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How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?

 
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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Perhaps you need to get out of your own head for a change and actually do something productive & meaningful
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This is what drugs are for.

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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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strange that you say this as I have experience this most of my life. I think telepathy plays a major role, but this will depend on your own susceptibility I believe and how telepathic you are...Be careful what you think because there are those that will be able to pick up on it in passing and might use it against you leaving you confused,ect. I too have pondered getting out without killing myself but there are simply too many unknown variables for me to test that one out. That and I feel that I have some part to play in something that is unknown to me at this moment...Also I believe that this life is precious whether or not i'm getting what I want out of it or not...not too mention it's a bit selfish. I understand what your going through, more than you know if what your telling me is true. Like your life is like the "Truman Show" is some way/ in some form...Like I said though-be careful, because entities will feed off of that and mess with your head fueling any delusion you might have of yourself. If you are sensitive enough you will be able to tell which ones they are
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Wow, we really have been experiencing exactly the same thing. I practice the things you've suggested, but sometimes I just get so tired and overwhelmed, too tired to try to defend myself, if that makes sense.
Thank you for your comments and I wish you much luck. hf
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I wish you luck as well, I know it can be hard but know that you are not alone in this so keep holding on....there is a reason even if it elludes us most of the time:)
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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just sayin, op ... being that i have lost two family members due to suicide, i get really nervous with this type of posting/s that i come across, i do not look for them, but when they come to me, well ... i kinda wonder ... ok, what is the meaning ... what should i do ... omg, its happening again! etc etc

i know the feeling of giving it up altogether, maybe its a dna thingie, not sure, but do take care with your words op ... do indeed tell us of how you feel, but do REVISE and rethink, ... when you post stuff like this out, meaning, be impeccable with your word, be safe, seek help and offer help too! when you can, that is.

you are not alone.
please do not give up.
yeah, i wanna leave here real soon.
like now.
but, i do not have that option, perhaps you do not either!
so, let's stay and smell the coffee ... ok with you?
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WTF? Why do idiots keep accusing me of being a troll??
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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just sayin, op ... being that i have lost two family members due to suicide, i get really nervous with this type of posting/s that i come across, i do not look for them, but when they come to me, well ... i kinda wonder ... ok, what is the meaning ... what should i do ... omg, its happening again! etc etc

i know the feeling of giving it up altogether, maybe its a dna thingie, not sure, but do take care with your words op ... do indeed tell us of how you feel, but do REVISE and rethink, ... when you post stuff like this out, meaning, be impeccable with your word, be safe, seek help and offer help too! when you can, that is.
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peace

I'm working on it. I'll keep on going, no worries. I apologize for bringing up those memories for you. Sometimes the only way for me to overcome is to let it all out and talk to some genuinely caring people.
hf
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I wish you luck as well, I know it can be hard but know that you are not alone in this so keep holding on....there is a reason even if it elludes us most of the time:)

hf

I'll keep nurturing my seed of purpose. :)
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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just sayin, op ... being that i have lost two family members due to suicide, i get really nervous with this type of posting/s that i come across, i do not look for them, but when they come to me, well ... i kinda wonder ... ok, what is the meaning ... what should i do ... omg, its happening again! etc etc

i know the feeling of giving it up altogether, maybe its a dna thingie, not sure, but do take care with your words op ... do indeed tell us of how you feel, but do REVISE and rethink, ... when you post stuff like this out, meaning, be impeccable with your word, be safe, seek help and offer help too! when you can, that is.
 Quoting: In Search of ...

peace

I'm working on it. I'll keep on going, no worries. I apologize for bringing up those memories for you. Sometimes the only way for me to overcome is to let it all out and talk to some genuinely caring people.
hf
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no apologies needed, so glad you said what you did, keep on going, and keep on letting it all out there, hugs, sincere hugs:))))))))
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WTF? Why do idiots keep accusing me of being a troll??
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ignore them.

