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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1219225 Denmark 01/14/2011 04:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My interpretation would be that it is more like a spiritual anorexia, where the soul is literally starving for truth and positive energy as well as to find a way to help alleviate suffering in the world. Narcissism as one poster described this had me laughing out loud - an empath's way of feeling and being could not be further away from narcissism. Imo these are the compassionate and kind folk who often get used, abused and downtrodden by narcissistic predators. Quoting: Incognito 1196387Thank you for clarifying that =) |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 755718 United States 01/14/2011 04:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've seen where I'm from and it has two suns. There are huge jelly fish like beings in the sky that can spread out for a thinner atmospheric layer to filter on "one sun days" or they can cluster in thicker clumps for "two sun days". The beings do not "need" solid food, as they can photosynthesize, but we do have restaurants for visitors from other planets. It was a drag coming back to Earth, as I have not been here since the ending of the 3rd sun, or 3rd cataclysm, but had made soul contracts with some double agents who were alive during that time as well. The double agents worked with both the black box side and the quartz side, and their karma sent them back. They are all friends of mine. They know the present day HAARP is similar to the Quartz technology, currently buried in the ocean in the area of the Bermuda Triangle, that caused harmonic tremors that eventually destroyed our entire planet. Toodles |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 916957 Netherlands 01/14/2011 04:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This has probably been mentioned before, but anyway... How does it feel to be human? I mean...we can only feel how it is to be ourselves...there's no frame of reference. Our thoughts and feelings are unique to each of us...we experience life from our own viewpoint. We might feel different, because we are...all of us...but perhaps most of us aren't aware of that. It's like this...does an orange taste exactly the same to you as to someone else? There's no way to tell, unless you can actually be that other person. Just my view on it. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 1224880 Canada 01/14/2011 04:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | yes all my life turned 49 today! then I found this little test and started to understand I am not like the majority but there are many of us waiting for our chance.. [link to www.hsperson.com] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1224880 Canada 01/14/2011 04:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've felt this all my life: that I am not from here. But I've been here a long, long time, too. I'm an old soul, and maybe more than that. I don't know why I am here, now, at this time, but I think it may be to observe what's happening now. And what's happening now sickens me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1229627I've been around so many times as a human being (thousands of times, I suspect) but I still haven't figured out how to be a human being. I have never found my niche, and I have never been able to really understand how human beings operate. The cruelty and ruthlessness, the total indifference to the experience of others, just staggers me. I see a lot of it on this board. I am blessed that most of the people I know personally are not at all like that. Is there anyone else out there in GLP land who can relate to this? Anyone who can cast some light on where I come from and what I am supposed to be doing, here and now? I feel as though I've forgotten something really important. you have voiced (written down) my thoughts OP. most of the time i feel detached. i seem to miss the "force" or/and understanding to accept/adapt to this chaos or system of this existence. i hope you'll find your answers, i'm looking for mine and maybe, we'll discover them along the way... love to you all! Wow so many Hsp's in one place perhaps our time is soon [link to www.hsperson.com] |
Lucifer User ID: 1211693 United States 01/14/2011 04:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is just the divine time to remember you you are and where your from. If you are familiar with the christian/judaism creation stories than you should start to make sense of what is going on. You can liken God/Devil as good cop bad cop. Once "eve" and "adam" eat of the "fruit" they become a universal "spirit" so to speak. We were drove out of "eden" but only for a time. This was to show us what effects our desicions have on the whole. We are descendents of the first spirutual beings. We are returning to "eden" in this shift it is just divine time. That is why you are starting to remember past lives and your natural spiritual state. I hope this helps in any way. Look within for that is where the true answers are. Peace and joy with you, Lucifer |
