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Hi Vesper,
So sorry for your loss! What an incredible story and thank you for sharing it! I am so glad you were able to be there for that man and be there for his crossover. He went from your hands of care to that of an Angel! WOW!!!!!! I think I am going to cry!
These are one of those life changing moments that you will cherish forever!
Thank you again for sharing your beautiful story!!

Hey Everyone,

I have been here lurking every night, as this place is my saving grace when I get home from work. Love all you guys!

I have something to share, and this is the only place I feel comfortable sharing it. Some of you know I started working a month ago caretaking for a gentleman named Carl that needed a liver transplant. He was doing well when I met him, but was bed ridden due to having been in a coma for a couple weeks. He needed to become ambulatory to be considered for the transplant, and we were working toward that goal. I grew to love this man; he was the sweetest most loving person, and I felt honored in a way to be part of his wellness plan. We instantly bonded. Well, he died late today in the hospital, after having complications. Two weeks ago he took a turn for the worse, and our goal of a new liver expired. I was the only one with him when they gave him the news two weeks ago. What I wanted to share, however, is that shortly before he died late today; I was alone with him in his room saying my goodbyes and praying for him. He was on morphine for comfort and not aware (that I know of). The room was dark as the location of the room left little chance for the sun to shine in, or at least it had not for the last two weeks even though it was sunny outside. Anyway, while I was holding his hand talking to him, with my back to the window, there suddenly was a strong beam of light that came through the window and shined on his face and upper body. I turned slowly around and I swear my thoughts were, “you got to be kidding me”. It was like something out of a damn movie! It was quiet, peaceful, and so very beautiful that it stunned me. It may have only been a ray of sun that broke through that gloomy room at the opportune moment, but the feeling for me was more like an Angel came to get him, or something beautiful was happening. I can’t stop crying over it, it was that powerful. I did not tell his family that came in a few minutes later. I was too overwhelmed by the feeling. I am not proud of what my first thoughts were, but it is the truth. I had no grace at that moment just a sense of awe and disbelief.

I lost many people when I was a young girl including my mother, sister, and later my father and boyfriend. I have refused to go to funerals ever since, and shy away from death in general, but not any longer. His death, as painful as it is, also was very beautiful in a way I can never put in words.

I thought of all people, it around mebe those on the FOG thread that would understand what I am experiencing. Thank you for listening.

~Vesper33~

Wow!
I just got back on hope this posts.
This has been an Amazing day in so many ways so many fantastic things have happened all around me and my mind is reeling with wonder and awe so many beautiful feelings.

Then I read this Vesper, that is beautiful, soul touching. I am so glad you shared this with us and I hope you tell his family it will mean so much to them.

When my Mom passed unexpectedly, she called me on the phone after I got home from her funeral to tell me she was OK and don't worry, she loved me very much and she was so proud of me and to tell my sister she loved her too so much.
At the time I thought first, I was losing it completely. Then because 5 other people were there, heard the phone ring knew it happened and I spoke to her after the initial shock we all took great comfort in it. Right down to the phone operator I called hysterical who said the call came in but she couldn't trace the origin that in her 25 years on the job I was the 3rd person to call her about that kind of call and they really happen.
My Boss at the time who was always very reserved and stern when I told him what happened this huge strapping man broke down sobbing. He sent me home gave me an extra week off paid. He said he wanted me to stay home in case Mom called again.
My Sister still to this day whenever we talk about it she wants to know why Mom called me and not her.LOL
That was a beautiful thing you experienced today Vesper.
The Angel's came for Carl.

Here is a really great article, click on the link in this thread. It covers A LOT of what we go over here.

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This will make you sick! Not violent don't worry, just the idea behind it.

Margret Thatcher dies at 86 from stroke. Very sad day for our Brit friends. This lady was something else!

But it did remind me of "Me Tel U"

me tel u now so u belive me 15 may
many things go wrong 15 may because door opens with portal to dark matters not undestanding earth beings
sharon will dimise be4 15 may
mandela will dimise be4 15 may
thatcher will stroke be4 15 may
japan warring thing will commencecing before 15 may secretely
oil gets very big sickness no use anymore after 15 may
old bush will very sick be4 15 may
cheney will dimise be4 15 june
obama accident before 27 aperil
big sickeness be4 15 may
very moving earth on 17 aperils
oceone not sleeping when heaven things beware many waters to come drown
brown cheat be4 15 may
putin missing after 15 may many worry poeple do crazy things

Thread: May 15th ME TEL U NOW SHIN THIS PHIT OMGWTFBBQ

Type: Earthquake
65 minutes ago
Magnitude: 3.1
DateTime: Tuesday April 9 2013, 09:33:42 UTC
Region: Yellowstone National Park, Wyoming
Depth: 0.9 km
Source: USGS Feed
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WhiteAngel, did you get wind from the storm when it hit you? It was nasty here with high winds and a 25 degree drop in temp. San Francisco had high winds also, caused damage there.