Infinity, Holographic Matrix, ET/EU, And Passing The Tests: Progression!

My writing isn't the best, so bear with me, always feel a lot of tension, when this is being brought up. Sometimes its a good thing, for when a friend who also was an experiencer, with a lot blocks, wrote to me asking me to describe more what I saw at this base, which was very limited, only see small sections that come through, most of the experiences are blocked, and I believe for a reason. I don't want to know them, even though tried several meditations to unblock , there's too much tension there. So, he asked me to describe a little more, and a little more came and it upset me for a week, shut me down. I safeguard my nerves and positivity as much as possible.

The background from childhood: For some reason there is often a family framework involved and had a kind profiling done, won't go into that, but I'll include what I know. Father's family had a bloodline, but he and his brother were raised in foster family due to illness in his birth family and the war. My father became a science teacher, and an orchardist. My uncle had a masters in physics. He had taken a wall of computers at UBC, BC and reduced them to small computer for his masters project, and was known around the world. He had his own "desktop" computer since around 1959, that was self built.

There were 3 nuclear fusion plants at that time, in the late 50s and he was invited/hired at the one in Australia, but bailed at the last moment, and has always been quite secretive. So though considered one of the bright Canadian graduates for his generation, with physical engineering skills, he went up North and became a teacher, built a big ham radio on his mountaintop hill, and proceeded to talk to scientists behind the iron curtain, in China, and in space. I feel he discovered something that made him change his mind on what was going on.


So at my grandfathers campsite as a child, around 3, and I do recall the crowd, and something exciting, just like I recalled my brother and myself going to the lake often, and drawing up our own money and giving them to grandpa, and he would give us fudgies and revels at the store. In any case, the entire campsite witnessed a craft that flew very fast, and had other crafts/objects, leave from it, and zigzag rapidly across the sky.


Childhood was nice, gardens, lakes, camping, fun, lots of cherries. My grandmothers garden on her half acre was beautiful, and we'd helped plant it, helped do this things from 2 on. This was around 4 ish. I was out in the garden and saw a antman. He just appeared and I couldnt move. I still remember it. It was like being scanned, and he was so fascinating to me, I was excited and fascinated by him. First I thought leprachauns aren't pretty. Then I decided he was an antman and they lived here too, but out of sight. And that he was cold and not really nice, but so intelligent, more intelligent than my father and uncle, and I thought the world of them. After a moment or two, this could have lasted for 3 minutes, was running into the house to tell my mom, and drag her out to the spot were this occurred.

Other than that, was fascinated by space programs/movies. Never related this siting to anything in them. Never explored anything. Whenever I thought to in later years, the thought would disappear. I never he was a grey. He looked a lot like this picture here:

[link to blogs.discovermagazine.com]

and this

[link to www.cropcircleconnector.com]

combined.

During these preschool and early grade years, my grandmother played a lot of memory games with us, and would tell me I was psi, like her mother in law. I would often get 5 or more, sometimes 7, pairs in a row at the start. I can't do that now. Children are more gifted that way.

My brother and I had a lot of nose bleeds, and would awaken with them. I would climb into my parents bed, and even my brothers, who I didn't get along with because I would wake in the night and knew there was someone in my room.

At around 7 or 8, had an unexplained lump in my leg, that was scheduled for surgery, pop out the night before. It was a weird mishapen thing, bigger than any sliver and more like a barb, but mother threw it away, though couldn't understand why I wasn't crying and hadn't noticed. We definitely complained alot.

We used to climb up on the shed roof alot, and my brother would jump to the garage. Had lots of fun. I later on had a memory relating to that roof.

In any case, we grew up with alot of out of the box discussions on politics, we had a strong belief in equality and a kind of venus project, grass roots not run by elites, moneyless society. Grew up on omni and science digest back when maverics invented things, and created plastics out of plants and there was a lot of talk of progession into better technology.

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My friend and I were driving to a neighboring town less than 30 miles to the north via the backroad past the Observatory. I don't know where this fits in, but this was the siting I tried researching, and the second time a few years ago, when I did this, the wake up call happened, and memories started returning. At the time, this was something I put down to black operations or secret technology, para military. But it was still a UFO. My friend refused to talk about it, afterwards, she was in shock or denial, while I was drawing pictures and asking my relatives what they thought this was.

So we were driving, and a star/light, grew larger and larger, in the sky and it was coming at a direct line up with our car. I do recall continually panicking and saying, Drive! Drive! Drive! When its descent towards us was obvious, she pulled over, though I believed a passenger jet was about to crash into us, or near us!

This craft was the size of a small passenger jet, it had the oddest wings, they went straight out, instead of angling back, and windows that looked blanked out, it didn't look right. It was completely soundless as it came in on a direct line to us. The height I can't tell, heights, but I would guess at 100-150 feet above us, and directly beside the car over this clearing in the semi desert wooded, rocky landscape, it was facing the car, then in the space of a dime, comparitive to its size, turned around 3/4's of a 360 degree angle to be facing the same direction on the road as we were.

I kept shouting. Drive!

Then it did a nose dive, soundlessly, and I thought it would crash. But it stopped about 15 feet off the ground and straightened out. No sound. Right beside us. I have no idea whether we had missing time. We seemed to arrive at our destination possibly a little late, the tables which should have been empty at that time, which is why we left early, were filled and we had to sit at the back. But, I had no concept of ufology related issues and by the time we drove to our destination, I was convinced this was military.

On the side, I had a strange feeling of connection to a male presence in the craft. I knew there was someone in it. That only furthered my belief it was military showing off in a bold as brass way, as if saying, you cant prove a thing!

At the point where this large craft was parallel to our car, my friend finally drove. We were taking off as quick as we could. And this craft was flying slowly and soundlessly beside us, though there were trees, and rocks and no space for it to fly, as if it was creating its own space. I've driven that route many times, to see if I could unravel where it happened, and did find a clearing that resembled where we pulled over, but, the road to the Highway as full of corners and rocks, and hills, and trees and there was no space, for this craft to fly beside us soundlessly in.

When we lost it, we were heading down a windy hill go join up with the highway, and as soon as we could see the highway, we saw it slowly flying over the hills on the otherside, over the lake.

Then we started asking each other questions, relating to, was there a sound over the sound of the car's engine? How did it turn around, nose dive, pull into a hover?

This was the craft I seached for perhaps 7 years ago, online thinking perhaps more would be released, I still thought it was military. And instead of finding any articles on ufology, spent a couple of months reading up on string theory and quantum physics. The other was still blocked.


A few years after this, we had moved up north and were working in the family farmers market. My brother was driving truck. I don't know if this occurred in the 3 ton, 5 ton or semi. But he and another were driving to the coast, to pick up supplies, on a well mapped out route.


(Note to self. A 3 ton type truck is parked out on the road in front of our house right now as I'm writing, and its never been there before. Could be a coincidence!)


At approximately 3 30 pm, in the afternoon, he and his driving partner, saw a craft, and it darted behind a cloud. He said, that after this, it flew out the other side and angled off sharply, disappearing, a few seconds later.

That "few seconds later" was a 2 hour missing time episode for both of them. It was now, 5 30 pm, and they were driving, seamlessly, without any jolt, along a stretch of road, about 2 hours ahead of schedule.

He also said that he suspects he has some kind of implant. From then on his interests changed, and he began to reseach Sumeria, ancient history, Sitchin, and talked end time things. However he does so from a kind of macho, somewhat negative position. His views are often a source of contention within the family, lol.

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Real life was a struggle, and went through difficult years, with family members health breaking down. I had a strong faith, even contemplated joining the religious life in my early 20's. Our family had a mixed background from athiesm like my fathers side, and maternal grandfather, though he had later had an experience that changes his life, but was a really humble man, and didn't believe in Church's or any form of excluding others, to my mother being agnostic. But my grandmother's family was large, Catholic. When they moved to the area, it topped the population high enough for the Church to be built there. My grandmother was also very comfortable to have a private faith. Two years before she passed away at 89, while at her house, where had experienced yet another siting, she had suggested that wouldn't it be something if Jesus was an ET. Though I don't share that, rather feel this relates to Family and EU's, extra universals. And she shared that, she had woken in the night after grandfather had passed away, and knew there were people in her room, felt they were ET, just seemed to know it, and was very alarmed. She said they had to have come through the window, and even though she was wide awake with panic mounting, she was suddenly pulled into sleep.

So my grandmother remained a free thinker until she passed on!

