So this is just how i see things but about 4 years ago due to things I didn't know at the time, alot of bad things happen and i tried to kill myself. Stupid I know trust me I know. Point is I should be dead right now I was alone in my house at 3 am. I cut my wrist down to the main vain. I'm laying there waiting for it to end and next thing i know there is a fucking guy in my room. A glowing fucking dude. All he said was not yet. Next thing I know its morning I'm in bed and my wrist are closed over. I have medical training I know how to cut and cause it to be deadly. Later I told some friends what happen. Told them what I saw. My one friend was like this guy was glowing and I was like yes. Did he have wings or wing like appearence, Yes I believe there was in the light there was these shadow like things and alot of them. Next he was like did this man appear handsome and have jewels on his clothes and again I'm like yes is there a point to this. His reply "congrats you were just saved by lucifer." Lets note up to this point I was raised in an athiese household. To the point were religion was banned. :/ Life has improved but I've never forgotten that. I'm either crazy or I was saved by "an evil human hating angel"