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Who or what controls this illusion?

 
NoName (op)
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OP I feel the same way and can relate, Its as if I am no longer here in a way.

My mind is blank and my memory is fleeting only here but gone into oblivion.

I feel I am just observing myself from within.
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THIS!
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i'll reply to your post since i've begun interacting with characters again..i'll play that game again for now

yeah..i understand...'existing' yet 'not existing' at the same time...

funny yesterday the daughter of landlady has a tattoo from some french philosopher..anyways i asked her what it mean't...she said something about the 'void'..it's kind of like walking on a gymnastics beam between the world of the 'living' and the 'dead'...keeping a balance...creating things you like but with a detachment..

now it's different and i don't have 'ego' in driver seat like character..i'm just sitting back now and 'enjoying the ride'...this homelessness experience helped with 'charges' revolving 'egoic control' and now i can let go completely..

but yeah...it's kind of like a thread from your 'character role at field level' and you're 'ascending towards God'...or more accurately you're going more within and it's as though the body connection becomes a distant memory...as though you're visiting the body you're in

since your mind is empty you've shut off 'ego mind'. words stream out and you observe words as your speak..

it's kind of like you're 'at the mountaintop' observing your 'character part' as it speaks or interacts with the world..

it's nice though eh? because you walk around calmly (for the most part) in this dreamworld being in this world but not really of this world...feeling no sadness, fear or anger...though if you want to you can 'lower' yourself into your 'charcter role'

i mean i refer to people as characters or bots but ultimately they have as much validity as i do...just refer to people as bots for practicality so as to not personalize bots because otherwise i buy into the illusion and make them more 'real'

you'll find it's best not to advertise what you have. most characters are blinded by "ego helmet" and will maintain their "egoic beLIEfs" so if you mention what you have their mind will be "closed" to the information you are giving. so best not to advertise and keep to yourself until you develop radar and know which characters you can talk to..otherwise they'll think you to be mentally ill...'ego helmet' is really a liability for characters but allows them to play limitation game

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was in pool today with partner. then 2 dragonflies landed on the water. we helped them both out. one flew away. other was wounded or had wet wings. i tried to help him.
[link to www.whats-your-sign.com]

failed to mention a cousin of the landlady offered if we are homeless again to use her beachhouse on the beach where we were homeless if we needed to clean ourselves up.
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okay thanks for your response, I was curious if anyone else who is out there with simular experience like me.

hf
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seems interacting with characters more lately is naturally leading to more isolation again lol

everything out of character's mouths is obviously scripted for us...no surprises anymore...fake dramas...fake caring and concern...pretended friendship...always talking about disease, death or how everything costs money...blah blah blah...just bad actors in this fake stage world..it's as though they're in our lives to attempt to trap our consciousness further by talking about those things or by getting us interested somehow..going on about their pasts or music or love or sex...none of those things interest us anymore..i don't see the point in the bad acting because it has no influence on me at all...just wasting their time...none of this is real but they want to reinforce somehow that it is...

only food and nature holds me here aside from my partner...for the rest i could leave today...

we've talked about going out and being homeless again...to be away from characters was very nice indeed....the crabs and the waves and stars don't annoy me and i loved seeing the thunder and lightening in the sky...

like i said before it keeps coming back to the stuff about aliens and fake stage world this guy below link is talking about. what he says characters say and do is very accurate but then where does he get the other wacky info about activated-crystals, PANs, neutrals, spiritual hurricane and all the other shit. another trap? who knows
[link to www.bibliotecapleyades.net]

oh yeah...another big maneuver of characters is to make you feel special. they either try to insult or compliment but both have no affect on me. i just observe. anyways the guy at the beach saying how "we've expanded beyond anyone else in this world" and how "there is nobody like us in this world" blah blah blah...it's the same scripting i got with people calling me a Tall One from Sirius, The One, The Nobody, Neo, an avatar, Narasimha, John the Baptist blah blah blah...all designed as a trap to lure me in = GOTCHA~

so it appears that characters are to be avoided...isolation is key...i can see the bullshit scripting with characters even before it happens...i just roll my eyes or shrug my shoulders and move along...

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another thing that keeps getting repeated around us are illnesses and deaths over and over again along with people with substance abuse issues. why?
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i'm getting more clarity on this world

my partner and i are like Pavlovian dogs being manipulated. good doggy gets the bone. bad doggy who isn't grateful gets no bone. it's all about manipulation and control. we don't get money so "IT" can control us through dependency or other means. it's getting pretty obvious what this world is. they say the Nommos created this world from planet Sirius. Sirius is the dog star. coincidence? i think not. then we have God = Dog backwards. this world is about lies and deceit and manipulation. all the fake shit designed to manipulate and control us. i'm not sure any others are like my partner and i. it doesn't seem so..it wants to control us through characters or fake events but i "SEE" through all the bullshit. it doesn't fool me anymore.

so the question is how long do i play like a good doggy or is it time to end the game? i'm over it. i don't wait anymore for perpetual "carrots" and i'm not going down "rabbit holes" anymore either conceptualizing or theorizing. the new age stuff is a scam. the initiation stuff is a scam. shamanism is a scam. christianity is a scam. waiting for anything is a scam. the conspiracy and mainstream news is a scam. the financial system is a scam. everything is a scam designed to keep me "chasing my tail"..."good doggy go fetch the bone"

so my partner and i are manipulated Pavlovian dogs and the characters are not to be trusted at all...that's pretty clear. this world is definitely some kind of trap world.

