I wrote on this the other day, in another thread. The programming we receive as children instills certain protections against entities not associated with the Christian religion. These entities can and will visit you during the hypnagogic sleep state(Sleep paralysis) if you are "chosen". You must remember, somewhere in our bloodlines, a conversion took place, and it was an extremely violent and bloody conversion. These entities are attempting to show you the irony behind Christianity, as it has killed more people than it has saved. Christianity attempts to fool people into believing that it's easy to ask forgiveness, but I'm afraid it's not that simple.

Christianity is the religion of serial killers, rapists, child molesters, murders, and seekers of power. It enables these individuals to form a Nihilistic opinion of the world, and seek repentance on at a later date. I feel sorry for you if you believe a white light will forgive your crimes. Our souls are not like credit cards. You cannot default on your actions. If your actions are malignant, you will experience the pain they cause until the cycle is stopped. Why do you think Christians promote the destruction of our race via the Apocalypse? The Apocalypse stops the chain of custody by killing nearly everyone - effectively freeing "sinners" from their actions.

The evil you experience when you see shadows during Sleep Paralysis is temporary. It's an interrogation technique to determine if you are going to call on Jesus. Embrace the fear, and show the entities you are not afraid. They in turn, will lose their fear of you and give you VALUABLE information. Remember, the Cross is a sign of war. It was used on battlefields to instill fear in it's enemies. In Europe, Pagan temples were burned to the ground, and churches were built on their ashes - a cross standing at a zenith depicted physical and spiritual victory over pagan forces. So, any time you call on Christ it will cause these entities to scatter.