I see people asking essentially the same question in the reddit suicide prevention sub-reddit regularly.
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no apologies needed, so glad you said what you did, keep on going, and keep on letting it all out there, hugs, sincere hugs:))))))))
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Right back at ya. cheers
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so, there's this mushroom, it's red with white spots...
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Fly agaric...it will take me to Fairyland...haha
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hehe, you know more than you are saying ... just sayin'
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What works for me (much of the time) is to live life from a distance. My body is something I drive and I look out of my eyes like looking through my car windshield. Most other people are humatons or act like inanimate objects with behavioral tendencies.

When someone speaks to me they are generally speaking at me or toward me, and almost never to ME. I think that to them I am an inanimate object with behavioral tendencies. I shaved for the first time in months and my mom talked to me, face-to-face, for almost a half hour before she noticed.

Be still within. Observe the happenings out there from that quiet place within. Much of life is like a traffic jam. Getting angry at the other drivers only leaves you angry. They are stuck too, and can't get out of your way and you can't get out of the way of the jerk behind you who is honking his horn too.

Mostly we all just get in our own way, and that's frustrating. Like laying on your own blankets in bed so you can't roll over.

It may sound like I'm missing LIFE, but I don't think so. I just don't go on everyone's trip anymore. Everybody is coming on all the time, wanting me to be angry at what they are angry at. Liking or disliking what they like or dislike. Are there people around you who expect stuff from you? EXPECT? Do they give you shit when they don't get it?

Back off a little and see just who's trip you're on. Somebody pissing you off? Why are they around you? Why are you around them?

And dump that boyfriend. Try not having a boyfriend for a little while. </rant>

That'll be 25 cents, please.
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so, there's this mushroom, it's red with white spots...
 Quoting: shaman enrique

Fly agaric...it will take me to Fairyland...haha
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hehe, you know more than you are saying ... just sayin'
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Naturally... :3

My BFF taught me well. ;P
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.
 Quoting: I'm May


Have you considered you may be being gang-stalked?

Rare, but it happens. I mean, apparently this whole GLP drama revolved around that. You can find lots of info online.

And if you haven't already, maybe go see a doctor, make sure there's nothing chemical going on?

Whatever you do, good luck, OP, and just remember that there are actually lots of good people out there. hf
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that was my first thought too, everyone can tell you that its all in your head but frankly sometimes it's quite real and on top of that your head is not an inviolable place any longer due to their high tech devices to invade even your own so called "private thoughts."

you need to remember that this place is pretty much ruled by the occult agenda.

anyone who is not following suit with same is a target for negative energies, that goes without saying or should whether in actual physical vehicles (others) or the unseen entities that are here among us on alternate dimensions.

just because satan isn't here yet, defacto, doesn't mean his spirit isn't and he knows exactly which ones of us will not knuckle under to him now nor will they he does arrive and he uses everyone around them to try to break them, break their spirit, break them financially, just wear them down and out. (think Job in biblical terms) he gets into their minds and puts the impetus therein to do or say or act against those he sees as future trouble to him and his agenda.

so if you are someone who has made a conscious effort and a choice to stand against him or negativity in general then you can consider yourself to be on the top of his hit list. I realize many don't believe in a negative entity but it is in fact quite real.

If much of the world around you is in fact doing you wrong and or you are seemingly a target then they perhaps don't even realize what is compelling them to act against you.

on top of that the negative programming and snares of the matrix are prevalent down to and including the thoughts that can be invisibly delivered directly into peoples minds whereby they assume they are their own thoughts. even Jesse Ventura know realizes just how possible this is after having had it demonstrated on him personally via elf wave technology when he was studying the haarp debacle.

being in denial about it won't help you and expecting anyone who hasn't been affected by it or aware that they have been to understand or believe you is a losing battle so don't even go there. do not allow anyone to simply dismiss your feelings in this regard as nonsense either which ten out of ten times they will do with a wave of their hand.

you have to know what you know, believe what you believe, and not let it matter to you what anyone else thinks, says, feels or believes in YOUR regard. that right there will give you the inner wherewithall to continue to have your own back and not fall prey to beginning to mistrust your own inherent intuition in any regard. if you don't believe in all that you believe then you have lost your center and that my friend is the gateway to hell. don't let anyone take that from you, ever. that's how they gaslight people into losing their grip, or begin to. fight back by understanding that what is real to you is as real as it ever needs to get and the rest is filler.
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.
 Quoting: I'm May


Have you considered you may be being gang-stalked?

