Does anyone else feel like they're not human?

i spent my 20's wandering this planet looking for a place that felt like home. sometimes i have even found it for a little while but it never lasted. This searching is lifelong, and now with 4 children, i have to search from the inside of me while standing in one place. its a yearning that i just cant ignore.

i loved the quote a few pages back, about denying God being like drinking the water, but not acknowledging the source. i think that is very very true.

but i have also realised, that just because most people in the industrialised nations seem to be going about business as usual, that everyone has this yearning inside them, but most people bury it because this world demands so much of them, so they keep pushing away these feelings so that they can function, because they dont know how to be alone with 'themselves'.

All 6.9 billion people on this planet, will eventually have to face, what it seems like many of us, have been facing all our lives. i can only wish them well, because i know how difficult things will be, when they can no longer run from their pain, and have to stop and face it. none of us will pass out of this life without being brought to our knees, without the destruction of the false ego that keeps us intact and functioning and for want of a better word 'socially sane'

I dont believe in evil, i believe that 'evil' comes from a lifetime of pain and a lack of love, perhaps even generations of it. it turns peoples hearts cold and detaches them from normal human emotions, because to face it is harder than the ugliness of their reality.

but i do believe that we are all where we are, because we have allowed our lives to unfold according to our inner urgings. ive stopped trying to control the present, and i have stopped trying to control my future, and am letting it unfold. every day brings a new lesson and a new insight. my dreams promise me, that in the future, there will be what i have longed for all my life. peace, harmony, compassion, unity, one-ness, and a heart that is as light as a feather.

We are here because we made a promise. I dont know what it was i promised, but i am still here, so i havent yet fulfilled it. all i can do is keep my faith that there is a plan, and wish no ill on anyone, no matter what picture circumstances paint. whatever i bind myself to on this earth, through hate, anger, judgement, fear ... keeps me tied to this human existence. so i let it all go, put it in the hands of someone far greater, and trust that the universal law will bring everyone to where they need to be. i see the universal law for each individual like some sort of mathematical equation. we are all trying to resolve our equation to zero. once we hit zero, we can move forward. it is all cause and effect, it is all karma, it is all a balancing of the scales. every thought, every action, every emotion, every word, all part of the equation. it is divine and it is sublime.

Well, this is not very profound, but I know I'm not from here because I'm allergic to the whole fucking planet. And besides that my personality type makes up less than .5 percent of the population. and it's odd that my mate does not know his origins. He was adopted.

Ya dude I feel ya

Odd, I just read that quiz and I fit all answers so does than mean I am one? Or is it written to fit someones fantasy of himself?

Does not matter, my first memories were of being pissed off being in this human body again. I wanted my vision, my IQ, my knowledge of what is returned to me. I felt as though when a kid, I was consumed in mud, like a worm when I should have been free like a bird.

The good side is, I have been told I will return to my true body again soon, ya hoo. Also the other morning for just a moment, I saw myself elsewhere with close friends, this a dream but apart from a normal dream that is was in, as though it were inserted just as I awoke. On one of our takings, my wife told me I was one of them and she did not want to be left behind so perhaps???????

The question is not what you are supposed to be doing here,but is instead, what do you plan to do here,and in what manner (mindset) do you plan to do it?
You know, it can be a series of things, not just one big thing. Life is built on a series of everyday things, decisions, choices.

I agree with much of what you are saying-I remember quite well feeling as you do. Deeply. I don't think you ARE being melodramtic, but rather tuning in quite keenly to earth,
humanity and the state of the blue ball. But I do not feel hopeless anymore nor overwhelmed by it all...and here is why:

I remembered that I am energy, part of the energetic universe and this planet and that the "plan" encompasses my plan, whichever I choose that to be. I really do not have to have it all figured out because the foundations have been laid before me and so the most important choice I make is the mindset that I choose as format to express my self in the world.


That format, for the most part is of love, understanding, cheerfulness, and thankfulness. Earth needs people like you! (THAT is why you are being prompted) By living in a positive vibrational state, you will do much to bring balance to those around you, and to the area in which you live.

Plus it's just fun!
Do not worry -it will all work out!

Agree with 100% everything you said op

I don't fit in and people seem distant and don't make sense to me either

When I was 12 I remember one night crying looking to the sky and saying I Want To Go Home!

I still feel this way, I miss my home every day

Reading this nearly brought me to tears... I've been begging my mother to help me get a psychiatrist appointment, I thought i was going insane. Every day I feel farther away from people. I have an almost uncontrolable urge to leave everything "modern" and go back to living off the land. I feel so boxed in living life like we all do every day.