My own health gradually broke down with the birth of my five sons. My thryoid quit 100%, and then after two heart issues, I was finally diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome, as the medications didn't work properly. It was suggested that radiation would kill the thryoid. I've also discovered amongst several other experiencers, that 3 of them had hypo thyroidism, ie. it was turned down, and one, who had flashes of night time activities, and seemed to work round the clock, his thyroid was turned up. I don't think its a coincidence. Though, I also noticed the year I was born, 1963, was also the year that there was more nuclear tests performed in the atmosphere than any other time. It could relate as well.

During this time period, I had questions, felt things were very odd, but would set them aside and not question again for months or even a year later. I would wake up with bruises on my thighs, and legs, and had two missing cycle episodes, had a regular cycle that was always 26-28 days no matter what level of stress, or what move we had made was occurring. But twice, with no male figure involved, once before my children, and once after my relationship broke up, I had 2 1/2 months of missing cycles. With all the symptoms of early pregnancy. Then suddenly it would begin again. I didn't use a test for this as there was no man, therefore there was no way this could be real.

My own children also had spontaneous nose bleeds, bruises and odd things, such as small wounds on the two oldest heads, that seemed to perfectly line up on both sides, and near the ears and down the neck. I have seen in a memory leak a reason for this. My second youngest while a baby, woke in his crib, he was not at the age of climbing or being mobile yet, with a severe nose bleed, and we called 9/11 and had the emergency team show up to finally, after checking him over, determine this was a very severe spontaneous event.

So these were the preliminary years without any idea or interest in ufology issues.

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The wake up happened in a manner that began to trigger memories. But it didn't involve this other presence, the co-op one, but what I call family/Family, and positives.

We had moved to the coast, beautiful but very hard to adjust to area, it rains too much here. About 1 1/2 hours from the coast, with a military presence. Which explains some of the fast responses to the crafts we had since seen.

I was enjoying the privacy, having friends not drop in and not being influenced by others as much, due to having a sensitivity to events and people around me, had had ongoing empath type experiences, that had been very accurate, to the point would ask me to take readings on situations. But, you can't force insight, its a zen minded, experience. You simply are there for it, at least that how it is for me. We had a very peaceful quiet 6 months roughly, and though I knew instinctively NWO issues, never went online to research any of the topics, hadn't watched any of the documentaries, and was really not aware of the bigger picture of life.

My native friend who had experienced astral dream work, and was very spiritual, had tried to get me on her light worker sight, but I kept telling her this was cia or government run with an attempt to disinform us. I also quite frankly thought she was too much into the hippy weed. She spoke of cloud ships, which both my youngest son, then only 7, and I did see twice, and egyptian type ties. Lion. I understand this better in retrospect, having had her grandson spend a week with us, two summers ago.

Had tried meditating off and on for years, but could never have an out of body experience, wasn't sure it was possible even. Then one night she had visited. Was sleeping lightly, tossing and turning, while she came over in the middle of the night and sat at the foot of my bed talking to me, excited about something. After waking up and checking through the house for her, because she was there, and our house guest could not convince me she wasn't, she came over very early the next morning for some coffee and showed me where she sat on the foot of my bed, in her astral travels. I quit doubting.

Also, a year or so before we moved, she phoned me up one evening telling me to go out to the back balcony and look up. I did see a light, moving, not a plane, no sound, but not what she saw. I wasn't ready. You have to be ready, its concerning free will. Not sure how the paramilitary experiences relate, they don't seem to ask permissions, but do prefer people to remain as unaware as possible. This other aspect is more relating our awareness, and free will.

She brought this up again, several summers ago, when I had visited with my grandmother, that in the evening she was in her front yard, semi private, near a creekside, and overhead she saw the most unusual craft. It was just above the property, see through. She could make out the human ETs within this, a-typical siting. I've seen this too but it was in a masked dream, only the top part, end of May, 2010. So I'm sure if what she saw, surreal yet very realistic to her, and occurring during her waking hours, siting, was a masked dream as well. I have been told that any time you see anything, you experience missing time. There are no coincidences.

She was nudged, it came into her mind, that this involved me as well, and she was to phone me. I think it was like a test, to see if I was ready.

So, moving ahead to our new location, there was a real reluctance in me to be woken up, to experience anything out of the ordinary and the insight/empath antenna was something I tried to neutralize as much as possible.

The privacy and fact that we knew very few here, was wonderful. It was such a quiet, peaceful, minus the boys and their high energy and ongoing stimulation/challenges, was enjoying this immensely.

But, alas, the idea started coming to research that craft we had seen at the Observatory. After all these years, surely there would be some leaks on this technology.

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Strangely enough a whole post disappeared. First will test that this one shows up.

It did, so will have to rewrite that one. I just rewrote it again and it disappeared.

This was the relation to the first siting of the craft, the prelimary, and what happened just days before my entire family saw the craft.

I don't understand why I can write this one, but twice couldn't write that.

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Testing in small doses.

Roughly January or February, not sure when, of 08. I began to search online for the siting we had had near the White Lake Observatory.

For the first time ,the key words, soundless, craft, hovering, brought me to the Disclosure Project, and Project Camelot interviews, the first being Jim Sparks.

I wrote something again and its gone. But its key to what happened. Something to do with Jim Sparks book and my analyzing it. I guess. I'll generalize since there is something that is preventing certain things from being said.

In short, I spent more time researching NWO and documentaries, (I'm wondering if there is a filter on this site and mentioning big names in Documentaries is not allowed and if writing the first one I watched is what made my two posts disappear) but was most disturbed by the interview with Jim Sparks. THe ET Script kept coming into my mind, and I had seen it, but had quickly glossed over it. So, instead, one time, when this happened in April 08, I went with the moment and found a line of Jim Spark's script.

This time, it was like a dam broke. And most of my time was spent trying to hold myself together, it was really harsh. The memory of the antman/grey I at age 4-5 came back, though forgotten for years, and events started to be made clear, that my family, including my brother and parents even, had had ongoing intrusions, if you will, ufology related.

(I keep writing this in short form and adding in edits so it doesn't disappear).

It was like being drowned in a swift river, and felt like crying nonstop. But there was a sense of loss, very profound overwhelming loss. It didn't feel like fear to me. I had learnt in the past that you had to reach into the flow, or energy wave without thought, zen like. So without thinking I did:

We were in a group of children, a classroom. We knew each other intimately, inside out, belonging. We were telepathic human race, and had come a long ways, through many disasters, and stuck together throughout it all. We had a long history and alot of science and in depth education program. Then suddenly it was taken from me, a indigo blue swirled planet with orange, like a marble fading swiftly.

I spent several days calming down.

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Several days later, in the evening, on April 12, 2008, the kids were playing video games, and I was researching nwo videos. I got up, rather upset. I was picturing Bush and the Bankers vividly in my mind and was saying internally, They don't Represent humanity, women and children throughout the world do!!! And was picturing women from Bangladesh in third world countries holding their impoverished infants, for truly third world citizens and women and children represent the greatest number of earth's citizens and I've always been for the poor and human rights.

At that moment I was getting up, to go outside and destress, as I often do. And couldn't move. Was rooted to the spot.
The words came in my head, a voice, "WE represent humanity!"
Then I could move again.

I was quite upset and thought things were going to pot completely, that I was losing it. I went outside and looked up.

This craft moved in slowly, covered by a red light and just behind the treetops, a cluster of evergreens, around 50 foot height, it hovered, with this red light webbing in and out, and oscillating back and forth rapidly on the spot. I called out to the kids to come and see it. Unlike any of the planes that had ever gone over, with their wingspan showing up as they approached the roofline, at various heights ,and with their customary white, blue and red lights, that maintained their angle, ie. flew straight, and took no time to fly overhead, this one stayed there for about 5 minutes.

My oldest son was in the Okanagan still going to college, so my 4 aged 6-16 at the time, came out, and made a small commotion. One ran the fence saying, we come in peace. The other climbed the shed, waving.

Then afterwards, it arced up very high, in a short distance and carried on over town.

We were on the very edge of town in that location, with the city glow starting at our roofline.

We saw quite a few crafts after that, for over a year, nearly a year and a half, Different kinds. And quite often the kids called me out, particularly my oldest, now 19 at the time.

I didn't understand why we got so many sitings, but it seemed that a contact would happen, and the siting afterwards, from fall on wards, so that I stopped doubting and had more trust in the experiences, because there was something that really held me back, didn't feel comfortable with this kind of occurrences, it was an area that had been quite blocked. I'll just give a kind of overview of some of the more interesting sitings, there were different kinds, including some of the surveillance that occurred by our military, they obviously picked them up and monitored some of my communications with others, because this was the biggest search of my life, finding answers.

And when the experiences were finally accepted, which took until fall of 2009, the sitings trailed off, to only the odd one. The experiences continue off and on..