Rare, but it happens. I mean, apparently this whole GLP drama revolved around that. You can find lots of info online.

And if you haven't already, maybe go see a doctor, make sure there's nothing chemical going on?

Whatever you do, good luck, OP, and just remember that there are actually lots of good people out there. hf
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that was my first thought too, everyone can tell you that its all in your head but frankly sometimes it's quite real and on top of that your head is not an inviolable place any longer due to their high tech devices to invade even your own so called "private thoughts."

you need to remember that this place is pretty much ruled by the occult agenda.

anyone who is not following suit with same is a target for negative energies, that goes without saying or should whether in actual physical vehicles (others) or the unseen entities that are here among us on alternate dimensions.

just because satan isn't here yet, defacto, doesn't mean his spirit isn't and he knows exactly which ones of us will not knuckle under to him now nor will they he does arrive and he uses everyone around them to try to break them, break their spirit, break them financially, just wear them down and out. (think Job in biblical terms) he gets into their minds and puts the impetus therein to do or say or act against those he sees as future trouble to him and his agenda.

so if you are someone who has made a conscious effort and a choice to stand against him or negativity in general then you can consider yourself to be on the top of his hit list. I realize many don't believe in a negative entity but it is in fact quite real.

If much of the world around you is in fact doing you wrong and or you are seemingly a target then they perhaps don't even realize what is compelling them to act against you.

on top of that the negative programming and snares of the matrix are prevalent down to and including the thoughts that can be invisibly delivered directly into peoples minds whereby they assume they are their own thoughts. even Jesse Ventura know realizes just how possible this is after having had it demonstrated on him personally via elf wave technology when he was studying the haarp debacle.

being in denial about it won't help you and expecting anyone who hasn't been affected by it or aware that they have been to understand or believe you is a losing battle so don't even go there. do not allow anyone to simply dismiss your feelings in this regard as nonsense either which ten out of ten times they will do with a wave of their hand.

you have to know what you know, believe what you believe, and not let it matter to you what anyone else thinks, says, feels or believes in YOUR regard. that right there will give you the inner wherewithall to continue to have your own back and not fall prey to beginning to mistrust your own inherent intuition in any regard. if you don't believe in all that you believe then you have lost your center and that my friend is the gateway to hell. don't let anyone take that from you, ever. that's how they gaslight people into losing their grip, or begin to. fight back by understanding that what is real to you is as real as it ever needs to get and the rest is filler.
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Wow, thank you so much. I'm honored by all of the strengthening words and genuine support I've received on this post. I will definitely carry these words with me. hf
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Just do like everyone of us live until the SHTF than you won't have to commit suicide and you will eventually be eaten alive by some survivalists wacko!

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A.) lawn chair
B.) weather balloons
C.) BB Gun ( just in case you want to get the hell back here without killing yourself )

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A.) lawn chair
B.) weather balloons
C.) BB Gun ( just in case you want to get the hell back here without killing yourself )

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lol
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lol
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is that you, christina? damn if you don't look familiar...
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no matter who you are, i'm sorry ur going thru a momentary downer. that's the thing about life, ups and downs, but only ever moments and always for a reason. a good reason. would've been good reason for both of us, if you really were chrissy.
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
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Hi:)

Take it from someone who has been there too. You need to remove yourself from the things that holds you down in life. Simply, even if it will be unpleasant, you need to get rid of both unhealthy relationships and straining burdens. But most of all you need to work within yourself. Seek peace and balance. Peace and balance. Peace and balance in whatever you do. In who you are. Take back yourself. We hand out so much of ourselves to that around us every day. Noone can do that in the long run, you get sick and down. I did too. But I came to a realization that I had to consciously decide each and every day of my life in order to survive. And i did.

