While I say this, because I know that negative, and fearful messages, pull me down, I'm not inspired by them, I do have a strong nudging within to add that Higher Ups/Family/Higher Self, is very strict and very loving. Not strict in the way depicted in religions, not tough love and smiting. They would personally gladly take on all our burdens, and go through all our hardships, they feel strong love and tenderness for us, and I was always encouraged when I would sink into depressions briefly, taking on all the guilt for everything, and something would happen, ie. as in one day, while feeling very low, with the sun hidden behind clouds, all day, suddenly it was like with the crafts and the greetings and contact, they were at the door, and I was being told to be happy, shine light, to not let the these things bring me down but to use humor, to laugh, to hug, to be happy, to try and shine happiness in the more negative moments and withdraw from those I can't.

While this was happening, and I was crying with happiness, I wanted everyone to have experiences like that, the sun was huge, a huge enormous glow shining through the clouds.

Another time, I was very ill, and something fell out of the fridge and made a terrible mess. I thought, the kids had not put that lid on and was about to react, and become very cranky.

At that moment the sun flooded the room, brightening, and my Higher Self within me, filled me with positivity, health, energy and practical solutions, and I was told, "You are the Sunlight, be a warm and loving ray!" And was able to handle it all and go and encourage the kids. Hug them.

But there are others who don't try if they think its all going to be OK, they won't put the effort in, and they make shipwrecks of their lives.

So, its important to realize that, there is a consequence to actions, and inactions too. We're defininig our next moments and steps, here and now.

It takes effort and work, humilty and gratitude, faith and seeking, within, and it takes responsibility and Love.

It doesnt just happen.

There are negative channels with temporal but hardships that are related to what we are doing, for those who are not going up the highway, but down it instead.

U-Turns are needed, and effort. Service To Others and Love, yearning for equality, and making that effort.

Really trying to realistically face, without denial, where we are, and what our weaknesses are, and struggle to turn them around.