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I dont want to be stuck forever on this part, while I greet the cosmos with wonder and awe, inspired and overjoyed at the beauty of life, and unconcerned with the polarities involved, the good, the bad, the inbetween, just send love and appreciation for this gift, its still overall, due to some of the more negative feelings and whatever is blocked more fully in the lifelong memories, difficult and upsets my equilibrium really fast.

The metaphysics and spirituality is the primary concern. This other relates to our love, and how positive we are.

To begin with there were many crafts that showed up. I remember some of the dates. Often they would relate to experiences.

In May, the kids called me out for what I believe to be a black op/tr3b triangle, that flew very low over our roof. My son who just turned 17 could feel the vibrations and though it didn't have engine sound, it made a vibrational noise. It looked like this:

[link to wastetimepost.com]

Most of these next few months related to seeing crafts show up out of nowhere, and fly overhead. We had to travel to the Okanagan for the summer.

At my grandmothers house on the lake, was enjoying the stars, we can see only a small amount in the Fraser valley due to the pollution but here you could see the milky way, and that always was so calming and beautiful. My grandmother went to sleep, we were unwinding on our way home. I'd done some research with friends and family, had shown my mother pics of greys online and she had jumped otu of her skin, and said she saw these in her dreams several times a week. In addition my friend shared that previous incident with phoning me up I think at this time anyway.

At this point, this huge light covering a craft, appeared in the middle of the lake, out of nowhere, in a clear sky, and flew very slowly, quite low, the lowest you can imagine a small plane flying, and the kids scrambled. The two middle ones tried to get my grandmothers telescope on her balcony going, but in the morning we discovered several parts had fallen off and it had the lense on it, which they didn't notice in the dark.

My 17 year old, 1/4 native, with 20/20 vision, stood still and we watched it go overhead, until it disappeared behind the one cloud in the sky, just behind the house, and never exitted. He said, it was a diamond shaped craft under that tall light.

That night my youngest, then still 6, was terrified of going to sleep. Though we had not discussed experiences, he insisted that the windows werent safe and said he didn't want them to come through the window and take him in the night.

From that moment on, though it was summer, and really enjoyed staying out in the evening, after we got back from our trip, I tried to keep them indoors. For some reason the idea out of sight out of mind kept coming. This was hard, no air conditioner, and in the end foolish. No reason for it. Sleeper/Lou Baldin form his site makes it very clear, there is no reason to stay up late, as I have done on several occasions. They can access you irregardless of anything you do. And its permissions or bad karma so to speak that makes things more negative, though some positives do allow some of the more fearful things to be remembered due to tough love or people needing a jolt too.

My 17 year old was pulled out, nothing I said mattered to him. He would sit out for hours, plus it was too hot anyway.

He kept telling me about this craft, August into September of 2011. I ended up seeing it many times from September to November. And was in contact, or connected to those on board, including check ups, it also triggered memories from childhood.

I recalled it hovering over the garage where my brother and I would be taken up in the night, up the shed roof, and over to the craft, over the garage roof. A tall couple, man and woman, with blond hair, the woman was the technician who gave checkups.

In any case, my so, also told me that Black Chopper were showing up and chasing this craft. He'd called me out to see it several times. I was trying to stay in, but finally gave up.

It was a soundless, wingless craft perhaps 25 or 30 feet, surrounded by a red light, that would go over the roof often, and as low as 100-150 feet, frequently. It would appear out of no where in the back. After going over the roof, it would come back occasionally. It also did things like disappear at the roofline, or arc up higher. Don't remember the number of times he said he saw it or we saw it. But the months I do. I found it odd and didn't think about a reason or Black Choppers at that time, but finally when it was happening he called me out in September, and it was against the mountains beyond the reservation, you coulnd't hear any plane from that distance, but the chopper still made a noise. The craft was going very slow, and the chopper was gaining. Three times or so it caught up, and the craft would blink ahead, then it disappeared.

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The only way I can write is to just pour it out quickly, so this isn't being prepared on an editor, the spelling is as is, and if I can I will try to edit later, and the odd word does get dropped, as well. The thyroid took away my earlier interest in writing due to organizational abilities gone. So I'm not really trying to organize this properly. Its what it is, and there will be lots of dropped things that will occur later, and have to be fit in somewhere.

But the most common siting is a craft with a red light. My son saw a saucer, when it got close to the house. It has no wingspan, is soundless, often flies very low.

I'm leaving out most of the experiences at this point, or the message I got. They just download them. And being told would have a meeting with them that night, I just ignored it,didn't believe it, then often a craft would show up,and things would be empahiszed, and it would feel like hands placing something near my ears, I call those toggle spots, that would vibrate faster and faster while I dropped off quickly to sleep.

In this time period, in September, my son had 2 episodes of missing time. On one occasion, he was up late, as often he does, playing video games on the computer. This time he planned on watching a show that began at midnight. Just before it started he made a grilled cheese sandwhich in the toaster oven, expecting to miss a few minutes after the ads were finished. A few minutes later his time, he went to sit down with his snack and it was now 2 am, the show was over. He was very confused.

He was looking at the calendar one day shortly thereafter and told me that he had been given dates and times, that were upcoming, though he couldn't remember them, as if on a viewing screen. He called them MIB's men in black uniforms, big chests.

On another occasion, as I was going to sleep, he came into my room and he had been trying to tell me all day about a dream of being onboard a ufo, being shown events in the past and long past, and crashes, but every time he went to tell me (this was when I was trying so hard to get him to stay inside the house!) he would get a bad headache. He had spent most of the day, feeling under the weather with a bad headache.

Then another time, he said the cat was growling at the glass sliding doors for some time. He was going to go to sleep on the couch around 2 am, he was alamred, so he turned on all the lights and checked around. There was nothing. He turned on the outside light, and checked outside. Nothing. He turned off all the lights and lay down. The cat was still growling. There are huge tall trees sized bushes along the edge and no light that can reach our glass sliding doors, he'd never noticed it before. But he happened to look up in the right hand corner, where she was looking and growling, and saw this light that in about 5 minutes he saw a face. A typical grey face, and initially felt fear, then said this gentle being scolded him inside for still being up,and he felt this peace and willingly went to sleep.


Late winter, I felt the presence of a craft overhead, and contact with the man onboard. It was in the daytime, and not the usual time for a sighting. I checked outside, and there was nothing. And he in a meeting of minds, told me that they were inside the room. The feeling of the contact was so much stronger, and it created a feeling of panic, but forgot. I don't recall much else there, except for writing to an online friend, also an experiencer who had had a similar thing occur that day. This was on skype. And it should spyware free.

Yet that evening, starting at around 6 30 in the evening, scout planes started flying over the roofs of the townhouse, or at the end over the reservation, in pairs, circling around out back. This went on for a while, perhaps 30 minutes, or so. Every time a pair would leave, another pair came in. I had never seen anything like this before or since.

The second day at the same time, very early evening, as far I could see, anyone could have looked up, the very same thing happened, except this time a TR3B, flew over our roof directly and flew out back with the planes. It flew very low over our roof, and flew back over our roof. It had muliticolored lights along the sides, more like a christmas tree.

My son and I watched this.

That night, in the middle of the night, he was up as usual playing games, and caught odd colored lights, that seemed to initially be decorating the evergreen cluster off to the side, lots of trees outback. He knew it was odd to put lights up for xmass near the end of winter. He went to the door and sure enough, that black triangle was hovering close to us. He was really alarmed.

Next day we had to go on a trip to the Okanagan, he was staying to get a break from the younger kids, and he wouldn't budge and change his mind, but was very worried about him.

We saw lots of anomalous sitings. So the ones that stand out, Huge Flashes behind a tree with contact.

My son would come out quickly for nearly all of them.

In May of 2009, we were out in the evening. There was a event at the sports field across the road with loud music well into the late evening, past 11 at night.

I was just feeling this monitoring and sort of spacing it with a kind of remote sensing, as being up around the satellite area.

This was probably just after 11 pm, when this voice in my head so loud, like someone was coming around the bushes, with a stilted almost European formal manner, not qite laid back Canadian greeting. "I'm going to greet you right up close!"

I thought someone was coming around the bushes, lost from the crowds, and then several town house roofs down form us, at about 50 feet over the roof, the size of an evergreen out back, this craft, flew over, with the tallest wedge shaped whitish yellow light. My son was right at the door where the TV was, and he leapt out and squinted. He said that the reason the light was shaped like that, with height was becuase it was flying, tail down, nose in the air, and it was a wingless plane, a cigar shaped craft, though he couldn't see the tail shape, under the light.

I was in connection to this blond male with a lock of bang falling out of a helmet.