Hugs

hf
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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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If you really ready to leave here, otherwise you are not.
Knowing the evils of soul, that is understanding.

Departing from the soul's evil, that is wisdom.
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Have a read...it may help;

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Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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Friend, I know exactly how you feel. I was in your shoes through most of my adult life.

I assume since we share that particular trait, then ( correct me if i am wrong ) then i can also assume some other things about you

Do you feel that you "read between the lines" and notice coincidences that most people seem to miss?

have you ever had extreme delusions that you are being tested in a very personal and extremely complicated and calculated manner over a long period of time? being deluded to the point that you may have such frightening thoughts that other people are all "in on it?" even your family and friends?

That was me. for a long time.

I had ups and downs. and i was unable to completely make other people understand how i felt. they didnt take it seriously.
they either A) humored me, seeming to be interested in what i had to say but at the same time seeming to be entertained by my misery
B) became furious at my "audacity" saying things like "who are you that you think you are so special that everything revolves around you"
C) paid no heed, avoiding the train of thought completely, leaving me feeling further alienated



I know how you feel man. And a part of me is comforted in knowing that someone else seems to be going through exactly what i went through. When you said complete strangers hinting at personal things from your past that they have no way of knowing (and in my case, also seeming ignorant that they even touched on anything ( which further tormented me )

Man.. ive been there. it is indeed a personal hell. its horrible. but there is one thing that and one thing alone that scattered this stormcloud away from me

You have got to turn to God!

I have been a Christian my entire life but I have never turned to God until these last few months.

I mean, I was saved as a child.. but I strayed from God.
I sinned heavilly. I stole, I lied, I fought over stupid reasons, I judged people, I slept around.

Not only did I experience the intense delusions that you have mentioned, but I suffered at times from Sleep Paralysis, and I have at times ( even when I wasnt on any sort of drug or alcohol whatsoever ) heard voices. Not the kind of voices that are cliche' - like someone commanding me to do certain things. it was more of a "stir of echoes" to borrow a term from Kevin Bacon. it was a random parade of different voices and sounds that usually struck me when I was very tired but restless and unable to sleep. (I constantly stayed up all night and slept not nearly enough throughout my teen years - so maybe what this other guy said has some baring here as well)

But my friend - I testify to you now - That a few months ago I CRIED OUT in tears to the Lord begging him to bring peace to my tormented soul. I felt like I was in the grip of the devil and at times contemplated just ending it all. But God answered my heartfelt prayers. I began praying regularly, and I began reading the bible.

I had read the bible throughout my life but now it was different. I found that I enjoyed, actually LOVED to read the bible. Every random page I turned to imparted pure wisdom to me. The more i read, the more i believed!

I learned that Jesus sent the Holy Spirit to each and every one of us. its the voice that tells us when we are doing something wrong, our conscience so to speak. I began to listen to it.

I learned that God does indeed test his children. the bible states plain and simple that we who stray will be delivered to Satan to be tormented. but what happens in almost all cases is that we go back to God. and thats what happened to me.

Since I've begun to Love and Honor God every day of my life now and honestly repent from my sins, and to forgive everyone who has done me wrong in my life, the Holy Spirit has magnified itself. I have PEACE IN MY SOUL NOW!

PRAISE GOD BROTHER you have no IDEA how amazing having real inner peace is! When I lay my head down at night I can FEEL a warmth in my soul as if I am being cradled in God's arms!

I am learning more and more as I devour the scripture how to truly serve God. To walk in the Spirit and not in the ways of the flesh. To forsake material greed. To forgive and not to judge.

