"What they don't tell ya, is that the worst one is me"

spot on ac, when and since you you posted that i have been re immersed in personalities of unnatural nature as in:
they exists thus are natural at the moment but radiate unnatural emotional expression within the context of our environment
what they are discovering is the best examples of the worst examples prompt the most beneficial effects within our environments altering expression as they provide the template "cause" for the style of alteration manifesting