actually i have met myself
both aspects of my personality have presented themselves to me physically (real to me) and my different polarities radiated in physical countenance the two forces that are me

i liked both me so
on remembering
i do desire both me`s but realize, were they separable, which they are not, they would be different
as it is and always can only be, the two causes that are me form the singular effect, which is me typing this post, the me that met my two causes of me

i wonder if my effect is as desirable to others as my causes of my effect are to me

now that is something i can adjust at my whim
the effect , my effect (me), has on others

good

i feel better now i have worked myself out