I have no idea of the images I'm shown, they're very clear. Its like the message would come and the picture is clear. Just like the signal form the universe comes in. It hijacks the same energy recognition centers in our minds.

I did finally see a grey type et at the door, but all I have to share, or can, is how I experience or see/hear something without adding to it.

I think I can switch into my perceptions and understandings of my experiences, now, because the other ones will just come to me as needed.

Also take a bit of a break. That was the long haul of difficult to write things, and the next will be too.

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I won't share everything, as this is really a journey in my own awakening, and somethings are given, and even nudges to speak up, but there are different ways they happen, some physical with physical wounds, others could be astral, some are very personal, encouragement.

Its very subjective in part, and akin to sharing NDE's, like two of my friends have had, and even my son had a similar when he was very sick.

Everyone has their own way of waking up, path that is given or allowed, perhaps. I do know that you can seek, and often when you do, many begin to actually have their own experiences or sitings. But I don't want people to have the wrong kinds. Nor interested in channeling or just trusting wide open in any capacity. From my experiences, and much seeking, this is a very complex situation.

The only thing here is, the initial experiences seemed to relate to the Vrill type co-operative programs, and then they switched to something else, and gradually as I woke up, was protected from something that seemed to be happening on a regular basis, and the positive seems far more spiritual in nature.

My family have all experienced sitings and some have some brief awareness and memories of more.

We had monitoring from the military, so something showed up on radar, and they were obviously monitoring communications.

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Quotes of those who should know, and they seem to.


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Neil Armstrong:

He said:

“And parrots don't fly very well. Parrots also don't tell you the truth. They tell you what they're told."

At the end of his speech, he turned to the students, because the students represent of course the next generation - the perfect photo op. Always plant students in your audience so you make people think you're concerned about the next generation. He looked at them.



He kind of calmed down at this point, and he said:

“There are wonders beyond belief on the Moon, for those who can remove truth's protective layers.”


The moon! From glimpses into groups of children, and families abducted, some kind of psy-op program, co-operative that involved both militia, and in the late 1960's I call them Nazi's, this is what I feel strongly nudged inside to call them, in connection with the US Navy, and ET, both greys and very telepathic psi human/ets.

I have a few very blocked memories that entail my entire family. Have a memory of walking through a tube, joining a craaft with the base, large enough for a 3 ton to drive through I would believe, walking clinging to a blond male militia, in some uniform, with a grey behind us I believe.

These memories are clear in short scenes but there is a lot of blocks and resistance in me to go a lot further in any recall.

There were groups of children in a program. I have since spoken to another on the same program from Canada, western provinces, initially BC, who recalls more than I do, his was 5 or more years following mine. so ongoing program, from the time before the moon missions successfully put man on the moon.

Strange memories of a pool room, with some form of abuse of children, a sense of being guided or downloaded with information that the militia were bad guys, and some kind of earth history given though blocked, from the ETs.

I had had child hood dreams of a water treatment plant where my father, brother and I were on several occasions, it seemed, and there was a danger.

I also had this odd idea for years, as a child that my father had argued with Nazi's and we were in grave danger which passed.

The age at walking down the tube is best guessed at by my brother's pale face clinging to the man. He seemed around 3- 3 1/2, and there is 17 years between us. 4-5.

I don't recall the ending, but have had memories of various scenes aboard a craft.

This was a saucer shape that struck me as having more space within than without. And it had central rooms relating to computers, screens, instruction, though can't remember. I knew some of it was medical. There was also a corridor around the exterior with portals/windows. Greys and human types.

I recall a number of years into my late 30's, as a child, being shown something out the window and overjoyed at the beauty and wanting to stay. I was connected to a grey who was pleased with my reaction to his gift. Another time, hesitating at the doorway, when a man and a group walked by, and yet again, being given a checkup or medical, and seeing a blond woman holding my second oldest son, the one who had had the nose bleed so severely as an infant, in her arms near my foot area.

Somewhere in my childhood, I also recall being in a wooded area, like where we camped in the forrest somewhere I believe in BC, with that couple that had taken us over the garage roof, with a group of children.

I don't have a lot of other memories, and seem to only be permitted to remember positive, which is good.

when the crafts started showing up, there was a strong connection, with most of the sitings, and often communication. The memories were coming back, and knowing that the family had also been involved and this meant my own children too.

I poured out my heart under the stars, praying and in meditation to God, and the cosmos, to assist this planet, and help everyone wake up. To help the poor, the billions starving in this world and nature, to stop the wars, and to free us. Reported for duty to try and help. Had a lot of monitoring going on.

I wish more people would actually do that, and not be afraid. Quite frankly there was nothing that would have stopped my prayers and requests for this planet to be free, and if there were negatives listening, good, it was time for them to wake up too.

If enough people did this, we would get some real help, the tipping point would be reached, and the permissions for negative involvement would be reduced. This is a highly interactive school, and as we seek to love and care for others more, we draw in more help.

It has to do with the right intent.

If we have the right intent, we gain protection and are heard.

This is the only way that one should seek for contact as so many try to do. With the right intent. Because with the right intent, even if you did get misled by the wolves in sheeps clothing it hardly matters, since the minute something would be less positive you would be praying for them out of concern for their well being and asking for them to make U-Turns.

There were many holes in my memory and so much under the surface, and was drawn to others. My son and I both picked up ongoing montitoring, it felt local often,earth based.

October to November 08, the craft that kept appearing that my son had called me out for. This was always connecting to me, and knew it was from childhood as well. In October it flew over the roof twice, my son jumped up and said, they're back though we hadn't heard a thing. I was trying to tell him not to go out after earlier he had pulled me out.

Outside it flew very low over the roof, and pointed to an orb at the group of trees. His connections were more subtle.

Then in November I ignored it when it showed up, went in the house immediately.

Only to have this interruption while trying to write to someone, where images kept flooding my mind, and a planet that was somewhat more northern in climate and strong emotions and feelings for this world, I'd thought they were too emotionless. It may have been the same day or not, but there was a message given about pulling together locally, healthy organic food, local production, meditation. That there was a long term plan in place, involving dealing with this world, the leadership basically.
To prepare locally.

There was an indication of some battles that took place, from those who didn't battle, who tried every other method first. There were many connections and messages, often just greetings. The ones in the craft wore blue form fitting uniforms. This is what they showed with picture images, actual meetings while up, not. I don't trust the accounts people have given like that, usually famous.

Someone wrote to me that they were waking up with wounds, from night time , what felt like work, he was the one with the thyroid seemingly turned up. He also had a strong sense of family watching over.

Always wondered if he worked for the military, but even if not, he was somehow on one of their programs. In any case, he was recommending some pdfs and books on remote viewing, Joe McMoneagle. I read this, but couldn't get into any formalized methods, just like freeform. Plus there was this push that reminded me of years of having too many coincidences and people wanting me to give readings, which just increased a sense of panic in me. There was no way would ever going to pull this in and its supposed to be in the moment, not at someone's bidding.

However decided to try and explore this for him. The month before we'd had huge flashes in the sky, and it lasted for 2 hours, with a greeting and it was almost like a test, did we wish to be rescued. There were shadows that just appeared in the back yard and a feeling of a man hugging me. Something happened at night but there is no memory except for ongoing connections even the next day, for some reason under ocean was with me for along time. This is about energy recognition, those flashes seemed to me connected to my friend. Some kind of reading from him to the events were being made continually with me.

Now something is out of order, the remote viewing, freeform and non protocol, was after this next event. When going to sleep at night, just worried about him, he had episodes when he would not sleep or grow panicked from his fast thyroid, and would write out of the blue, would find the messages the next day and sometimes my son would chat with him briefly.

That night was just wishing he would have a good nights sleep and praying for him when suddenly I was pulled directly to this craft.

The only way to describe it would be a huge advanced central room or control room, but high tech equipment everywhere, the monitoring screens were up high all around.

He was sitting in a chair, almost like a dental chair, with something on his head, like he was wired to a device. He was also wearing this black uniform, and surrounding him were men, tall strong chested, muscular in form fitting uniforms, all dark haired except for one with blond hair, as if he was one of them. They seemed to want me there, but was feeling really alarmed, but the feeling from them was so positive too, good guys, call them rangers.

When I tried to see more, was asleep quickly. The next morning, he was writing to me very early, saying that he had had missing time, and woke with wounds on his head and neck. The memories returned so they were shared. That seemed related to the ones that were flashing huge lights in the sky for an hour, then showed up with craft.

So, after reading Joe Mcmoneagle was going to attempt to view what might be an abduction for him, and something unrelated to remote viewing, but related to what had happened the last time, being pulled, occurred.

