Does anyone else feel like they're not human?

If you really know (and frankly I'm very cynical) give me a clue, please. I'm nearing 40 and I feel the time is very close. A storm is coming and I want to be prepared.

oh but you can't give up. Its a gift. I was asked once to join a group to Pray for a newborn that didn't know how to eat. That has to be the strangest condition I have ever seen... baby is fine now but I can tell you one thing, group Prayer showed me by the intensity of the feeling (I know by feel when Prayer is answered0 of harmonious unity

My flesh is human and that's about where it ends!

It's funny you mention the Pleiades. because i am totally in love with that "star cluster". I have it on my desktop:)

The main reason you were sent here is to uplift humans, to show them ways where they are stuck. To help them build a better civilization. You know that in your heart.

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It's hopeless. They don't want to know. And now I am stuck.

that would explain the feeling of "carrying the wheight of the world" on our shoulders. Wanting to help, heal and assist everyone - and getting totally devastated realizing you cannot help them all :(

This is very interesting to me...I have a daughter (now late 20's) who made statements like this very often when she was small. She would say things like, I dont feel human, I dont feel like Im me, I feel like Im something else aand so on. This started when she was VERY young too (3 or 4) I would reply "oh, your human, I gave birth to you, etc etc"
This went on until her late teens or thats the last I remember. Maybe she just got tired of saying it or maybe she just got used to the feeling. idk
I always chalked it up as anxiety, She is a very nervous person and would literally shake as a child, with sudden movements going on around her. Seriously, Like an abused child will act is you move suddenly. I can guarantee, my daughter has never even received a spanking. She just entered the world nervous.
So, I find this interesting that there are others.
I will be following this thread.

Sorry, I had not logged in....Thats my post (above)
Im not an anonymous coward...haha

Ironic you had this dream... I had a dream a couple of days ago I was "gathered" in a white light that took me into an orange tube like a worm-hole. I was onboard the ship and it was a community that I was walking through observing yet looking for someone to ask questions. I saw almost like the nosecone of a plane that we were conversing in (his answer was intelligible) but humans outside walked right through it and it was explained as a temporal displacement and we were invisible. Then another ship bumped into us and we rebounded into the side of a building that crushed a machine that I didn't know what it was but it wasn't a concern.

Then last night I saw that light... im gonna go check it again now lol

But why I can't stand others?? It seem to me that they don't understand nothing except. How much money they are doing, their family, their little health problems caused by their abuses. The hate they have for one an others. They don't care about helping others too. They are so empty inside. I don't care if I go weeks without talking with no one and don't tell me that I am depress because I am maybe the most happiest person in that world. I prefer my cats and dogs over peoples. I thing I have more affinity with them then with the peoples. And like you. I pray for others and thanks god (never mind who he or her is) because I just have to wish something to have it.

I feel very out of place constantly.

I can't even really explain how I feel about the stars.

Oh.... u know I have spent my whole childhood, teenage life and adulthood in fear. At times, panic attacks. What frightens me, is the world, and the negative forces in it. Because i feel these energies within. I feel the energies of people, if they're "good or bad", certain places i cannot go into, because of the energies there. People have told me to distance myself - lol...... i cannot even if i try.

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Thats weird.

Im not sure why I chose to include what I said about the stars but the first thing I read from the OP after I posted that said that she often times stares out at the stars on her mothers property.

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I don't know how you feel about channeled material OP, I take it with a grain personally. But check out the Lightworker series on this website, particularly Lightworker II, this material was comforting to me, hope it helps!

I have felt this way during my life. I also just seem to know things that other people don't. It's kind of hard to explain. I just seem to know how to act~respect others, everything you do is out of love, etc.
I also feel like I didn't want to be here at all but HAD to be here for some reason, not sure of the reason. I had a past life reading done about a year ago. This woman didn't know anything about me...and first thing she tells me is I was kicking and screaming when I came into this lifetime. She also said I have been here for everything that has happened.

I don't know how true a past life reading is but it sure hit the nail on the head.

Anyway, for anyone who feels they are not part of this planet and are here for a reason are most likely going to be finding out real soon the reason why....

i see it similarly

wow... this time I got video. With the naked eye it looked like a starburst but in the viewfinder it is surrounded by red lights looked like an ameoba sort of thing... pulsating and it also had other red/white flashing lights far away from it but I don't know if those got picked up... im gonna upload it tomorrow

And for as long as I remember I have said things like "On my planet......"

and wondering if you are helping any

I can't help it... but, it sounds like your unemployed or just very unhappy with your current life circumstances. Something about your current situation is making you feel the way you do. Smile more.. that might help a lot! We are not on this earth to wonder why we are here (I don't think so anyway) - we are here for a much better purpose! So with that in mind, I suggest - smiling more - even when you don't feel like it! Hey, if nothing else... you help make some one's day just a tad bit better. Pay it forward!!

OMG..... I have the same feeling. I dont know how many times I have had "talks with God", telling Him I didnt want to do this (earth life) at all! As if it was the one step in my souls learning, that would give me nightmares even before I learned about it......:/

beautifully said....

i've often felt like a gerbil

lol i worked at a sanctuary and I have an affinity with animals too. I fed exotic cats, lions tigers, cougars, bobcats, even fed some by hand... they would all come to me when I called and I was the only one who could do that with some of them.

and yes, empty is the word for it... I didn't even know if I was going to stick around here for long.

I have been a Registered Nurse for 10 years. Yes I have helped many.

A lot of this sounds like narcissism rather than not being human.

Always I have felt this way even when I was a kid. I have come to terms with it NOW...But sometimes you just look around at people and their behavior and wonder what fucked up planet are they from or is it this planet that does that to people.

Then you meet people who don't have a clue to anything...they worry about work, money,money,money. I personally dont care about money..Its only money right! Of course I have to work but all I need is enough for me. And alot of people dont understand that way of thinking~however more people I think are jumping on board with that philosophy.

This is the same response to anyone who is different. Nobody is saying they are better than anyone here. They just feel different thats all...