Hey, good morning aether. Just mulling over some of the themes that are in your thread as of late. As far as experiences in truth go I classify them as such:

Type I - direct experience of the individual

Type II - what two or more individuals can objectively agree on as 'truth'

Type III - what two or more individuals can subjectively agree on as 'truth'

Something like that...

Anyways starting in the later half of 2009 I began to detect something that was more like a 'secondary language' (type III) that was emerging that was much more emotionally based that formed 'out of the chaos' so to speak. It's not so much the fear and submission that I struggle with, because I think that as 'unique' an individual as I sometimes see myself to be, I know that everyone has the same potential to be 'where I'm at'. I'm more or less 'okay' with myself at any given time, but it IS a balancing act in progress. It's more the respect that I have in trying to define something I have no business trying to define, lest I have the experience of whatever it is this 'language out of chaos' is emerging from. In other words I don't want to define it out of my own 'slanted' expeectations, only to end up being incorrect (potentially) and having a setback of sorts. Intuitively I feel as though I should allow things to progress naturally and not try to claim anything for my own, if that makes sense?