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The truth master User ID: 1230170 United Kingdom 01/14/2011 04:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've felt this all my life: that I am not from here. But I've been here a long, long time, too. I'm an old soul, and maybe more than that. I don't know why I am here, now, at this time, but I think it may be to observe what's happening now. And what's happening now sickens me. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1224332I've been around so many times as a human being (thousands of times, I suspect) but I still haven't figured out how to be a human being. I have never found my niche, and I have never been able to really understand how human beings operate. The cruelty and ruthlessness, the total indifference to the experience of others, just staggers me. I see a lot of it on this board. I am blessed that most of the people I know personally are not at all like that. Is there anyone else out there in GLP land who can relate to this? Anyone who can cast some light on where I come from and what I am supposed to be doing, here and now? I feel as though I've forgotten something really important. Truth on you - you're crying for attention You're a loner Anti-social Done some drugs You're slightly deluded perhaps a lot You think things that aren't true because you want to feel special and different Truth - You're human - live with it |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 433811 New Zealand 01/14/2011 04:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Me too. To all of it. IT could be that this is a thread for Us to talk as the person from Guernsey suggested. I clicked on Mother Mary's thread about her difficulty in finding soemone to do a reading for her just before this. I have the same problem, compounded by the fact that I've become very solitary , and have to rely solely on my own inner resources to work out what's going on. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1017948 United States 01/14/2011 04:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | TOTALLY I was diagnosed with MS in 1993. I now know that this is TPTB creating a falsity in our reality so we embody it and they can control us. I am old soul born 1/11 and feeling so amazing since my birthday. I got off Tysabri, a monthly I.V. for the MS and I stopped taking it at the beginning of December. I am healing, I feel empowered. Yes I am still having issues walking and day to day tasks, but I FEEL so much lighter now. I am here to teach and learn as we all are. I am here to inspire. So, if they diagnosed you with something, let it go. YOU DONT HAVE IT, IT HAS YOU!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 433811 New Zealand 01/14/2011 05:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Truth on you - you're crying for attention Quoting: The truth master 1230170You're a loner Anti-social Done some drugs You're slightly deluded perhaps a lot You think things that aren't true because you want to feel special and different Truth - You're human - live with it and blah blah blah Why did I know this thread would attract Bullshit? |
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Incognito User ID: 1196387 01/14/2011 05:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Truth on you - you're crying for attention You're a loner Anti-social Done some drugs You're slightly deluded perhaps a lot You think things that aren't true because you want to feel special and different Truth - You're human - live with it Wow, insightful aren't you for someone I presume hasn't met the original poster or know what she has done or hasn't done in her life. This world is crumbling around you but you most likely wouldn't notice, good luck surviving that thinking yourself to be only human - you are a being too even though you seem to lack the empathy needed for that. If this discussion doesn't suit your belief system then you don't have to participate. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1170607 Norway 01/14/2011 05:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | THE NEW ET QUIZ New and revised, this questionnaire gives those of you who prefer the scientific method (just kidding!) a more quantitative way to decide if you are a Wanderer or ET soul. Simply answer "yes" or "no" to the following 20 questions. In my own personal experience, as well as my teaching and counseling, I've found that most Wanderers and ET Walk-ins fit the following profile: **** answer Yes. Somewhat or No to the following questions and be ready to add up your score**** Your Childhood 1) Did you often think about, daydream, or fantasize about Ts, UFOs, and other worlds? 2) Did you feel like ordinary things around you were somehow strange, like the human body, the color of the sky, trees and nature, human architecture, and adults? 3) Did you ever feel as if your parents were not your real parents, that you had a missing brother or sister, or a home some place far away? 4) Did you have magical dreams of flying, invisible spirit friends, or receiving special guidance and protection? 5) Did you look up at the night sky with longing, and sometimes say: "Take me home...Why am I here?" or ask "Why am I so alone?" Your Personality 1) Are you kind, gentle, peaceful, and non-aggressive -- not just sometimes, but almost always? 2) Are you hurt, saddened, and confused by all the human evil and cruelty in the world? 