I dont want to be stuck forever on this part, while I greet the cosmos with wonder and awe, inspired and overjoyed at the beauty of life, and unconcerned with the polarities involved, the good, the bad, the inbetween, just send love and appreciation for this gift, its still overall, due to some of the more negative feelings and whatever is blocked more fully in the lifelong memories, difficult and upsets my equilibrium really fast.

The metaphysics and spirituality is the primary concern. This other relates to our love, and how positive we are.

To begin with there were many crafts that showed up. I remember some of the dates. Often they would relate to experiences.

In May, the kids called me out for what I believe to be a black op/tr3b triangle, that flew very low over our roof. My son who just turned 17 could feel the vibrations and though it didn't have engine sound, it made a vibrational noise. It looked like this:

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Most of these next few months related to seeing crafts show up out of nowhere, and fly overhead. We had to travel to the Okanagan for the summer.

At my grandmothers house on the lake, was enjoying the stars, we can see only a small amount in the Fraser valley due to the pollution but here you could see the milky way, and that always was so calming and beautiful. My grandmother went to sleep, we were unwinding on our way home. I'd done some research with friends and family, had shown my mother pics of greys online and she had jumped otu of her skin, and said she saw these in her dreams several times a week. In addition my friend shared that previous incident with phoning me up I think at this time anyway.

At this point, this huge light covering a craft, appeared in the middle of the lake, out of nowhere, in a clear sky, and flew very slowly, quite low, the lowest you can imagine a small plane flying, and the kids scrambled. The two middle ones tried to get my grandmothers telescope on her balcony going, but in the morning we discovered several parts had fallen off and it had the lense on it, which they didn't notice in the dark.

My 17 year old, 1/4 native, with 20/20 vision, stood still and we watched it go overhead, until it disappeared behind the one cloud in the sky, just behind the house, and never exitted. He said, it was a diamond shaped craft under that tall light.

That night my youngest, then still 6, was terrified of going to sleep. Though we had not discussed experiences, he insisted that the windows werent safe and said he didn't want them to come through the window and take him in the night.

From that moment on, though it was summer, and really enjoyed staying out in the evening, after we got back from our trip, I tried to keep them indoors. For some reason the idea out of sight out of mind kept coming. This was hard, no air conditioner, and in the end foolish. No reason for it. Sleeper/Lou Baldin form his site makes it very clear, there is no reason to stay up late, as I have done on several occasions. They can access you irregardless of anything you do. And its permissions or bad karma so to speak that makes things more negative, though some positives do allow some of the more fearful things to be remembered due to tough love or people needing a jolt too.

My 17 year old was pulled out, nothing I said mattered to him. He would sit out for hours, plus it was too hot anyway.

He kept telling me about this craft, August into September of 2011. I ended up seeing it many times from September to November. And was in contact, or connected to those on board, including check ups, it also triggered memories from childhood.

I recalled it hovering over the garage where my brother and I would be taken up in the night, up the shed roof, and over to the craft, over the garage roof. A tall couple, man and woman, with blond hair, the woman was the technician who gave checkups.

In any case, my so, also told me that Black Chopper were showing up and chasing this craft. He'd called me out to see it several times. I was trying to stay in, but finally gave up.

It was a soundless, wingless craft perhaps 25 or 30 feet, surrounded by a red light, that would go over the roof often, and as low as 100-150 feet, frequently. It would appear out of no where in the back. After going over the roof, it would come back occasionally. It also did things like disappear at the roofline, or arc up higher. Don't remember the number of times he said he saw it or we saw it. But the months I do. I found it odd and didn't think about a reason or Black Choppers at that time, but finally when it was happening he called me out in September, and it was against the mountains beyond the reservation, you coulnd't hear any plane from that distance, but the chopper still made a noise. The craft was going very slow, and the chopper was gaining. Three times or so it caught up, and the craft would blink ahead, then it disappeared.