Chris,

I'll try again with the symptoms, lol. I leave out the back ground besides saying it started during a very stress, tragic event.

Breathing stops, I do not struggle- it is not like an asthma attack

My heart stopped, no pulse- neither felt by medical staff or registered on equipment. I was full aware. The 2nd time my daughter had a seizure shortly after, within minutes.

Bruises, very severe. No leukemia.

Swollen hand and feet.

Clammy hands and feet.

Red hands(palms and fingers) feel like they are vibrating.

Burning pain between shoulders and collarbone, similar to "the burn" when working out

Loss of vision

Loss of hearing

Blacking out, this always starts with total loss of hearing, then loss of vision, then bam I hit the ground

Dehydration, severe... needing an IV severe

pain in left hip, similar to arthritis. non found

Pain. Deep pain. When I say deep in feels like it is inside not on surface. Example inside head, leg, chest

Sharp pain in ear

Bouts of no pain when there should be pain. Example I coach football and get over zealous. I have cut my face, lip, even dislocated fingers. Absolutely no pain.

Disorientation and confusion.

I had micro-tears in the muscle of my back for no apparent reason. Again no pain, just stiffness. The doctor said I should be in pain.

I mention coaching/playing football and fighting professionally. My doctor want me to have surgery for a horribly shredded rotator cuff. I have never injured that shoulder. He was surprise that I could throw a football or lift weights in it's current condition.

Many times I vomit and feel immediately better. This normally happens after hearing/seeing/experiencing something "bad".

The "fire liver" post caught my attention because the man I link told me abut fire liver when I was a teenager. I will be 36 in Nov

Muscle spasms all over. Some times painful, sometimes not. One that happens almost everyday, several times a day is my right pointer finger.

Crushing sensation on the left side of my face from chin to top of head.

Crushing sensation and the back of my skull.

Horrible time trying to sleep, if at all.

A pain when describe to my doctor sound to him like a "sports hernia".

For about a month if I sat down, when trying to stand it was near impossible. Both painful and I just could straighten up. Then once up, I had trouble walking. A friend said it looked like a "big baby learning to walk"

I do not look sickly

I have had xrays/CAT/MRI/MRA, enough blood taken to fill a blood bank, lol. Always nothing.

Like I said I feel a connection between this and the other subject. It feels ridiculous to say that, but it is the truth.

I think that cover it... pretty good list there, huh?

Like I told cleo, I refuse to take pain meds. I refuse to take sleeping pills, only time I did was when I was caring for my wife when she was sick.

I do smoke cigarettes and marijuana. I do not touch alcohol. As I mentioned I do still practice Shotokan, it helps the most. The focus, like most martial arts, blocks things out for me. Before and after I practice Mokuso, similar to mushin in zen. It involves breathing and clearing one's mind. It roughly can be translated to "preparing the mind to train". I also run and use resistance weight training.

As always, thanks!