Sure, I still get impulses to sin. Very powerful ones. But unlike before, now when God reaches for my hand he finds it open and waiting and he makes my path strait! PRAISE GOD!

JESUS is the ONE TRUE MESSIAH and he has INFINITE MERCY for his lost children! I turned my cold shoulder and walked the path of worldly sin for so long, but when I cried out to God I tell you right now He answered and He welcomed me back and I cannot stress enough the peace I feel now!

I fear nothing but God. No man, no secret society, no disaster. I will dwell with God and all my loved ones who have passed for all eternity!



You may also share this trait with me. At a young age ( i mean, like 3 or 4 years old ) i had already questioned God's plan. I vividly remember thinking that "If heaven is eternal, forever and ever, what happens if I get tired of it? can i just flip my switch off?" i am paraphrasing but thats the jist of it.

I believe I've had devils fighting for my soul from the time I was born.

But now how they scatter! How the flee from God's awesome power, now that they see me clinging to his right hand! NO devil has power over me now! I am enslaved to my sins now more! I am tormented no more!

Brother I pray for you that you take my words seriously. I have poured my heart out to you because I feel your pain. No human could help me no matter where I turned, and the same is true for you. I cannot help you. Only God can! And you must go to him through the Son, Jesus Christ who payed the ultimate worldly sacrifice to ensure you could enter the Kingdom of God no matter how you strayed.

I ask you now to accept Jesus Christ as your personal saviour. The next time you feel at complete despair, cry out to Jesus to save you! He wants you to! Jesus came not to destroy, but to lead sinners to repentance! And we are all sinners. we are all equal in God's eyes. He wants us all to repent! Even the most powerful members of the NWO have a place in heaven if they will truly repent and turn to Jesus for mercy!

Ask Jesus to fill your life with peace! Wholeheartedly proclaim your faith and belief in him, because he believes in you no matter how many times you stray!
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no matter who you are, i'm sorry ur going thru a momentary downer. that's the thing about life, ups and downs, but only ever moments and always for a reason. a good reason. would've been good reason for both of us, if you really were chrissy.
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No, my name is Aimee. I'm sorry I'm not who you thought. :)
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Re: How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?
Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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Read the book of John, from about Chp 6 to 14. That would do it.

Peace!
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The body of this post isn't even the start of it. I've got a manic depressive fiancee who's very likely diving head first into the schizo affective stage, who was watching gay porn the other morning when I woke up, but even though I clearly saw a man's head moving vertically up and down over another person's groin region, he claims emphatically that it was straight porn.
I've got a chronic, progressive disease that keeps getting worse, financial strain that seems will never end, and an overload of people's ridiculously high expectations that I'll never be able to live up to because of all of this real-world stress.

I need a vacation from this life of Sunshine...
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Hi:)

Take it from someone who has been there too. You need to remove yourself from the things that holds you down in life. Simply, even if it will be unpleasant, you need to get rid of both unhealthy relationships and straining burdens. But most of all you need to work within yourself. Seek peace and balance. Peace and balance. Peace and balance in whatever you do. In who you are. Take back yourself. We hand out so much of ourselves to that around us every day. Noone can do that in the long run, you get sick and down. I did too. But I came to a realization that I had to consciously decide each and every day of my life in order to survive. And i did.

Hugs

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Thank you. hf

I really do give way too much of myself sometimes. I use up so much of my energy trying to help people and I forget to keep any for myself. I'm still learning. :)
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Re: How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?
Because I feel like I'm trapped in hell...A hell personally tailored to me, where certain things seem to revolve around me, and people make comments to me in passing, people who aren't even familiar enough to be called acquaintances, knowing things about me and my life as if my life story is world broadcast news and I'm the only one who doesn't get to watch.

Someone get me the fuck out of here?
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[link to www.jesusteachings.com]

If you really ready to leave here, otherwise you are not.
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WONDERFUL site! Thank you so much for the link!! hf
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