He was pulled out with some kind of beam, looked like a blue light. The craft was filled with greys. They did not want me there. This had something to do with permissions, so there were no immediate consequences for me being there, instead this grey was a good host, though I bowed many times to him, the feeling of caution, danger and being extremely unwelcome was strong, though in no way was I told to leave.

My friend was out of site, taken to a medical room where it was understood he was undergoing quite a lot of harvesting, ie. the chunks missing when he wakes up, and dna work. He was AB blood type and had anomolies in his physcial build, extra arteries in his thighs and his doctor had joked for years he was ET. He also had had an nde.

What was being told to me was this: that the permissions to do this were given before he was born. That more were involved in his case than just them, he had others watching over. That their craft had left the moon, because I asked where they were from. It was almost something akin to genesis, hybrids, terraforming that they showed me. All the while this bristling feeling of being unwelcome.

I opened my eyes and reluctantly shared this with him in writing. Told him there were no guarantees this info was anything. However there was something very much to it, because that had tagged me, was projecting himself there every night while going to sleep, and really intimidating me, as if he was the boss, and there was no permission for me being there.

My friend wanted me to repeat it, but kept saying, NO!

Within a few days, on April 22nd, 2009, was working on reformatting the computer, it was very late, and felt a strong presence of a craft. Think its the scalar waves, or energy, not sure why, but often pick them up. Usually when feeling such a thing, will go outside to see. This time, there was no way, because for the first time knew we were on the list that night. I knew we were going to experience a physical abduction something that was in the past, and blocked from any memories of night time.

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I couldnt put off going to sleep, the computer reformatting and updating had taken too long and so was trying to fall asleep as fast as possible. A very gentle presence and what felt like a female, beside me, was touching me. Couldn't see her but the covers were moving, and she asked if I wanted to be aware while this occurred. Knowing it would happen ahead time was a kind preparation for this Simultaneously "she", not sure it was a female, only thought this, communicated clearly that it was not without risk for this was very traumatic for the human mind, while my sole purpose was sleep, and as quickly as possible, both from exhaustion and an overwhelming sense of panic. This was primal fear. As sleep came quickly the words, you're almost ready came as well.

The next morning my son reported missing time while up, an hour. He said that he was going to change the channel on the television and suddenly he was confused and moving towards the xbox, and the show he was just about to watch was over.
He and two other children had a needle mark on their arms, same arm, the right hand side, below where you give blood over the main artery.

I had this enormous chunk out of my foot and a burning red mark under my arm, with a purple mark there. It looked like a radiation burn.

My friend was writing very early too reporting missing time while up, and a burning red mark on his thighs also like a radiation burn, with large chunks missing. He was also very upset that my choice was sleep. I was furious with him, blaming him and that remote viewing for something that was not allowed to happen. He wanted me to do more, not a chance! Tried to explain primal fear and that this was not safe, in fact the kids were in danger as well.

I have some memories He had written that the big brass had come in, for some reason he saw this as something over many departments heads and the greys. My memories suggest something like this, and will report this in both exactly what I recall first, then add the subjective what was connected to under the surface memories, the moon base, and energy signatures.

The surface memories, what is recalled was: pulling up from a smaller craft to this large station or deep space one. It was huge. Nothing online even compares, clunky, adjoining shapes put together and very large.

There were humans on board. I saw blonds. My son was in a very high platform style chair wearing something on his head. He also had the wounds lined up, the next day, and has had them off and on all his late childhood teen years.

I knew they hurt me, but am not allowed to remember this at all. But there was a very tall man, 7 feet or taller, that took a report from me, which was downloaded???

My interpretation. Orion. And the man has a name that has Rigel connected to it, whether that is the star system or his name. Rigel had come to me for some time. Also, when I recalled as a child timidly hesitating at a door, that man who walked by looked like him. He was wearing a non formfitting, military or uniform, but rather a two piece, blue more unsual suit, and it would take regression or hypnosis to get the details. High ranking individual. Like with another experience, this seemed to be Corporate, just a thought, that comes, Corporation. He has long blond hair.

Have no idea what that means. Intuitively something that was connected to orion by a ufology name, struck a note in me, as in recognition, feeling a sense of love and recognition, but even looking at a picture of a galaxy brings that feeling of connection, or sitting under the stars. Its like the cosmos is filled with family, some very positive, others probably needing to make U-Turns in their lives, all loved.

That was very alarming and nothing to that extent has ever happened since, nor do I feel it will again.

But this also entered a period of both a lot of meditation, seeking to raise my frequency and not ever have to experience this, to trust and have faith in protection. And more awareness, developing, while also experiencing intrusions, and during meditations, harvesting, even my son hid in the bathroom sensing a shadow on the stairs that looked like a grey shape and size. From then until January or February of 2010, where things were turned around alot, and am very grateful. Have a lot of Faith in Family.

I'll write about this period a bit so to get this over with.

Edit to add: As for remote viewing, doing this with other people's abductions is not wise.

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If things don't pick up or equalize, I get sick. Staying in a negative mood or space for long doesnt' work for me, so every effort is made to pull out of it. If for example, in the past, negative memories surface, like the childhood base, for a while, something happens. For example, doing dishes, a connection and a woman in uniform like a cameo of her face and shoulders, asking what the prime directive is. Saying to free this planet! In other words, to put it all into perspective and never dwell on the temporal.

This traumatic abduction, really sent up some shock waves, not the kind of memories that were even allowed in me, the positive ones stand out. Also, due to this being minor compared to some of the information related to the underground bases, its important to once again give a warning about wanting to have contact or experiences, those who perhaps don't have a spiritual understanding of permissions and the right intent, which is always about caring for others and this world.

While at the same time,not to be fear based in any way, and to have a great deal of trust in the Higher ups, the Family. God and angels, or Prime Creator and Family, positives, those with Love. So, its also very natural to sky gaze, and have a sense of wonder and joy and gratitude for this cosmos and all those in it. Somewhere in the spectrum between these two ideas, not closing the door on everything around us, really having the wonderment and positive appreciation, gratitude, but taking care.

Up until it was always a feeling of gratitude, knowing that somehow, something ahead of time had arranged a wake up call,and in retrospect on time, but it involved having to be ready for it too.

Before that abduction, one night I was feeling so sad, at the difficulties in our life and blamed myself for all the past choices, and bad health even. Was unable to sleep and was feeling very depressed, so went outside.

A star moved in overhead. I saw greys, several of them at once sending me this uplifting joy, encouragement. Yes, you can do it! We believe in you! Was so grateful.

What are greys anyway?

Universal maintenance forms. They're Ai. They are programmed to work independently, as bots, quite often the ones performing surgery are AI. Intelligent and highly interactive, but not consicousness as we are. But they are also like the movie Avatar, suits that can be worn, and from what I understand on many channels, and different polarities. It is how others can acclimatize to different systems and even channels/densities.

Hybrids are often treated in the same manor as well, suits that can be worn or AI.

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The rest of the year into the beginning of 2010, was the beginning of meditations, in a much more consistent manner,seeking actively to raise my frequency and connect with nature, and my Higher Self.

I was recognizing others, windows would open into their souls, and even though there was no guarantees that what they were presenting was accurate, the connection to them and what felt like long term family, was very real. And even when a few different paths or understandings emerged, and sensing of connections to programs even, because trust is not something that just comes to me, easily, so much gratitude for the gifts that occurred, for showing me something new, helping me make push onwards, for inner connections, innerscape. For purpose and truth behind things. Also a lot of information was given relating to underground dumbs and operations.
One friend from Finland encouraged meditation, connecting with nature, using insight more, chakra meditations, and working for ascension.

Ascension is something that could very well be one of the controlled elements, the cult like ufology groups that to me represent areas where the cia and head groups direct the awakening or awareness of those who, to me, should be focused on helping others more, and forgetting themselves. Its not about us.

Everything here is illusion, its temporal and of no consequence. We're here to help, to lend a helping hand, to not worry or lose faith in Goodness and Love, and to be able to try to heal and work through past issues that unblock our ability to serve, without any sense of reward.

So, ascension seemed selfish to me. But in the framework of progression, and raising frequency to bring more connections within, both healing and for helping, meditating and seeking this, helped gain Higher Self contact.

The songs on this thread are a cross reference of many different types. Also hemi-sync is good.

My favorites are dolpins and whales, and also:


Dr Hew Len 1 of 9, ho'oponopono

Part one of nine! But very good, this man used spiritual methods to free a psych ward that was in such dire straights, no one could stand to work there, and there was a very fast staff turnover.


How To Practice Ho'oponopono

While practicing this for everything, was so in tune with energy signatures, was able to pick up previous ones from areas that hadn't been cleaned, the furnace doors, since we'd moved in.

