You're an absolute f***ing idiot!! Seriously, why would you bother asking this girl to be the person you want to spend the rest of your life with?? You're a pathetic excuse for a man. If you don't feel the engagement is right, do as previous posters have suggested. Leave her. She obviously deserves alot better. And I can gaurntee you that the grass isn't greener on the other side. I hope you go ahead with this stupid infatuation and u end up on your arse, alone and regretful. You drop kick.