aether, they don't have my answers.

I just spent the evening with a friend.

I don't understand why...damn. I can't even find the proper ways to say anything.

I asked him if he understood how small a percentage that materialism is. That it is nothing in the grand scheme of things.

Must I always pursue and find my own answers? Can't someone else reach and understand the depths?

This sucks. I thought they would be able to give comfort in the aspects that they imitate and attempt to personify.

Am I wrong? Are they just being silent to the aspects i have experienced and have grown to understand? I do not speak of one particular thing, I speak of them all.

Who is they? Everyone, including ones thought to know.

A rhetorical question, but what do I do? Where do I go? What do I feel? What do I experience? It has all been done before...over and over and over and over. Hasn't it?