In short its about letting go of all judgments, and seeing the Light and Goodness in all and having Trust that there is a perfect plan for everyone, if we can stop judging them and start seeking to see them in the best light possible, as connected to Prime Creator and able to re-create their lives. Its letting go of the reins too.

This created such a high frequency between this and whale song, that I was in a field of high vibrational pitch, and every thought brought contact and an answer from a Guide. It was hard to function and had to run out and put my bare feet on the solid ground and touch the bark of tree to connect with nature again.

During this time a friend wrote all the way from South America, giving me advice on how to ground myself and telling me he'd picked this frequency change.

These things and giving gifts to others. Giving raises our frequency very fast too.

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Someone told me that the wingless planes, or cigar shaped crafts, were connected to Aldebaran in the Taurus system, which was also connected to earth bases. That would tie in later to when I began to experience some protection in Jan-Feb 2010.

In July, 2009, 2 or 3 occurred, the one may have been August, but will relay it as if July.

The first related to my friend again, who had been abducted along with us.

He had shared intimate things, about women in the programs that upset me, and I pointed out that based on my experiences and things under the surface that would take more work on my own behalf, passing the tests more in a way I havn't understood yet, to fully remember, my Family are very clear on the respect and proper relationships given in this way. Memories of sexual abuse, connected to ufology are related to Vrill, the underground dumb here, our negative agenda militia and negative ETs/entities. Period. Being in communication, telepathically is a clear channel, there is no selfishness. There is always concern for the other, and positives are very positive.

He shared that he woke up in the night with a blond women with him who had told him that she was raised on this. Then he blanked out and woke up with hairs. I spoke up to him, then sat out under the stars and poured out my heart to the cosmos about the help we needed here, and the help those in underground bases and in all the programs needed. That maybe women should be running the show, that grandma's were higher rank to me than generals, and that the happiness and balanced joyful living free from predators, of every man, woman and child in this universe took precedence over anything else.

I was really upset.

Now, this is something most people do not understand. Every thought we think is picked up. We are heard. Every hair on our heads is counted.

Also we're tested every single day of our lives.

And this was no exception. We're usually tested in tailor made ways that line up with our difficulties. So, physical relationships is an area, that can be challenging, and I believe strongly in good relationships and good physical relationships even. But as a single mother, having had broken relationships, was more of a free style, hippy, who nonetheless was practicing celibacy. However, wasn't into the traditional things, felt we needed to be more focused on friendship, even special friends.

So this was oddly enough subject to a test.

Had settled into a meditation that night, outside under the stars, with my mp3 player set on continual play. Suddenly a blond man in uniform was pursuing me To make a long story short, I changed the scenary around each time, and he would catch up. Finally in the end, I sensed he was incredibly bored with human intelligence, and so said, "well if we're that boring you could just move along! and, how could I ever know you, I don't even know myself yet!"

The idea of a personal test like that was upsetting to me, many women wait believing in a knight in shining armor to rescue them, and its natural to feel this way, even if some are determined to turn the traditional tables and develop themselves and become their own saviors. This wasn't fair.
Which I spoke up suspecting this had been a test based on what had been poured out under the stars.

Then was preparing to go in, thinking it was all in my head, when was stopped and turned my head.

This was one of the few sitings my son didn't share, there was no time to call him out from the living room, and due to the meditation, fine rushes of vibrations were coursing through me and a very light headed feeling, light as a feather.

In the clearing, a huge brilliant white, shimmering, craft appeared. Not sure if only I could see it. 80-100 smaller crafts could have fit in it. It appeared from behind, at a slight angle, and was shaped like a sci fi, shuttle jet, with huge platoons on both sides along the back, a surreal white. It flew forward then vanished.

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The other thing that happened, may have occurred in August. Was in my bedroom, planning dinner, when a connection, message with an image of one of the tall dark haired "rangers" came through. That was the feeling from the night of flashing, in the sky for two hours and having a hug given, then being told I would be taken to a base, under ocean base, but not remembering. Then the connection to my friends experience, they felt like rescue rangers to me, simple words but good energy. This connection had happened several times.

He told me that there was meeting that night, and the communication was occurring on a craft. Was seeing the inside of a craft. Didn't believe a word of it, this is the trust thing. My friend kept calling telling me I was lacking trust and faith. Well, it took a long time to trust any connections for some reason. Its not the same as having someone knock on your door and join you for tea or coffee. This is so out of the box, and really wanted the other kind of contact.

Next thing I knew I was standing on a balcony, very high up on this platform of a viewing station that seemed to be viewing the sun close to it, the sun filled the entire space, but not so close we were only looking at a portion. There was no window or screen just parts of this station, and it appeared as if open. I felt everyone here was a part of an inergalactic effort, andromeda and the milky way. The dark haired man seemed to be andromeda, and my friend was mainly focused on andromeda too. Everyone was very positive and involved in complex works, it was a very busy station that was over my head. Instead of learning more, shock kept me rooted to the spot. They said , welcome back, and I said, cancel cancel cancel cancel.

Next was a room on that station with many plants, and this enormous greeting table, like a lounge where we were seated, behind was a laboratory. I was sitting between him and a tall blond woman. He said he almost regretted showing me, and she said, it was time I knew.

When awaking from this, astral experience, there was no way it could be real. So I went down stairs, prepared the meal, and then went outside. Turning to go inside, I heard "Don't go yet, we havn't greeted you yet!" And this red lit craft, appeared suddenly through the trees. My son leapt outside, and it flew straight over the roof low, not arcing higher, allowing the saucer to be seen underneath the light, by the city glow.

That was near the last time the lack of trust occurred.
That night before sleep, something was slipped on my head, near my ears, and everything started to vibrate, I knew there was going to be a meeting, but wasn't allowed to remember it.

Now this even gets more odd, because despite the experiences, having strong faith in all that is Good, and nothing but Love and Goodness, mattering at all in the least, with long moments of meditation thrown in, everything but one event seemed peaceful, and though there were negative moments, in meditation even, and checkups done, overall, things were always equalized, with work being down to raise frequency and bring my balance back.

My friends grandson came to spend a week. My oldest son, also had moved to the coast a month previously. He told our guest to not mind any out of the ordinary talk and was putting the sitings down, which we had no intention of bringing up to him in any case. However, things weren't quite the way my son thought.

The next day, he began to share his own memories of a possible experience that had occurred after his father who had seen ufo's several times, tried to call him out, while drinking. He wasn't impressed and refused to go out. Though that night, he ran from his room because he had heard something come up the stairs and enter his room. He believed he had missing time, and from that moment on, was watching online documentaries about NWO and waking up fairly quickly for 14. This was 2 years later.

We were sitting outside in the evening. It was very heavily overcast, thick clouds. The flashing began, which didn't accompany any thunder, there was not storm at all. And things were moving around out back, shadows, many many shadows, in the trailor court, the trees.

At one point he stood up and said, oddly, Do not be afraid, we are here. Then he looked confused, then said we have to go inside its going to be a battle.

Very much out of my league, and not the kind of thing that needed to happen even. He did drag me in, and so this meant firing off some quick emails. While on the computer side by side for an hour, my arm started to bleed. I looked down and there was deep small wound,it took weeks to heal. He was seated beside me on the second computer with two wounds, one healed up instantly, and one was just like mine.

My friend who I suspected had connections, wrote back that the only way a battle could happen is if he was AB-. They're not allowed that dna. He and his father are both AB-, it turned out.

That night outside, there were frequencies and I felt ill. The clouds looked like they were cut with lazers, and ET script was in them. A frequency battle that made symbols.

Those tall shapes that were outsides, they moved in a nonhuman way, and were between 8-9 feet tall.

For the rest of the week, odd things happened, not going to share, except for the next day insisting on writing to my friend in Finland who he didn't know and basically telling him he had felt him watching over him all his life, that he was here for some upgrade in consciousness, in unending lives it seemed like. That his family watched over and for this he was grateful. He spoke up with pride and my friend said he was a feline from the moons of Sirius A or B, which immediately brought back to me, what my friend, his grandmother had said, the picture on her bedroom wall of Siamet, an Egyptian lion goddess, and telling me once when she was a little tipsy that there lions under the kitchen sink guarding the property. This relates to the sphynx, and to many of the drawings and ancient writings. And to the controllers.

Sirius A, Sirius B, the dwarf star, symbols of a duality?

My friend was doing the knee jerk dismissal when he phoned her and told her about sitings the next day, when the clouds had cleared, and she said, oh satellites! And he yelled, satellites don't fly down low where planes fly. This is low.

