Last night I had a dream I was digging a grave for a giant skeleton that was kneeling before the grave I was digging for it.. I took the whole thing apart starting with it's head (knocked it's head off with a cane) then threw all of the bones into the grave and starting shoveling dirt on it.

I feel this sense of a "foreshortened future". I know I have all these things I need to do in life but it all feels so pointless. I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen before anything is worth doing. Because if I do it now, it's all going get taken from me anyways.