My involvement in this thread has only sparked a bit of what I would refer to as unrest in my psyche, that caused me to begin dreaming again. Last night being the most influenced. I found myself during the dream that seemed real, thinking back to what I had 'learned' during this thread, about golem and the spot on the forehead and connecting it to what was happening to me during the dream.

I feel that I haven't been dreaming for the past few years because I have reached a certain stillness of the mind during sleep, due to the fact of having such a wakeful mind during any normal waking hour.. thus causing the lack of brain activity during sleep. I live by the code of 'dream awake', in every motive, action, and thought, as a form of awareness of what it is to be 'material'.

So, for this thread to be timely to the point that my dreams even lead me to think about what was mentioned during this thread- I feel the need to ask you (darkness), what it is you think could have influenced this sudden change? Was it purposeful? Has this thread been a form of programming(because I've previously told a friend that it seems like your switch from 'no more questions' to 'I'll say what I want' seems like the change in programming)?

Keep in mind the fact that I've gained a lot of insight and knowledge and found certain directions I look forward to, allllllll in this thread. So I'm not saying I've gained a negative outlook because of this thread, I understand relativity of what is and what has to be. I'm just curious if you're purposefully trying to evoke something. You haven't afflicted me.