it matters in ways we don't always see with an immediate result. But exploring things like this are just another version of somones art. It's a creative process that gives a person purpose. Along the way we learn to communicate with eachother better in hopes to hurt eachother less... |
WF User ID: 1486806 United States 12/29/2011 01:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Aether...from what I gather, they are still disposing of the waste from the Manhattan project as well as all the plastics, teflon nuclear waste...this is their way of disposing of it and profiting at the same time...true, it is toxic in this form...but how can they truly know the effects when they never had flourine in it's natural form? Quoting: w/fCould it be too a MIstery to them also? They probably have theory but to really know? I'm just not sure about that. hey w/f in my practical experience what you tell must be true, they don`t know, they discover as feedback points them to notice what we are aware of today was 60 years ago so top secret and new it is difficult to compare to compare the era`s but today is today and this day is our first say of awareness of this topic so like always, things will now occur as a consequence of our awareness We've been able to manufacture Florine since 1866. We've been able to access it since 1529. [link to www.buzzle.com] yea, but not in this form that we are now becomming aware of |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | getting the story right Quoting: ArunaLuna Imagine that... I don't even know what is real anymore. Much less what's part of some "story". your not the only one...but we do get it...it gives me peace in mind and heart knowing that. It doesn't me. Sometimes, I don't know why it makes a difference one way or the other...whether we get it or not. Nothing seems to change concerning life. Life is still a bitch of a struggle. It has never been any different, and does not seem like it will be any different in the future. Why does any of this matter? All this searching and seeking and curiosity? This knowledge gleaned? It doesn't make life any easier, and it seems to be only a temporary fix for any real happiness. I doubt there truly is such a thing. It is a transitory illusion, not a reality. There is no helping hand, there is no 'release', there are only platitudes of hope, and so many people saying they know me more than I know myself. WTF. What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. I think core to the story is the knowledge there are many stories to be told - right and wrong persist dualities and that is what the ultimate story is - one of duality. Transcend that and the story becomes very short, and it's something like 'check out all these stories with protagonists and antagonists'. In reality nothing could be said beyond the original Greek. The rest is just dualites. Of course. But, it is not just as simple as that. Reality living as a conscious being, is not just as simple as 'just dualities'. You are merely discussing the material aspects of creation, when you say 'just dualities'. Non-material does not exist in 'just dualities'. Our spirit was already born transcending dualities, so thought, and expression, and life is much, much more complex than just black and white. |
WF User ID: 1486806 United States 12/29/2011 01:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The lightest fluorine isotopes, 14–16, decay by electron capture. F-17 and F-18 undergo beta plus decay (positron emission). All isotopes heavier than the stable fluorine-19 decay by beta minus mode (electron emission). Some of them also decay by neutron emission... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. Quoting: SickScent I'm sure it matters in ways we don't always see with an immediate result. But exploring things like this are just another version of somones art. It's a creative process that gives a person purpose. Along the way we learn to communicate with eachother better in hopes to hurt eachother less... Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:30 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: WF 1486806 your not the only one...but we do get it...it gives me peace in mind and heart knowing that. It doesn't me. Sometimes, I don't know why it makes a difference one way or the other...whether we get it or not. Nothing seems to change concerning life. Life is still a bitch of a struggle. It has never been any different, and does not seem like it will be any different in the future. Why does any of this matter? All this searching and seeking and curiosity? This knowledge gleaned? It doesn't make life any easier, and it seems to be only a temporary fix for any real happiness. I doubt there truly is such a thing. It is a transitory illusion, not a reality. There is no helping hand, there is no 'release', there are only platitudes of hope, and so many people saying they know me more than I know myself. WTF. What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. I think core to the story is the knowledge there are many stories to be told - right and wrong persist dualities and that is what the ultimate story is - one of duality. Transcend that and the story becomes very short, and it's something like 'check out all these stories with protagonists and antagonists'. In reality nothing could be said beyond the original Greek. The rest is just dualites. Of course. But, it is not just as simple as that. Reality living as a conscious being, is not just as simple as 'just dualities'. You are merely discussing the material aspects of creation, when you say 'just dualities'. Non-material does not exist in 'just dualities'. Our spirit was already born transcending dualities, so thought, and expression, and life is much, much more complex than just black and white. I agree. My comment is based on "getting the story right". There is no story to get right. There is an expression