I wish someone could help me figure out what has happened to me. It started with a closet door slamming open...my hair felt like it was being pulled. Knocks on the bedroom door and the closet door at night. My bedroom door opening in the middle of the night. The door is really old and sticks. It takes a good thud to open it. One night I was in bed and woke up to horrible scratching on my mattress. My dog even freaked out. I won't let my cat sleep with me anymore because she growls but only in my bedroom. Our pets will not go into the basement for some reason. There were so many experiences It would make a small novel out of this post but after these incidents I had the sleep paralysis "attacks" I had 5. My main confusion are the different colors of the attacks. The first one was a whitish blue glowing shape coming up from the side of my bed. I was terrified and just knew to say in the name of Jesus leave. It was very hard to say but after many times it did leave. The second attack or "dream" It was a dark black mass hovering above me. this time is was even harder to get it to leave. The third was the worst ever. The room was like a golden or sepia color and so was the thing. It was huge and this is so embarrassing but it tried to rape me. I felt it claw on my thigh and could even feel it between my legs. It spoke this time and said, " He can't protect you." This event was the hardest to get rid of but again I told it to leave in the name of Jesus and it did.
That attack has left me searching for answers. It has really shook me. The next one was also a goldish glow and demon like creatures. I was angry this time and it left much quicker and the last one only lasted seconds. Is this real? Am i going nuts or is it only a dream. I feel like this is very real. For the first time in my life I felt terror. I honestly felt like I was going to be dragged down into hell. I am sharing this for help. Not to be made fun of or judged. This went from a haunting experience to night time attacks. Someone help me figure this out. My son even heard a growl in his ear he is only 9. My step son just had a night time "attack" of his own which is really weird. The kids don't know anything about what I am going through. If it is real maybe it is the house. We moved here 2 years ago. It is over a 100 years old. If there is a kind person who will help me figure this out I would really appreciate it. I'm honestly at my wits end on this. Why the different colors? Why do people all over the world have the same experiences and most Christian or non Christan get it to leave in the name of Jesus. My gut says this is demonic. Not even science can explain this. Why does one person see a hag and another see shapes or creatures. I cant sleep in the dark anymore. I sleep with the tv on and a flash light in case the electric goes out. This is not me! My little boy is afraid of my bedroom. He knows nothing about this. He even said he saw a dark shadow the size of a head in the hallway one night. He said it kind of popped like a balloon and disolved. so...help?