But at least I'm not alone, whatever the reason may be at least others feel the same (:

yes,yes and yessss that could have not been said any better

I feel like this almost constantly. I don't understand the violence and outrage of people. I like things that most shy away from and I have a very uncanny intuition of when things will go wrong. Sometimes, I look outside and just look at the line between the sky and the tops of trees and I get a sudden flash somewhere in my mind that "THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!" but then it's gone just as soon. I am so confused. And when I dwell on it, I just start to feel miserable.

ive never really felt as if im human, not since i can remember, i've always been the weird one, i get fits of rage and i often feel like an animal wanting to break out and be free, i scare myself alot of the time - i could say everything but some people might say other things about me which id rather not. :/

i always feel as if im not meant to be here, like im someone else, watching from someone elses eyes. even my family agree, they all call me the freak, i dont sleep much at night, which really bugs them. but they wont listen to me and consider how i really feel.

ive been trying to find someone for a while who feels other than human.

You are probably from various planets experiencing this time on earth as a human, to help out for what is about to occur. stay the course!

Trouble is, the evil ones are in control of things in this world.

i dont feel like im human i just feel like im a body walking around and no one belives me

Hi im not human im just a body and no one belives me

I think we are human mate.

But the chattle are more animal souls.

We are not from another planet, they are.

i feel the same way, i feel like im a human in disguise and i see life as a meaningless thing to make more humans. But I feel like im an evil being not caring if anything dies or lives because its remade so easy I really hope im not the only 1 because i've told some people about it and they think im crazy, or maybe im just heartless =S

im not human im just a body going round

This is a very interesting thread! I am the same as most of you, longing to 'go home", etc...

As for a "our purpose" here, this is what I think.

We choose this horrible place called earth in between our successive lives , for the purpose of spiritual growth. Now WHO in their right mind would choose to be here , in this time in history?/ Those of us who did not want to miss the events of 2012!

Some call it the ascension process, some call it an opportunity to take advantage of all the spiritual changes that will come with 2012. Some say that we will take leaps and bounds in our own souls' dimensions so that perhaps we no longer will need to return to earth to "grow.".

Bottom line, is, we CHOSE to be here for whatever reason, and our purpose it to partake of the spiritual growth coming with all the unseen changes of 2012.

Yep....knew I didn't belong here since I was 7. The human species failed.
Ugh.....is it time yet?

OMG , same here....feels like they are puppets and I m real

Nice to see im not the only one!
My number one goal in this life time is to tie everything off so i dont have to come back, I'm very careful where i tread u could say.
I used to feel quite lost until i started my meditation practices, now my guides feed me everything i need to get by.
Perhaps you should re-establish your connection??
After all you wouldn't be asking if you already had...

"I don't know why I am here, now, at this time, but I think it may be to observe what's happening now."

I feel your here to make a positive influence, it will start making more sense soon enough ;)

I have been living my life the same....making sure I don't leave ties either to hold me back. I was fortunate to have been listening to my guides since I was a little girl. Never understood it, but somehow knew I had to live like that.

I am ready to complete my purpose here.......

I fell this way as well I don't feel human I feel like I'm someone who is with God and I have to change the world. I feel like I totally diff. then everybody else. I'm nine years old and this is how I feel.

I feel the same. I do tend to fit in with people but its because i can figure out a person really quickly. I can also tell when a person is not really happy and they are just putting on a front.

However, sometimes i feel like i have a better understanding. Like what the real person here on life is. I also see how the materialistic things don't make sense. I see this and i also wonder why people need these things. What's the real cause of having nice things or worrying about what people think.

Sometimes i feel like I'm from a simple life. Maybe that's how i am now or how i was? Maybe I've been here for years as a couple of you guys said.. I don't know?

I look at people and i often worry about them. They looks like dead zombies walking around going through their daily routine. It's not so much as feeling out of place or different to others, but i feel is if i'm the one that's really alive. I feel like this is how we should be. We shouldn't want what others have or have the desire to have nice things. The things you really need in this life come naturally. I truly think if this life and society wouldn't be like it is today,people would see life this way.

Guy's your talking about feeling out of place, It's because you are! You don't belong here. It's just a passing through and you're just a meat suit walking. What's inside is the real you and you have got to understand that the world we live in has been morphed by evil. Hence the real reason why we(us on the forum) see this. I think it's an ability some have and some do not. Be thankful you have a blessing like this. Keep your head straight and know that one day, you'll know the real reason why we are living. Not for work, not for money,not for flashy things, but for happiness and a better life. This is no life here. This is just a passing through and it's the first step to the beginning of your life. It's all going to be ok and we all really have something to look forward to.

This is why you feel out of place. You see the real reason of this passing through and you have a bond with the spiritual side whether you know it or not. Your not the freak, the your the real deal.

There is no such thing as a "human". Or anything else for that matter, for all is of the same matter, with the same energy manifesting matter in infinite sizes, shapes, colors, and abilities.

Der, I am all that I am.

If you have seen me, you have seen the one who sent me.

Love thy neighbor as thyself.... because your neighbor is thyself.

No, I'm human. I love being human.

Nope. I feel like I'm human and the majority of others aren't. Just skin suites with superficial human qualities.