there are so many things,we must be sure we arent chasing sooth sayers. still i search, my mind seems unable to go back to the routine,the thing like watching tv,movies constantly gosip malls small talk about nothing.(help) before JC woke me up. in 2008 i found this movie called "the conspiracy of silence" about child abuse in omaha ne.i had lived there and was a young mother in a strang city going thruogh a divorce. In the back of my mind i was afraid of some sort of unseen sexual inpendimg doom. i came back to my home state the summer of 1986. simalar fear has come on me a few times and i have warned parent 3 or 4 times since then that evil was molesting thier child, unfortunately i was right. sometimes i didnt take the chance and warn people yrs later finding out the was a preditor that had effected the child. at those times i wish i would of stepped out. its wierd because i love all kinds of people but when certain people have come around me i just know. i think the holy spirit rises up in me. so when i found tha movie, that has also been mentioned lately on this forum, "The cospiracy of silence"(about abduction of children from boys town) in 2008,it affirmed my spirit was trying to show me something. the next day i was talking to my older son about this and a ben schnobelen video u had found. this insider story about the illu. sent me realing. (sorry this is getting so long.) i many have written this before but it blows my mind. when i was telling my older son to invent a card game based on the story of Noah" and why he built the ark. my young son who could not read was writing in my bible.sooo i told the older son i would look up the stry of noah and get back to him. but to my suprise my son who was writing in the bible had circled Genisi chapter7. ezra st the time had been talking to me alot about things JesUs would tell him. sooooo thats why his dream the other day made me seek this thread out. last night i watched jonathan kleck live on justin tv. im not sure about some of his angles,but we are all human. when i get home from work im going to see if some one will show me how to put things up. but in the mean time i hope we will stay awake and not sleep as the diciples did because Jesus is awake. and he wants us too HEAR>