a few questions darkness

what should you be doing if you feel you're an indigo child?

what should be made of people like michael tsarion?

if one wanted to walk the path of an "insider" how would you begin? what of freemasons? is this group a doorway to other groups bringing you closer to a group which actually manipulates things?

i entered francis bacon into the numerology program, one of his numbers said many lifetimes, he was very influential with creating 'america' how accurate is his novum organum?

i met a member of the golden dawn once, we talked for a while and he urged me to contact him, if i were interested in performing rituals and alchemy would you advise me to do this?

oh and what about albert pikes morals and dogmas of the ancient and accepted scottish rite, does this fortell of the end goal of your groups "agenda"?