So, after his skype converstation, and feeling like things had gotten far too complicated for me, and maybe she and his father should take responsibility and deal with some of this since there was a bit of a anger going on that was fierce. I recall her yelling that no grey was ever goign to take his dna, on the phone and him yelling back, don't even talk like that, they will use a neural net on you too! I mailed the skype conversation to her, and she never questioned it again. That was big. No way, would he open up a window of his soul and write what he did. And to tie in with the odd things she already knew. She began watching Project Camelot herself and Dr. Deagle quite a bit. Though alot of what is on there is disinfo, really. But Clifford Stone, John Lear, to the best of what he can say, and a few of them really give some truth in the mix.

July of 09 was quite eventful. My nerves took a while to settle,and spent alot of time afterwards in meditation, listening to dolphin and whale songs, which can cleanse you house better than sweet grass, which my friend always used, and I had tried. Meditation. Keeping positive,and sending prayers for the world.

In August, there was energy coming in. I kept having to sleep in the afternoon, had a very bad headache, migraine, and it felt like my head was burning. I kept stepping into myself, sensing a larger field within of myself and becoming myself more. When this would happen, the people around me,even my ex, were recognized as family, some who had made videos, were family. Everyone is our family, we're lost behind this veil of amnesia, but all of us are known to each other and loved, and if we can only understand, we didn't come here to hurt anyone, even if they're hurting us. To always choose peaceful methods first above all others, and willing to go the extra mile with those in need, those living in poverty, those going through hardships and needing someone to hear them, support them, be there for them, those needing a glimpse of light, you never know if the right word or smile will reach someone. Or those who causing hardships for us. We're like the stars in the sky, different sizes and brightness, different grades, and its team work that gets people through.

There is no coincidence, anyone in our families, or even the stranger that caused suffering. Everyone is connected to us, and from our past as well. Families are forever, so working through the issues here is the best thing to do, and if needd to be safe, from a distance, still writing letters or letting the other know you're sorry, even if its not your fault, and you forgive them as well.

It was like window where I knew before I had come, we all knew each others missions and purposes, those things we were meant to accomplish or learn.

Once when this happened, as my HS stepped forward in me, a sense of isolation and loneliness, the lack of connection, was very glaring, and instinctively, walked outside reaching up into the connection with the Family, plugging in. And we were all united, and waves of such gratitude flowed through, it was as if, nothing else mattered, this was what was missing the most here, aside from everything that was hard and unloving, this was missed so much. Someone called this the Universal Understanding.

I think you are visualizing self-similar expansion and self-similar compression. Think of Russian nesting dolls as an elementary example of self-similar compression. Self-similar compression results in acceleration...Self-similar compression results in acceleration leading to implosion. Self-similar compression resulting in acceleration leading to implosion in one dimension, is explosion in another dimension. Explosion equals Self-Similar expansion = infinity. Black hole > White hole or Implosion > Explosion

The "Gap" between implosion/explosion is the totality of organization. It is Unity. It is the Program. God is both the organized Unity *outside* manifested creation, and the entire energy of creation itself. My $.02

Then also in August there was a meteor shower. That day, was watching videos on Earthship homes. One video that seemed to have disappeared showed an elderly woman who's family was teaching workshops in how to build them. She showed a tour of her beautiful home, that took 40 000 to build, out of savings, so no morgage, and had no heating costs, or cooling, but was a wonderful green house inside.

The idea began to form that even if we couldn't fund land, and building these, to prepare ahead of time, just in case, the need would arise. To research how to come close in duplicating the power center, the solar and wind, and the reycling of the water and use of grey water.

That just being prepared ahead of time, in case something would happen where emergency villages would have to erected.

That day, there was a show concerning an air disaster, and it ended in tragedy. I don't even normamlly watch television and couldn't bear to watch this, but for this feeling of having to stay with them and light a candle for each and every one of them, and for the team that went beyond what anyone could do in the simulation with the kind of physical malfunction, keeping it in the air as long as possible to avoid fatalities. Was feeling such sorrow and holding a candle up to each and every one of them.

Then went outside while the meteor shower took place. And was in contact with a large group of beings, Ets, as if in a meeting, under the stars, possibly due to the meteor shower, or coinciding at any rate.

Was told that getting prepared and being ready to help everyone, in the event of any kind of emergency was one of the most important things we could do. With all the talk of earth changes, and 2012, this is not something I wanted to hear, it broke my heart, because the seriousness of this situation was flooding through me. I said no way, I pictured the flight that went down, and said no, that can't happen, the hospitals, the children in school. The elderly the homeless, the handicapped, all the vulnerables.

They were very serious, and asked me, in this world where billions were living in abject poverty, where children died every minute of starvation, when were we going to wake up? When? When would we stop relying on the leaders to change things, and start to do it ourselves? Start to group up and share with others? This is passing the test. Earth test school. Even if we can only yearn for this because others wont' join in, it means readiness for advanced worlds.

I was shown people living selfishly, not worrying about anyone, but putting it out of sight to relax, and sitting in front of their expensive entertainment units.

I said, they are being manipulated, and controlled through the media. Yes, the media is doing that was the response, and yet, this same media is also showing them the state of the world, they do see the starving children. They do know that bombs dropped on innocent children is not a just war either!

What I was told is we have to wake up. And really care for other people. Work together in peace. And share everything. Its not an economic issue, ie. a model that must be carried out. Its not a political issues, one party that is right in this world. Take the best of everything and throw the rest away. Love. Its about Love. There is no need for money either. This would apply with or without money, with or without banks.

The outcome, whether it is a lion or a lamb, what will be experienced is up to us and how much we wake up.

I forgot to add, that every pulsating burst of energy manifested in creation operates in this manner.

I forgot to add, that every pulsating burst of energy manifested in creation operates in this manner.

In infinity we have Family, ie Father/Mother, Brothers and Sisters, akin to fractals, but also, Uncles and Aunts, Grandfathers and Grandmothers, for its unending fractals.

The Spirit of Unity and Love between everyone, if you will,I can call this God, easily.

If anything I call God the Spirit of Peace and Love between all souls in progression, and the Unity,
Interconnectedness, of which the Universal Understanding is a part of. But God also means Goodness in the simplest terms. Equality, the inverted pyramid is very important to me.

The actual meditation was really the outcome, in meditation what happened to me spontaneously was suddenly standing on top of this picture or the universe. Another metaphor could be a scroll. Or story book. Unable to get back in. So after resetting it, was once again directed to the top, and climbed out through this trap door, where many wise teachers and guides where in this really light filled half way house. Yeshua/Jesus was there. This old man, approached me. He was the same old man, both my son and I experienced at the same time, while we were discussing infinity. I was stuck on it and finally saying, how can it be this way. My son then 18, said, it just is, that the way it is. And at that moment we both heard him laugh with delight, and saw this old man stepping out. My son bolted upwards in surprise, and I said, "he laughed!"

This man took me aside in this half way house with only joy and upliftedness, humor, asking me what I had learnt in this lifetime, and to come we would discuss. Then I was awake.

Thank you for adding your two cents in. Peace & Love.

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Worn out, and so happy the part that was the hardest is nearly finished. But sort of have it one place too. Peace, Love & Light!

Drank too much coffee with my nerves from writing this, so it should be finished. Really prefer metaphysics, to ufology.

There are two other things that happened in August of 09 and possibly September.

One was feeling the urge to meditate, and having the connection, and being told that an implant behind my eye, are needed to be removed. There is no real memory of agreeing, or being able to walk out of the room. This is not the only time this has happened, some of the checkups are in your home. Or appear to be in your home. The room was cleared, something made a terrible noise, and liquid spilled on me, splattered on my face. I reached up but there was no blood, gone, like a spice. This took time, sticky liquid ran down my face into my ear. There was no pain, but discomfort. I asked for identification,as the one doing the surgery was not a bot, he was someone familiar feeling to me. The name Janus was given.

Though this could have added an implant, there was a feeling of something gone, that had been been sensed for several years.

Something else, that occurred, is completely gone, can't seem to recall it, so maybe will return.

The next few months my meditations seemed to be targetted. This evenutally put me off meditation for a time. It wasn't safe. It was a period of less connection and quite alot of seeking.

One meditation in particular lasted 4 hours, in that time period, was aware of a craft overhead. Though I was bundled up in a housecoat under quilts, it was so cold, icy, and the bed was hard, like a guerney, and all the scenes involved inside a craft, with gynelogical procedures taking place. I resisted all the masked type dreams and kept being told to cooperate, and that it was important. But I didn't give these permissions and would cooperate. They were not positive, or family, except in the bigger term, where everyone is under all the masks we were.

