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How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?

 
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chill out May ..MKAY
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chill out May ..MKAY
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
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The electronic cell mind control noose is tightening, contact the undergound escape network. Hostile forces are diminishing your joy.
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OP. There are quite a few people on this site who are extremely intelligent. Albeit, difficult to find when you really need them, but they have some very goo perspective, advice, listening ears and experience.

There's a good write up here.

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Re: How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?
Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
 Quoting: I'm May

strange that you say this as I have experience this most of my life. I think telepathy plays a major role, but this will depend on your own susceptibility I believe and how telepathic you are...Be careful what you think because there are those that will be able to pick up on it in passing and might use it against you leaving you confused,ect. I too have pondered getting out without killing myself but there are simply too many unknown variables for me to test that one out. That and I feel that I have some part to play in something that is unknown to me at this moment...Also I believe that this life is precious whether or not i'm getting what I want out of it or not...not too mention it's a bit selfish. I understand what your going through, more than you know if what your telling me is true. Like your life is like the "Truman Show" is some way/ in some form...Like I said though-be careful, because entities will feed off of that and mess with your head fueling any delusion you might have of yourself. If you are sensitive enough you will be able to tell which ones they are

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Without killing yourself put an end to your misconception of your self.
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Take control of the mind.
Dismiss any errant thoughts.
Still the mind.
No longer play the "Game"
The "Game"...is all, every last bit of extraneous spiritual mumbo jumbo.
You want it raw?
You got it. Cheers.

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I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
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The electronic cell mind control noose is tightening, contact the undergound escape network. Hostile forces are diminishing your joy.
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I don't know what the underground escape network is. :(
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
 Quoting: I'm May

strange that you say this as I have experience this most of my life. I think telepathy plays a major role, but this will depend on your own susceptibility I believe and how telepathic you are...Be careful what you think because there are those that will be able to pick up on it in passing and might use it against you leaving you confused,ect. I too have pondered getting out without killing myself but there are simply too many unknown variables for me to test that one out. That and I feel that I have some part to play in something that is unknown to me at this moment...Also I believe that this life is precious whether or not i'm getting what I want out of it or not...not too mention it's a bit selfish. I understand what your going through, more than you know if what your telling me is true. Like your life is like the "Truman Show" is some way/ in some form...Like I said though-be careful, because entities will feed off of that and mess with your head fueling any delusion you might have of yourself. If you are sensitive enough you will be able to tell which ones they are
 Quoting: unspoken411

Wow, we really have been experiencing exactly the same thing. I practice the things you've suggested, but sometimes I just get so tired and overwhelmed, too tired to try to defend myself, if that makes sense.
Thank you for your comments and I wish you much luck. hf
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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Police suicide.
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You pull out a golf club and yell at the police...."SMOKE YOU MOTHER FUCKER"!!!
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Take control of the mind.
Dismiss any errant thoughts.
Still the mind.
No longer play the "Game"
The "Game"...is all, every last bit of extraneous spiritual mumbo jumbo.
You want it raw?
You got it. Cheers.
 Quoting: Rastus/Flaming Sword

Wow, thanks. Raw and simple is just what I need sometimes. I'll do my best to keep this in mind, among everything else. peace
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I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May

The electronic cell mind control noose is tightening, contact the undergound escape network. Hostile forces are diminishing your joy.
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I don't know what the underground escape network is. :(
 Quoting: I'm May



Pssst. May. That's Anonymous Coward 1165172. We don't really discuss him. He's a little on that fine line between paranoia and a state of heightened alertness. Just go with it. ;o)
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I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May

The electronic cell mind control noose is tightening, contact the undergound escape network. Hostile forces are diminishing your joy.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1165172

I don't know what the underground escape network is. :(
 Quoting: I'm May



Pssst. May. That's Anonymous Coward 1165172. We don't really discuss him. He's a little on that fine line between paranoia and a state of heightened alertness. Just go with it. ;o)
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lol ok, thanks for the inside info ;D
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Forgive yourself you aren't meant to solve others problems and you can't rescue them either. Decide not to be everyone else's ashtray.
There are 6 billion people on this big blue marble. Some are having a really good time and some aren't. Just knowing that helps me decide that whatever I think I am not alone and there is someone I can help who will appreciate it.




















