Morning DREAMS(sex)Reptilians(maybe)tuning in like a broadcast...early hours

So,OK..

Here goes what I know is going to get a lot of negative feedback. Totally worth it.

I HAVE to see if there is anyone else out there that may experience this same MORNING RITUAL.




Here goes nothing


Well, I have noticed for more than a year now that after my husband leaves for work around 5:00 in the morning I am wicked tired. Almost like I never slept through the night.
It hits me so hard after saying goodbye to him, that I feel pulled under. Like pulled down into a hole of some dark place.

This happens almost 3 times a week now and always right after my husband leaves me.


After being pulled down I always go to a place. A place I have never seen before like somewhere else on earth.
I go from seeing this man, to right on getting into the dirty with him like we have known each-other forever. It's a feeling of peace and love and weird I think because who the hell is this person whom I know I have never seen before, yet he makes me believe we have known each-other forever.

I have noticed that all the times we are together it's like we on walkie talkie...we tune in and we can tune out.

I have noticed hearing music. Losing him like I was being woken up from my dream, but in reality it's him leaving me and I'm still asleep. The music comes back and he's back.
I have even noticed crickets chirping in the background and losing the noise and than slowly the crickets come back and there he is. I know that sounds crazy. I know.

I have been paying attention to this. This is true.

It's always the same thing. Tune in and Tune out...like it's some kind of control from the other end and they can tune me in and tune me out...or he is so far away this is what's happening. I am being totally serious and I am well aware how crazy this sounds.

Can ANYONE relate to this?