I live a life where I have out lived my usefullness. I am married and have three kids, one grown and just married and two still 11 and 12 to raise. I got my neck broken on a oil rig years ago and have had surgery's on it three times. I Have have had the worst pain and headache for a love time, to the point I am sick of it. I see a pain doctor and I now take 5 methadone and 7-10 loratab 10Mg a day. I was just told my liver is starting to show signs of trouble. I am in a bad place, I hurt so bad and need the meds but at the same time they are killing me. I didn't start out on so much but as the years go by it takes more and more to get the same kind of help from it.