At the time and whenever I think about it, yes, I do think it was referring to my soul. I'm not really a believer so to say. I once did believe in god and all and then when I prayed I would feel nothing. So since I wasn't feeling anything I started praying to the "devil" and got nothing from there either and that's where I'm at now, an extreme skeptic/ atheist. But that one particular dream, vision, whatever has stuck with me for 25 years.