How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?

I know what you need to correct. You need to change this idea that you have to get out of your reality. What makes you think that whatever is on the other side is any better? You have no purpose if you want to get out. I would suggest to you to find purpose. Something that you want to do and then do it. It can really be anything and only you can decide what you want to do. You cannot lack in purpose. That is unacceptable. Our entire lives should be composed of purpose and fulfillment of that purpose from one cycle to the next. I honestly doubt you will stay worried and stressed if your focused this way.

You are right about one thing. You are being watched by higher powers. We are alive during 2012 and this important time is being recorded down to every little detail. If you are even here its because we were strong enough to be chosen. The reason you feel other people are watching you is because we are becoming aware that everything is interconnected, even things that seem like they have nothing in common. They dont know what they are doing to you. Their higher self does. All of our higher selves are working together to keep our reality stable. However They are changing it now to allow for more possibility.

We are developing a sixth sense. It will be like we could only see in black and white and then one day miraculously we could see in color. We could not imagine colors before being allowed to experience it first hand. It is a beautiful and breathtaking moment. This happened to you already when you were a baby but cant remember it. You better get ready for this new eye opener. We are but children in a galactic sense. Even though life feels like it sucks, if we were born in a perfect world we would take it all for granted. So we choose beforehand to have it done this way so we could experience more gratitude. The amnesia of what we are supposed to do was created so we can immerse ourselves in this illusion more. It would not be as beautiful if we knew exactly what was going to happen.

You know who you are. Ask yourself this. Knowing that you choose beforehand to have every experience you will have in this life, what do you expect to happen in the future? What are movies like? Pay enough attention and you have some idea where this is all headed.

VERY deep Truth in that.

stop thinking about yourself,

and start thinking more about others,

your hell will disappear.

You can't get out of here without killing yourself. This does not mean the physical body though.

You must kill the mind, permanently. It is the only way out of suffering.

Then true life begins.

dunno must be that etnic thing.

we have a frog establishment here on earth i think they want things like they do together with some anglo people.

hmm no i cant say it darn ...

well basicly they think that your genes need to go with other genes nomatter what soul form gets in there or something.

The law of attraction is at work. You are manifesting what you fear. Be optimistic instead!

"How can I get the hell out of here without killing myself?"

You talk to someone about it and I am available if you need someone to talk to.

My dog doesn't realize she's not free. That all she has to do is un-clip the chain and she's free. It's such a simple thing to do but her mental capacity doesn't think in that dimension.

What leash do we have on that we can't see. Is it life?

You need to become a costumed hero.
Quit wallowing in your own miniscule misery.
Forget all this diversionary unimportant crap.

Assume a mask of power.

Get out there and start fighting the evil that other people are suffering from.

You won't have time or energy left to feel sorry for yourself.

possible mental health concerns? Perhaps consider..

All of you weak people need to quit complaining about your weak. Lives and get living!nobody is gonna live your life for you so fucking live!live!your lucky to have a life and be alive so quit complaining you selfish assholes!

Dance up.

We have all been born to see the great and terrible day of the Lord, great for the believer and terrible for the unbeliever.

The people on earth are having a wild party and have left God's house in a mess, the mess increases with rockets and nukes, then God cleans up his house.

If you are being victimised you will most probably discover there is one person out there determined to destroy you, and often it is the one that is closest to you that demon drives you and you find no success, best to move far away and don't leave any forwaring addresses, the world is beautiful out there in the chaos, just simply prepare your soul for the Lord quietly without making it an issue and don't dicuss you private feelings with strangers, they will 'kill' you.

Pretty much.

I know exactly how you feel... I hope you managed to find some happiness :)

Knowing the truth, can you let others find it for themselves?

In the presence of your own fears, can you remain focused and relaxed?

In the presence of others fears can you remain balanced and strong?

When confronted by problems, can you let the solution rise on its own?

Can you open the door of wisdom and then stand back to let the others enter on their own?

Knowing the truth, can you let others find it for themselves?

In the presence of your own fears, can you remain focused and relaxed?

In the presence of others fears can you remain balanced and strong?

When confronted by problems, can you let the solution rise on its own?

Can you open the door of wisdom and then stand back to let the others enter on their own?

you need to move to a rural area. Start a new life, and choose the people who you invite into your life better. Maybe you are hearing voices and people arent actually talking to you? If it were me i would move....

I hear ya. There's no way this shit is real. I see too many things that in every way feel staged.

learn astral projection

I went thru a terrible time a few years back . It sounds like you could be going thru the dark hour of the night . Your life will get better . Where my life is today I never dreamed it Could be so good . I suffered everything bad that a person could go thru all my fears came true . Now I happy never thought I would survive those terrible years , it lasted about 4 years maybe longer . Have FAITH :) nothing stays the same forever oh and if what your doing in your life is not working . STOP doing it :)

Luke 21:36 Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man.

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Meditation will not lead you anywhere really.

You're probably schizophrenic...or have a predisposition to such thought (as far as the "broadcast" part).

The trick with patterns (or coincidences) is to use them to your advantage. Turn your weakness into a strength.

Get a passport, go teach English in a foreign country for a year or two. That'll let you "decompress" mentally and think about what to do next.

Check out eslcafe.com for job offers, a place to post a resume, and forums where you can correspond with people in Burkina Faso (or wherever) about what it's like to teach at XYZ school.

AbroadChina.org lists job openings in China and also will let you post a resume. The advantage of teaching in China is that schools don't care too much about degrees or certificates, so long as you're a native English speaker. I suggest you stick with public universities and colleges; they don't offer as much money but they will pay on time, as well as house you and provide medical care.

That's a piss poor excuse for gang stalking and civil rights violations.....no?

Let's hear you say that in court to explain your criminality.

Blame the crime victim to deflect criminal liability????!!!!!

Yes, it's called gangstalking.

OP is aware of being born into bondage and a system of control that plays games of fate with people's lives, and you guys come up with gang stalking? There are no coincidences. OP is aware of his life being toyed with by higher levels of the universe.