to be lived and for each that is a uniqueness. At most there is an "personal understanding to resolve" |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: SickScent It doesn't me. Sometimes, I don't know why it makes a difference one way or the other...whether we get it or not. Nothing seems to change concerning life. Life is still a bitch of a struggle. It has never been any different, and does not seem like it will be any different in the future. Why does any of this matter? All this searching and seeking and curiosity? This knowledge gleaned? It doesn't make life any easier, and it seems to be only a temporary fix for any real happiness. I doubt there truly is such a thing. It is a transitory illusion, not a reality. There is no helping hand, there is no 'release', there are only platitudes of hope, and so many people saying they know me more than I know myself. WTF. What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. I think core to the story is the knowledge there are many stories to be told - right and wrong persist dualities and that is what the ultimate story is - one of duality. Transcend that and the story becomes very short, and it's something like 'check out all these stories with protagonists and antagonists'. In reality nothing could be said beyond the original Greek. The rest is just dualites. Of course. But, it is not just as simple as that. Reality living as a conscious being, is not just as simple as 'just dualities'. You are merely discussing the material aspects of creation, when you say 'just dualities'. Non-material does not exist in 'just dualities'. Our spirit was already born transcending dualities, so thought, and expression, and life is much, much more complex than just black and white. I agree. My comment is based on "getting the story right". There is no story to get right. There is an expression to be lived and for each that is a uniqueness. At most there is an "personal understanding to resolve" Ahh, understood. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. Quoting: SickScent I'm sure it matters in ways we don't always see with an immediate result. But exploring things like this are just another version of somones art. It's a creative process that gives a person purpose. Along the way we learn to communicate with eachother better in hopes to hurt eachother less... Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. I oft wonder why I keep waking up here. Makes me think this place is a prison until we devise a means of escape. I oft wonder why it would need to be, then I look at the front page of GLP. Individual ascent must be a key. |
WF User ID: 1486806 United States 12/29/2011 01:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6076030 I think core to the story is the knowledge there are many stories to be told - right and wrong persist dualities and that is what the ultimate story is - one of duality. Transcend that and the story becomes very short, and it's something like 'check out all these stories with protagonists and antagonists'. In reality nothing could be said beyond the original Greek. The rest is just dualites. Of course. But, it is not just as simple as that. Reality living as a conscious being, is not just as simple as 'just dualities'. You are merely discussing the material aspects of creation, when you say 'just dualities'. Non-material does not exist in 'just dualities'. Our spirit was already born transcending dualities, so thought, and expression, and life is much, much more complex than just black and white. I agree. My comment is based on "getting the story right". There is no story to get right. There is an expression to be lived and for each that is a uniqueness. At most there is an "personal understanding to resolve" Ahh, understood. there are answeres to get, the story you know of how the universe was formed is not the truth, these answeres will tell another story that will be truth. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1037270 United States 12/29/2011 01:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Just like with every story, we'll all read it differently :) There's recurring tropes that are older than dirt. Part of the journey for me seems to be watching it all unfold and learning to recognize those patterns. I can't say I angst over it much because I own a generally cynically cheerful personality. Not to say I don't have my issues, we all do... but I'm not really interested in making them subscriptions. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | What does it truly matter if we get the story right or wrong? Suffering will still exist, just as it always has. Quoting: SickScent I'm sure it matters in ways we don't always see with an immediate result. But exploring things like this are just another version of somones art. It's a creative process that gives a person purpose. Along the way we learn to communicate with eachother better in hopes to hurt eachother less... Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. I oft wonder why I keep waking up here. Makes me think this place is a prison until we devise a means of escape. I oft wonder why it would need to be, then I look at the front page of GLP. Individual ascent must be a key. For me, that understanding concerning individual ascent IS one of the keys. Then, there is all this bullshit out there. Like, Law of Attraction. Or praying. NO ONE is going to save anyone. It is all up to you to do it ALL. Everything has to be done by the individual. There is no help outside the individual. You want it done right, just do it yourself. I can't tell you how many times people... ...ahh, fuck it. Sorry for being a cry-baby. Shit just happens over and over in my life, and I always have hope that it will get better around the next corner, and for years and years, it is not better around the corner. It just gets worse. I can't wait for it all to be over...just...anything for some kind of release. Some kind of expression that rids me of feeling sorry for myself. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: SickScent Of course. But, it is not just as simple as that. Reality living as a conscious being, is not just as simple as 'just dualities'. You are merely discussing the material aspects of creation, when you say 'just dualities'. Non-material does not exist in 'just dualities'. Our spirit was already born transcending dualities, so thought, and expression, and life is much, much more complex than just black and white. I agree. My comment is based on "getting the story right". There is no story to get right. There is an expression to be lived and for each that is a uniqueness. At most there is an "personal understanding to resolve" Ahh, understood. there are answeres to get, the story you know of how the universe was formed is not the truth, these answeres will tell another story that will be truth. Einstein said light was relative. Since we live in light, that makes reality relative. Your universe is unique to you, even though it exists in a multiverse shared among all universes, which exists in an omniverse shared by all multiverses. Your birth and history in understanding till now is the creational myth which matters. We each have a unique one. Your universe isn't my universe - other than the fact we share a common language to describe our somewhat similar experience. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: ArunaLuna I'm sure it matters in ways we don't always see with an immediate result. But exploring things like this are just another version of somones art. It's a creative process that gives a person purpose. Along the way we learn to communicate with eachother better in hopes to hurt eachother less... Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. I oft wonder why I keep waking up here. Makes me think this place is a prison until we devise a means of escape. I oft wonder why it would need to be, then I look at the front page of GLP. Individual ascent must be a key. For me, that understanding concerning individual ascent IS one of the keys. Then, there is all this bullshit out there. Like, Law of Attraction. Or praying. NO ONE is going to save anyone. It is all up to you to do it ALL. Everything has to be done by the individual. There is no help outside the individual. You want it done right, just do it yourself. I can't tell you how many times people... ...ahh, fuck it. Sorry for being a cry-baby. Shit just happens over and over in my life, and I always have hope that it will get better around the next corner, and for years and years, it is not better around the corner. It just gets worse. I can't wait for it all to be over...just...anything for some kind of release. Some kind of expression that rids me of feeling sorry for myself. This became much better for me once I became atheist... I believe in a creator, but not a personal god. My universe seemed to scale properly. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 819998 United States 12/29/2011 01:44 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Quoting: SickScent Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. There's nothing selfish in wanting to be happy...or expressing yourself when you're not. There's always people who benefit from another persons suffering...as cold hearted as that sounds...it's kind of how we're all interconnected. I know it sounds like hollow advice right now but I really do think it's up to an individual to decide their state of being, and then take measures to attain it. |
WF User ID: 1486806 United States 12/29/2011 01:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i still have yet to experience fluorine a vital we have utilized it thus maybe it has formed vital within humanities awareness but in nature it seems to possess a role that is no more or less vital as any other ok...too soon probably. in a twinkle of an eye...star element it's elemental...lol ok...I'll drop it here and pick it up at home. No biggy |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Quoting: SickScent Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. There's nothing selfish in wanting to be happy...or expressing yourself when you're not. There's always people who benefit from another persons suffering...as cold hearted as that sounds...it's kind of how we're all interconnected. I know it sounds like hollow advice right now but I really do think it's up to an individual to decide their state of being, and then take measures to attain it. Aruna, I always love your advice. You are definitely a voice of reason. I think it is up to the individual as well! But, I have tried so hard...fuck man. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Quoting: SickScent Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. There's nothing selfish in wanting to be happy...or expressing yourself when you're not. There's always people who benefit from another persons suffering...as cold hearted as that sounds...it's kind of how we're all interconnected. I know it sounds like hollow advice right now but I really do think it's up to an individual to decide their state of being, and then take measures to attain it. Just know happiness is elusive and fleeting ... and part of believing in dualities. Shed them and you find a kind of neutrality - not happy, not sad, not anything other than being. That is the state the ascends try to obtain. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:48 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: SickScent Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. I oft wonder why I keep waking up here. Makes me think this place is a prison until we devise a means of escape. I oft wonder why it would need to be, then I look at the front page of GLP. Individual ascent must be a key. For me, that understanding concerning individual ascent IS one of the keys. Then, there is all this bullshit out there. Like, Law of Attraction. Or praying. NO ONE is going to save anyone. It is all up to you to do it ALL. Everything has to be done by the individual. There is no help outside the individual. You want it done right, just do it yourself. I can't tell you how many times people... ...ahh, fuck it. Sorry for being a cry-baby. Shit just happens over and over in my life, and I always have hope that it will get better around the next corner, and for years and years, it is not better around the corner. It just gets worse. I can't wait for it all to be over...just...anything for some kind of release. Some kind of expression that rids me of feeling sorry for myself. This became much better for me once I became atheist... I believe in a creator, but not a personal god. My universe seemed to scale properly. I have never believed in a personal God. I believe in my Higher Self though. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i still have yet to experience fluorine a vital we have utilized it thus maybe it has formed vital within humanities awareness but in nature it seems to possess a role that is no more or less vital as any other ok...too soon probably. in a twinkle of an eye...star element it's elemental...lol ok...I'll drop it here and pick it up at home. No biggy Yeah, it's an elemental, god particle is a mathematical projection. Particles at that level aren't material, they are energy signatures. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6076030 I oft wonder why I keep waking up here. Makes me think this place is a prison until we devise a means of escape. I oft wonder why it would need to be, then I look at the front page of GLP. Individual ascent must be a key. For me, that understanding concerning individual ascent IS one of the keys. Then, there is all this bullshit out there. Like, Law of Attraction. Or praying. NO ONE is going to save anyone. It is all up to you to do it ALL. Everything has to be done by the individual. There is no help outside the individual. You want it done right, just do it yourself. I can't tell you how many times people... ...ahh, fuck it. Sorry for being a cry-baby. Shit just happens over and over in my life, and I always have hope that it will get better around the next corner, and for years and years, it is not better around the corner. It just gets worse. I can't wait for it all to be over...just...anything for some kind of release. Some kind of expression that rids me of feeling sorry for myself. This became much better for me once I became atheist... I believe in a creator, but not a personal god. My universe seemed to scale properly. I have never believed in a personal God. I believe in my Higher Self though. As do I. You've seen me refer to the increasing orders of magnitude we witness in physics and cosmology - I believe the same holds true for our "soul" - beyond us is another an order of magnitude greater, ad infinitum. That pattern is pervasive. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6076030 United States 12/29/2011 01:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: SickScent For me, that understanding concerning individual ascent IS one of the keys. Then, there is all this bullshit out there. Like, Law of Attraction. Or praying. NO ONE is going to save anyone. It is all up to you to do it ALL. Everything has to be done by the individual. There is no help outside the individual. You want it done right, just do it yourself. I can't tell you how many times people... ...ahh, fuck it. Sorry for being a cry-baby. Shit just happens over and over in my life, and I always have hope that it will get better around the next corner, and for years and years, it is not better around the corner. It just gets worse. I can't wait for it all to be over...just...anything for some kind of release. Some kind of expression that rids me of feeling sorry for myself. This became much better for me once I became atheist... I believe in a creator, but not a personal god. My universe seemed to scale properly. I have never believed in a personal God. I believe in my Higher Self though. As do I. You've seen me refer to the increasing orders of magnitude we witness in physics and cosmology - I believe the same holds true for our "soul" - beyond us is another an order of magnitude greater, ad infinitum. That pattern is pervasive. It's kind of haughty to say "I am God" but if you read my other insights each of us should be saying that to ourselves in our individualities. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 865798 United States 12/29/2011 01:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you Aruna. I am merely being selfish in my thoughts. I am so tired of struggling. A basic human trait is to find that suffering actually means something, and when that concept is shown to not matter one way or the other, it is difficult to accept. Quoting: SickScent Everyday, over and over and over...ahhh. Life sucks. I wish it would get better. There's nothing selfish in wanting to be happy...or expressing yourself when you're not. There's always people who benefit from another persons suffering...as cold hearted as that sounds...it's kind of how we're all interconnected. I know it sounds like hollow advice right now but I really do think it's up to an individual to decide their state of being, and then take measures to attain it. Just know happiness is elusive and fleeting ... and part of believing in dualities. Shed them and you find a kind of neutrality - not happy, not sad, not anything other than being. That is the state the ascends try to obtain. Believe it or not, I do that every night of my life. I have nearly perfected those aspects. It is the influences around me that tend to unbalance. When my wife cries because we can't afford to get a new battery for her car. Shit like that, makes me ask wtf are we doing on this planet. |