3) Do you feel that money, possessions, and a successful career are not really that important? 4) Do you sometimes feel more comfortable with plants and animals than with people? 5) Are you generally sensitive, considerate, generous, and concerned about others around you? Your Experiences 1) Have you felt different, out-of-place, or somewhat alienated from human society all your life? 2) Have you had dreams, visions, or sightings of UFOs that inspired real spiritual growth? 3) Have you had dramatic dreams of Earth changes, geological and social upheaval, the end of the world, or future civilization? 4) Are you logical, scientific, non-emotional, and somewhat confused by hot passion and desire? 5) Have you had a clear and uplifting contact with benevolent, kind, and highly-evolved ETs? Your Interests 1 Are you interested in science fiction, epic fantasy, angels, high-technology, and world prophecy? 2 Are you interested in Atlantis, Lemuria, channeling, pyramids, New Age ideas and UFOs? 3 Are you interested in meditation, alternative healing, or bringing love and light to the world? 4 Do you believe human society is ignorant of the spiritual truths that you know to be true? 5 Do you have a strong sense of purpose and feel that your mission is to help Earth and humanity? Scoring Your ET Identity For each YES answer, give yourself 5 points. For every "somewhat" answer, give yourself 3 points. Then total your score. 100-75 points In my view, you definitely are an ET soul, but perhaps you are not surprised! 75-25 points You may or may not be a Star Person, and you need more reflection to know for sure. 25-00 points You probably are not an ET soul, but why are you interested in these matters? Remember, only you can know for sure if you are from elsewhere, and knowing your cosmic roots is only the first step. After that, it's essential to consider why you're here and what is your purpose. Being on Earth gives all Wanderers a perfect opportunity to develop ourselves, to refine our understanding and expression of love and wisdom, and to help the world in our own special way. [link to llresearch.org] |
Mother Mary User ID: 628029 United States 01/14/2011 05:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Me too. To all of it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 433811IT could be that this is a thread for Us to talk as the person from Guernsey suggested. I clicked on Mother Mary's thread about her difficulty in finding soemone to do a reading for her just before this. I have the same problem, compounded by the fact that I've become very solitary , and have to rely solely on my own inner resources to work out what's going on. Me too, very solitary. I am trying to branch out which is probably one of the reasons I found GLP in the first place. I actually wonder into voice chat just to listen. Well, I'll talk a little too. I have met some wonderful people over the last 3 months though my being a little less solitary. And now there is a whole thread of others; just like me. Makes me feel not alone. My anthem to the shills of GLP: We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin' We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you (Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson) ------------------------------------ Janey's "doesntwannabeglpsobad" ~Google It~ ------------------------------------ “Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson |
Mother Mary User ID: 628029 United States 01/14/2011 05:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | THE NEW ET QUIZ Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1170607Sorry, I didn't want to take up an entire page by quoting the whole quiz again! I scored a 98. There was only one question that I said sometimes too, and nothing I said no too. Thanks for posting it for us. My anthem to the shills of GLP: We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin' We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you (Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson) ------------------------------------ Janey's "doesntwannabeglpsobad" ~Google It~ ------------------------------------ “Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 1201387 Canada 01/14/2011 05:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Me too. To all of it. Quoting: Mother MaryIT could be that this is a thread for Us to talk as the person from Guernsey suggested. I clicked on Mother Mary's thread about her difficulty in finding soemone to do a reading for her just before this. I have the same problem, compounded by the fact that I've become very solitary , and have to rely solely on my own inner resources to work out what's going on. Me too, very solitary. I am trying to branch out which is probably one of the reasons I found GLP in the first place. I actually wonder into voice chat just to listen. Well, I'll talk a little too. I have met some wonderful people over the last 3 months though my being a little less solitary. And now there is a whole thread of others; just like me. Makes me feel not alone. But you are alone. I doubt you have met any one here at all in real life. This is just reading books written by other people and not sociologically beneficial at all. People talk on here in ways they never would in real life, and everyone thinks their post is 'important' and the end of a subject, like there is nothing that could be said to negate it's truths. I would seek out more real life relationships and work on your health. This place should be nothing more than intermittent entertainment. |
