Im tired of all this CRAP happening to this planet and people allowing it!!!

I'm a calm person, and docile because of the fluoride consumption over the years of my childhood... death and more death, quake,nuclear fallout and the shitty television programs on tv... and the lies we are fed everywhere! I'm tired of it! i never thought i feel this way...ugh.. my other half is half way around the world... if this continues i don't think i'll ever see her again.... WHY NOW!>>?? well does anyone else feel the same?? tired of this comical world we live in???