In January or February, was aware of a checkup in the bath. There was a female mind meeting mine, and basically medical checkup being done, so assuming greys, was about to shout no, when she said something gently to me that at least this was easier than field work with dangerous animals, and so as often in a doctors or dentist, just relaxed to put her at ease, didn't blame her for the procedure. At that moment a very tall male, who I had not been aware of, was shown to me, his outline, a tall muscular man of about 8 foot height as his head touched the ceiling. He put in my mind, that not all humans were the same. What happened then, blurred, the scenes blurred, but when using the hair dryer I asked him to identify. His name was not something I could grasp, but then he said, he was from Taurus, 65 light years away, and Telos. I'd seen his outline, built a little like Triple H in armor, with long hair. I have no idea how many types of channels operate under the earth or in bases, or how an interdimensional if this is what he was, does medical work on you. There was a pattern were a tall male would guard the technician.

When I checked on the computer, aldebaran, the system that was supposed to relate to one of our sightings, of the wingless plane, according to my friend in Finland, was 65 light years away.

The next day was shown something, and I beleive this relates to tall whites, or those stationed here. I was greeted and knew a craft was overhead. It was like being shown a portfolio or pictures one keeps in their wallet, snapshots of family, family being the circle of life. A tall man, a tall woman, two children, a natural setting with clean technology, ie. a craft in the background. Also shown a city where there was strong connectedness and unity.

Then I was aware of a kind of battle. I knew it was happening and was connected to the ones who had kept coming during meditations, and kept praying. That was nearing the end of those negative experiences that had been going on for so long. It felt like the biggest part of this was over.

That night, my Higher Self, woke me up, or instinct, just as a very long, sticky finger came out of the wall at my headboard, and tried to press into my eye. I leapt forward, and was going to run downstairs, when my son came into my room and crawled into bed with me. The next morning, my eye was red and sore.

Then a few days later, while at the door, there was a popping noise, and a strong sting, and a small deep wound akin to what had appeared with my friends grandson, was there on my the top of my wrist. Apparently they were not allowed in the house. And I was so grateful.

This was also shortly thereafter, the time, when the Infinity Zoom video had been sent, and once again had Higher Self, Infinite Self contact,and a month or so of downloads, concerning infinity. So, that this chapter of waking of waking up was fading into the background.

Though last spring there were three other moments. The first two were quite close together, and the first one had that feeling of primal fear, as it involved medical, and I knew that was given as a pre warning all day long. April again, a year later roughly.

Outside, there was a flash at about 8-9 feet height as if down a vizer. And an outline of a tall man, this had happened in September too, with a checkup and being told that Africa was the symbol for this world in the cosmos, as in the poverty, was the atypical condition of life on earth, and the inequality was inhumane. This time, the information came to me that I had to clean up my room. And I knew what it meant so there was no way I was going into that room. In fact tried to stay up all night long, but, at just past 2, reluctantly went to bed, was nearly passing out. There were 3 in the room, just felt them. The one was a surgery bot at the head of the bed, and there was primal fear in me, so tried to flee from the room, but couldn't, couldn't move my body except to the bed, praying alot. There was feeling of something sharp into the top of my head, and someone was able to turn my head, the clock said 2 22. Then just before this curtain of sleep fell they said, You were told to clean up your room!

Some time later, there was also a checkup before sleep, that alarmed me, causing intense fear because of this last experience. That knowing and feeling primal fear in the presence of a surgery bot. Though not having memories of this was a good thing. The covers moved and something was slipped on my fingers straight across, like a monitor, taking vital signs, and then there was a dent in the mattress and the covers moved on the other side. I kept asking them to identify and praying to Creator, asking for Higher Self to confirm this was safe. As the curtain of sleep fell, the words, "You do realize this is the past, don't you?" came.

For some reason this calmed me down, and went to sleep willingly.

Simply wonderful!

You have an amazing mind OPie. I've bookmarked this in order to read more thoroughly when I'm not so tired.

Peace to you brother ...

Last Edited by Deej on 03/27/2011 03:15 AM

Though this has been continual, the frequent things have lessoned. So this is the last experience I really want to share. This took place the end of May, 2010.

Every time things become difficult, the household can begin to experience a downward spiral, the energies shift. With my sons, the youngest high energy, always try to keep peace and work on this. During this time it was a low, and was experiencing a mild depression, which never lasts long. That morning I had questions concerning everything we were going through, and really didn't understand what this all meant, in terms of our family, the daily difficulties that didnt seem to change that much from one moment to the next. The answers or solutions to some problems were just as evasive as ever, so being positive, didn't change some of these things, so why would this be happening, if for an important reason surely, there would be more sense. I know we are to live by faith, and there are so many experiences, including contact with Higher Self, and Family that put so much into perspective.

There was a relatively long connect and communication where a an advanced city, not like on earth, a city that was connected to a countryside, nature, its hard to explain but advanced citizens in the cosmos enjoy both community and higher education, in unity, and caretake the country, living in harmony with their environment. At least what given to my perception. Also, there were explanations given about non-interference unless warranted, using our UN as a symbol for many nations, some were more primitive and under negative control And that if an upgrade was coming, technicians and scientists would be sent into a third world country or one controlled by mafia or criminals, and they might have endure and witness crimes, but without creating wars, they would share the technology, and accomplish the upgrade even negative things may occur. And also equalize other nations as well. That it was all being done according to a plan. That those who were aware, needed to work for awareness in others.

With ideas given for awareness or waking others up. Basically using the talents we're given. Writing is not really a big one of mine. But I couldn't understand if the warnings about earth changes and cycles were true, how we would even have the time to do this. All day I kept putting out these questions. Do we have time? Is there enough time?

That evening, I opened the glass sliding doors, and right in front of me, there was a type of grey, not grey colored at all. He was a dusky muted rose colored. Not flesh colored but a deeper muted color. He was approximately the same height as my 9 year old son, with very fine delicate bone structure. Ie.his head was not as buldging as most pictures of greys, but long, and narrow and very delicate bone structure/features, with a slightly rounded head. Large dark lenses for eyes, but not quite as large as depicted either.

His body was odd, sinewy, but almost twig like, Very very thin, and fine boned, not quite a twig body, but not close to anything in the pictures.

He was there for moment, and then twisted off to the side and vanished. His movements were elongated and fluid, unlike any human movement we could ever duplicate.

With a craft we saw over a month ago, there were two shadows in the yard ,one was exactly like this beings, same height and surreal, movements, rapid and elongated like no human can create.

Aside from childhood, everything else has been in night time, flashbacks, shadows, outlines showing up, images sent to me during communication. Not like that, in front of me.

I suspected that we were going to experience something that night.

It was a masked dream. Very surreal with Quantum Physics concerning time at the end.

It was kind of funny, my friend who sent the video and had shared his own experiences with me, and who's knowlwedge seemed on par with Lou Baldins' except his spirital understanding was more akin to mine, had said something a few months later, the Higher Ups may even give you a questionaire to fill out.

I said, wait, but I shared that experience, there was a questionaire.

In this odd surreal dream, my father, brother, who was over an hour away, closer to Vancouver, and my then 19 year old son, were all abducted. The younger children and their friends were sleeping outside camping out on the lawn. My youngest son was off his blanket, and was freezing on the grass, so I pulled him back and covered him up.

My oldest son , who had spent time away, was skeptical and more fear based. He wouldnt believe the crafts were really ufos. Until one flew by where he saw the ET, a grey. He was excited, and ran quickly to a craft that landed further along. I was shouting at the sky, bring back my family now.

Then, I noticed my oldest had boarded this craft, which was similar to what my friend saw, see through on the top.

I hung back outside, and this blond woman asked me if I wanted to come aboard. She said I could fill out this questionaire with my son, and it would only take 15 minutes.

We were seated at this big round table with 4 identical blond clones around us.

At that moment my family fell out of the sky, they were wearing blue overalls, covered in a rusty soot. My son was shaking it off his coveralls.

We ignored them totally. The first question was, what was the date of the first craft you saw, that you knew was a ufo?

I looked across the table at my oldest son, and said, this must be today for you.

He asked what the date was.

I looked at the blond woman to my left and she shrugged as if to say, we don't do time.

Then she said, But I will tell you this, this day took 9 days to complete.

I had my answer in a strange quirky quantum way, which was probably true relating to private rooms we can be in at times, and also relating to how we all experience time differently.

I was told to write this down as I woke up. My son was on the computer and said at 1 11, he had felt this jolt and just knew something had happened, it felt like he had been dropped off. It was about 1 17 when I woke up.

This day took 9 days to complete!

Last Edited by Sungaze_At_Dawn on 03/27/2011 03:40 AM