Mother Mary User ID: 628029 United States 01/14/2011 06:06 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Me too. To all of it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1201387IT could be that this is a thread for Us to talk as the person from Guernsey suggested. I clicked on Mother Mary's thread about her difficulty in finding soemone to do a reading for her just before this. I have the same problem, compounded by the fact that I've become very solitary , and have to rely solely on my own inner resources to work out what's going on. Me too, very solitary. I am trying to branch out which is probably one of the reasons I found GLP in the first place. I actually wonder into voice chat just to listen. Well, I'll talk a little too. I have met some wonderful people over the last 3 months though my being a little less solitary. And now there is a whole thread of others; just like me. Makes me feel not alone. But you are alone. I doubt you have met any one here at all in real life. This is just reading books written by other people and not sociologically beneficial at all. People talk on here in ways they never would in real life, and everyone thinks their post is 'important' and the end of a subject, like there is nothing that could be said to negate it's truths. I would seek out more real life relationships and work on your health. This place should be nothing more than intermittent entertainment. I have not met anyone on GLP in real life....but I have met others like me in real life. I mean through audio chat and video chat. (not GLP) I don't feel alone right now. I understand that people don't talk online like they would in real life. Although I do have a few friends in real life that I can talk to about stuff like this and we actually talk about it! It is amazing when we get together and talk. We all need a special chat room in GLP where we can just go and talk without all the trolls and entertainment talk going on at the same time. My anthem to the shills of GLP: We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin' We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you (Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson) ------------------------------------ Janey's "doesntwannabeglpsobad" ~Google It~ ------------------------------------ “Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson |
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anonymous again User ID: 1224385 United States 01/14/2011 06:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | you all seek insights into what makes us tick... the rhythm of souls seeking harmony in an inharmonious world as I delve into the recess of my deepest thoughts I ask myself am I an Agrippina who cries "nobody has suffered as much as me" as she knelt before the cross... the feeling of love and loss so overwhelming as to cloud better judgment and risk persecution of the masses or am I even saddened deeper that the profound insight I try to shout from the rooftops is met with alienation and disbelief?... when all I speak is truth even here, a thread of warm openness do I feel the alienation of a closed society. the epitome of man and the flavor of the forum a thought is thrown out to the windows of the open minds but the vacuum within them rushes out carrying not only the thought, but the ability to absorb... and the reflection is one of darkness yet I feel greater comfort in knowing God and the light of the future guides my path am I human? am I alien? am I me? and the words of wisdom and hope, of comfort and perseverance, of promise and destiny "I am that I am" ... for He had given me that comfort of companion. My eloquent prose are not power of words, but of meaning I mentioned how intimidated I make people feel. Many think I am crazy and laugh when I say I re-invented the wheel... that expression society uses to signify the impossible... but it is true. I came here to inspire others who seek that higher connect with all things known and to be discovered and yet the giggle factor is always there... and the silence speaks volumes. |
Mother Mary User ID: 628029 United States 01/14/2011 07:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | you all seek insights into what makes us tick... the rhythm Quoting: anonymous again 1224385of souls seeking harmony in an inharmonious world as I delve into the recess of my deepest thoughts I ask myself am I an Agrippina who cries "nobody has suffered as much as me" as she knelt before the cross... the feeling of love and loss so overwhelming as to cloud better judgment and risk persecution of the masses or am I even saddened deeper that the profound insight I try to shout from the rooftops is met with alienation and disbelief?... when all I speak is truth even here, a thread of warm openness do I feel the alienation of a closed society. the epitome of man and the flavor of the forum a thought is thrown out to the windows of the open minds but the vacuum within them rushes out carrying not only the thought, but the ability to absorb... and the reflection is one of darkness yet I feel greater comfort