Genetically Modified Alien Hybrids are Here! Ask me a question.

I don't expect anyone to believe this; I post it for my own purpose which I shall reveal below.

There are not many modified hybrids. They are the "pushed to the limits" models which in the computer world would be called "the bleeding edge." Anyone who has ever been around such a computer knows that it can be fun sometimes, but you would not want it as your everyday computer. Thus said, let me now segue into my current thoughts.

Did anyone else ever consider how lonely it can be for a modified hybrid, knowing but being unknown, never able to be around another of your kind, realizing that no matter how much you pass for normal human you know the difference?

I post on this forum to remind myself of the truth, a truth I was taught to hide, a truth that no amount of wishing would change, that I could never be one of those around me, that I could not "let myself go" with the wanton abandon that those around me could. I had to maintain control over myself since I could easily unintentionally hurt anyone around me if I did not.

Those that want to BS these threads, go right ahead. I don't blame you, indeed I envy your black and white version of the world! I wish I could BS what I am, but my doctors know, dentists know. They always have. They see normal every single day until I come along and stick out like a sore thumb on their x-rays and tests.

I don't expect understanding here, but being able to reveal the truth even when not believed is my catharsis. For that I thank the mods, the ACs, the mysterious Trinity, even though you can't truly allow yourselves the reality of my existence.

Last Edited by We Who Watch on 03/03/2011 02:46 AM