God, I finally found what I have been seeking, Brian.

Lol, for the 1st time I am worried about seeking further. I am going to, once again, change. I thought the other changes were significant. At least this one is the ultimate 'balancing' to try to do anything to attemt to explain it is doing a disservice.

Even if we perfect what we are doing here, it is nothing to what IS. I used to think how nice it was to leave all this behind, escae to the other side. There is no true escape, and no one would ever want to if they could SEE.