You are not evil OP. Babies get to that stage when they will only want one or two people to hold them at about 6 -8 months. Usually the mother and just one other trusted caregiver, like their regular babysitter. Some babies get it worse than others. It's normal OP. My friend was baby sitting a kid one time acted the same way to me when I went to hold it, LOL no biggie, I didn't feel like getting pissed, puked and crapped on anyway. My baby raising days are long over and I don't miss it one bit.