Thank you Nin, you gave me my second dose

The science in this paper is incredible. It gave me the logistics my brain needed to comprehend what Nin and Shada have been speaking about and I have been resistant to due to what I felt was a lack of "evidence".

Well here's the evidence. Thank you both. Very comprehensive, and answered most of my "why base fact on (what I assumed were just) assumption and mythology" questions. Obviously both of you had far more background in the subject, and is evident in this post, thank you for your diligence in reaching dense minded people like myself

Now let me step into an area I typically do not tread publicly, but something I consider privately, for me it has even farther reaching implication,and is far more personal, that of spiritual awareness.

For several months (years??) now I have questioned this idea of ascension. Being raised a born again christian and all the mythology it contains, I always believed there was a seed of truth in all religion, manipulated by power hungry megalomaniacs aka religious leaders to serve there own purpose.

The scientific evidence points to a definitive, abruptive, physical change in our world, that we will experience and more than likely in our lifetime. In a spiritual world why would only one generation be exposed to these evidences and changes, the technology necessary to observe them, even the social media in which to discuss them, then be expected to rise to the occasion of divinity and spiritualism, when all other generations were allowed to live their lives in a relative "ignorant bliss" if they so chose ???

I began to question as to whether through some kind incarnation, we were all expected to spiritually experience this same point in time, or similar(time having no true meaning of course) in order to learn and grow as we needed spiritually and realize what we truly are, or should, could be.

This paper actually touched on this theory, and resonated very strongly within me:

"The individuals who could not or would not acknowledge Divine Love as the

essence of their being during the 10,500 year period of incarnations are given

another chance again. In this sense –and in this sense only–it is The Day of

Judgment, for it is Man who judges himself."

Again this is not something I share very often, but this paper at least validates that there are others that may feel the same anticipation, sometimes fearful of the physical happenings, but also the intense spiritual awareness and growth, I hope I have personally experienced because of them, and that it is necessary for all humanity to experience, even if these physical circumstances must be repeated over and over again, possibly throughout an eternity, until we all truly know.

I hope I am making sense, and don't come off as some crazy psychological basket case, or even a blasphemer, in my run on, rambling sentences, as thought goes to paper, as would be the general consensus if discussed anywhere but here (ie friends, family, FB, etc .. lol)

But, I just wanted to share this now (may not ever happen again !!) with somewhat like minded people, and again thanks to you, Nin and Shada for posting both articles (so that I could read them twice !!), and validating, at least for me, some of the science, and spiritual questions continuously spinning around in my head.