I see it. I think most people do and if they dont see it or understand it, the feel it.


every fucking thing i try to do is a hassle. everything. from making situations and relationships work in a business environment and social environment, to getting a god damn prescriptions filled for my headaches. Its a time consuming, opposing force against me to accomplish simple routine things. and it wears me out to a point , that i just have enough energy to get through a day and thats about it...

everything seems to be changing and not for the better....i see more desperate , homeless, older people just walking around aimlessly.....like they dont know what else to do....tired, exhausted and out of ideas and answers...so they just sit on a corner of a sidewalk by the "gas and go" on road full of people/cars zipping right by them.

I cant stop for all of them. by i do make it a point to stop every now and then, when my kids arent with me(who knows what your going to encounter) and just talk to them human being to human being and give them a "little" energy to juice their spirits however little it mught be, i give them a 5 or 10 and ...go about my own life....


i see it, espeically in small rural towns. its startling that i do see it because i see the same things everyday. i see it getting worse, month by month....week by week. and it scares me all to hell.....some of these people ..especially the younger ones, will turn violent....and just start taking what they want...with no regard to life.

i see it in culture, politics, energy, comments on FB, people are beat the fuck down....

having said all that, its amazing the adaption and resourcefulness and survival instinct human posses...