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hf
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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Get off facebook, buy some weed, and go rent a cabin in the forest.
Iv been looking at the bright side so long im getting a tan.
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
 Quoting: I'm May

You did ask, so i will tell. You have to accept who u r is on public display, we all are, but thankfully it si not hdtv,
this is I want/ I don't want attention, core energetics people have psychobabble for it,
Best example i have is that it is not the one who leers at women who is the sex addict it is the one who receives the leers, whether it is a woman or man who is the real sex addict, it is the ones who draw the attention who are the addicts, the leerers just move along and mostly spend their time alone or whatever
The ones who draw the attention are the addicts because they need the connection the relationship, the ebb and flow of power and control to know they are there, so just give them up, let them have what the y want.

Then meditate, yoga, tai chi, practice psychic development, and u know when u r ready is when this does not bother u anymore, u unlike others have a very, very clear bell as to when your meditation practice is truly effective
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Re: How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?
The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May


These kinds of things don't change easily fast enough that you notice.
Best thing might be to disconnect everything you can, collect all the cash you can, get on a bus and start fresh someplace you'd like to be.
For me it would be northern california or st. petersburg florida or miami florida or portland maine

Clean breaks are hard until they're done.
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so, there's this mushroom, it's red with white spots...
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u unlike others have a very, very clear bell as to when your meditation practice is truly effective
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How so?
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so, there's this mushroom, it's red with white spots...
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Fly agaric...it will take me to Fairyland...haha
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I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May

The electronic cell mind control noose is tightening, contact the undergound escape network. Hostile forces are diminishing your joy.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1165172

I don't know what the underground escape network is. :(
 Quoting: I'm May



Pssst. May. That's Anonymous Coward 1165172. We don't really discuss him. He's a little on that fine line between paranoia and a state of heightened alertness. Just go with it. ;o)
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May


These kinds of things don't change easily fast enough that you notice.
Best thing might be to disconnect everything you can, collect all the cash you can, get on a bus and start fresh someplace you'd like to be.
For me it would be northern california or st. petersburg florida or miami florida or portland maine

Clean breaks are hard until they're done.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1254943

I would pack up and go, but I've just started school. I truly want to be there right now, too. Learning is my prozac.
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Been difficult of late, but I'll keep trying. :\
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Get yourself some meditating crystals...

Keep on trying...

[link to www.kacha-stones.com]

You'll see.

hf
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MO ... from what you had commented on a thread of mine, i am really surprised and happy to see this comment suggesting to another to meditate, this is good LOL, at least for me:)

here, you did not waste my time, and i sure hope for future stuff, i shall never waste you time (again)
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May


These kinds of things don't change easily fast enough that you notice.
Best thing might be to disconnect everything you can, collect all the cash you can, get on a bus and start fresh someplace you'd like to be.
For me it would be northern california or st. petersburg florida or miami florida or portland maine

Clean breaks are hard until they're done.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1254943

I would pack up and go, but I've just started school. I truly want to be there right now, too. Learning is my prozac.
 Quoting: I'm May


It will be warm traveling weather soon and the semester will be over.
Grades are transferable and schools are everywhere.
Good Luck
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
 Quoting: I'm May


These kinds of things don't change easily fast enough that you notice.
Best thing might be to disconnect everything you can, collect all the cash you can, get on a bus and start fresh someplace you'd like to be.
For me it would be northern california or st. petersburg florida or miami florida or portland maine

Clean breaks are hard until they're done.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1254943

I would pack up and go, but I've just started school. I truly want to be there right now, too. Learning is my prozac.
 Quoting: I'm May


It will be warm traveling weather soon and the semester will be over.
Grades are transferable and schools are everywhere.
Good Luck
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 1254943

Very true. Thank you. hf
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