in knowing God and the light of the future guides my path am I human? am I alien? am I me? and the words of wisdom and hope, of comfort and perseverance, of promise and destiny "I am that I am" ... for He had given me that comfort of companion. My eloquent prose are not power of words, but of meaning I mentioned how intimidated I make people feel. Many think I am crazy and laugh when I say I re-invented the wheel... that expression society uses to signify the impossible... but it is true. I came here to inspire others who seek that higher connect with all things known and to be discovered and yet the giggle factor is always there... and the silence speaks volumes. That was beautiful. Thank you My anthem to the shills of GLP: We're never gonna, believe in, the stories, that you're weavin' We're believin' in the proof, we're believin' in the truth We're believin' in each other, not you, you, you (Bang Bang Bang - Mark Ronson) ------------------------------------ Janey's "doesntwannabeglpsobad" ~Google It~ ------------------------------------ “Of course I'm crazy, but that doesn't mean I'm wrong.” - Robert Anton Wilson |
mee too User ID: 977055 United States 01/15/2011 12:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I can relate to alot of this, too. As it came to me more than 30 years ago, "you will know when the time is right." I'm sure I'm displaced. Always have known. Blessings to all and thanks for a wonderful thread. Glad to see I'm in good company, although we're physically dispersed for now. BTW I'm A-, for the one that asked. Might heart was lightened reading these posts. Sadness for the negative posters, as they simply don't know or understand. We are here to serve, quietly, never seeking recognition . . . hardly narcissistic. "Let your right hand not know what your left is doing." (I might have misquoted that, but those that get it, will.) |
Little Nemo User ID: 1261554 United States 02/10/2011 02:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I just stumbled across this website and thread today and I had to make an account just to post here. Every experience you folks have been discussing here I've experienced myself since I was a little one. I've always felt distanced from people, even my closest friends, as if they were something entirely different from me. This doesn't make me feel superior to them in any way, just different. I'm empathetic, I suppose you could say, in that I read people and pick up thoughts and emotions very well; a friend of mine once said that it seems like I can see everything, because I'm always commenting on subtle things around me no one else would have noticed or sometimes answer a thought without realizing it. I have an inner power that I've always felt pulsing in the center of my being that gives me a feeling of peace and empowerment even when I feel as though I'm going to go mad from being forced to witness and sometimes participate in all the mundane human activities around me. I'm very sensitive and wish I could heal the world. Even before I came here I'd always automatically considered myself to be an 'old soul', since I feel like I've been here for ages and ages even though I'm only seventeen years old. So when everyone started mentioning it, I got so excited! I've never been like other teenagers; I'd rather be alone to contemplate the greater questions of the universe, read philosophy, and gaze at the stars and imagine myself among them than participate in trivial, materialistic things. Like many of you here, I feel driven by some purpose I'm not fully aware of yet; something always says to me, 'You will know when the time comes,' when I ponder about it. I'm eager to see more responses on this board because I really do feel like we are some of many, many special souls sent to this beautiful if tragic place to bring about a change of some sort. I'm not sure what it is, if anything, but I am eager to see what happens. Wonderful topic, OP. It's comforting to know one is not alone. Last Edited by Little Nemo on 02/10/2011 02:33 PM |
Who gives a shit User ID: 1275612 United States 02/24/2011 01:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yeah I used to feel like that too. Maybe there's a chance that you have depersonalization. It's a crazy little trip of a mental illness that causes people who have it to feel like they're out of their body or not themselves. But the question is, does not feeling human bother you? Because if it doesn't, no problem right? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 825267 United Kingdom 02/24/2011 01:37 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No, but i feel extremely evil people aren`t human. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 988441Yes, I agree. I don't know if I believe in demons per se, but I believe people can become possessed by their own shadows to the point that they might as well be demons. It can happen briefly, like temporary insanity, and I think this happens to most people at least a few times in their lives, or it can happen so it takes over completely. I believe most humuns are evil. Us Hybrids feel so much EMPATHY for animals and children and can not relate to most human beings, that is why we like to be alone, lonley as it is it feels better than the negative energy most humans give off. |