Bob's stuff and the Richard Bach book just another trap so i wait for magick or zero limitations...scam scam scam

at best this is a higher self doing this stuff to me but i'm not really falling for that anymore. there is no co-creation. this is a dictatorship pure and simple. this "IT" has an agenda and it has nothing to do with anything i desire.

at best as castenada/don juan matus say this is some sort of control matrix and perhaps a game-of-sorts. i'm still not 100% sure but i'm gaining clarity

the question is to continue playing anymore or not. i'm not waiting for magick or money again. waiting for anything is a TRAP.

i wanna repeat because i know "IT" will script characters with their stupid comments. SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY DISCUSSION GO ELSEWHERE. i'm just waiting for "IT" to script some dumb character scripting like i need to listen to that nonsense anymore
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waiting for anything is a scam
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waiting for anything is a TRAP.
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i'm just waiting for "IT" to script some dumb character scripting like i need to listen to that nonsense anymore
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i don't think i'm supposed to "SEE" what i'm seeing. this "force" or "IT" is annoyed by me. "IT" seems simplistic like a machine. i can "SEE" everything it is doing. it tries everything with me but fails. like i'm a virus sent here to destroy it. for some reason "IT" hasn't killed me. maybe it can't.

yesterday the whole day the old man here watched TV without volume. right when we went to bed he started blasting the volume.

the lady told us we could stay until august 8th. yesterday she rescripted and said we've got to be out soon.

"IT" tries everything with us. it tries to emotions out of us. it tries to create more drama but we don't feed "IT". "IT" is frustrated with us. especially with me because "IT" targets me. i'm not afraid of "IT". i wanna destroy "IT". i don't feel emotions anymore. i'm stronger now.

"IT" controls everyone in this world. "IT" gives the illusion of free will but trust me your everything is scripted.

yesterday i saw someone i didn't want to talk to down the street. he was turning left until i said something to my partner and then he did a mechancial maneuver towards us and changed directions. then he said "good morning" really loud as if he was a machine and something clicked in his brain to go straight.

i don't care about noise. i don't care about having no money. i don't care about being homeless. "IT" has no power. i wanna destroy "IT". "IT" is a stupid fucker and scripts like a simpleton. i can "SEE" everything.

somehow i know when and if we die that this "THING" dies. and somehow i know by us being here we are destroying "IT" also. don't ask me how i know this but i know this

it seems people are disappearing also like this world has less people in it. it's going rapidly and the characters seem to be losing it. interesting to observe. i've seen a huge increase in drinking of those around me also like they can't deal with things

i was so correct about everything. everything within this world is a TRAP. it can't fool me anymore. it is losing the game.
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07/26/2012 11:36 PM
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Stop ruining the game for everyone. Naughty one you will be spanked with a ruler of infinity!


sincerely

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the mental illness label won't work unfortunately. i wish it was that easy. then i could take some pills for this.

it would be pretty amazing if my partner got mentally ill exactly on the same day starting back 7 years ago. he's experiencing the same and has same sensory indications as i do. yet he has completely different background and had no abuse what-so-ever.

it's still possible i'm doing this shit to myself (plus that depends on the definition of self) but i'm skeptical. if i am doing this to myself i'm fooling myself pretty good and i've caught myself in my own trap ("chapel perilous")

i'm strong and will never "lose my marbles" because of what's happening.

it's quite possible i'm that powerful and good at fooling myself that at some level i'm doing this to myself.

i can see how some could perceive this as mind control or MK-Ultra but if you were in my world you'd know that's not the case.

one time i thought of doing something with my partner and the next morning it made top story in the dailymail news. i get that shit all the time. i mentioned the time i was reading something that nobody in the usa would be reading about and i passed a woman at a trailer park. she started talking to me about what i had been reading. it's as though everything in this world reflects my thoughts, feelings or actions.

so how do i get out of this "chapel perilous" and get control of this world. i can say things and they're immediately scripted but i don't wanna be so hyper-vigilant that i have to watch every word i say.

and why the fuck would i not give myself a better life and why would i give characters a better life than myself?

i guess i need to clean up my thinking today. i need to slow all this down.

maybe i'll script a character out there that will give me clarity or a technique i can use?

perhaps i'm the one making the mess out of this world?

i'm tired of this shit...



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my only option is to say I'M CREATING THIS WORLD

somehow i've got to get control of things.

been stuck on "mouse wheel" (chapel perilous)

"right thinking" will get me off mouse wheel

how can i accelerate changes in "right thinking"?

why the change in me today you ask?

because my partner is telling me i'm creating everything this morning. why this morning? wtf?

i gotta get clear within me...fuck shit piss...
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07/27/2012 03:31 AM
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so how do i get out of this "chapel perilous" and get control of this world.
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You come out the other side either stone paranoid or an agnostic; there is no third way.
 Quoting: Robert Anton Wilson

to seek control is to take enormous aggravation upon yourself
 Quoting: Terence McKenna

The basic problem is to understand that there are no such things as things; that is to say separate things, separate events. That is only a way of talking. What do you mean by a thing? A thing is a noun. A noun isn’t a part of nature it’s a part of speech. There are no nouns in the physical world. There are no separate things in the physical world either.
 Quoting: Alan Watts
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i do.
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Hello,

I am here to help you in this
"Matrix Prison"

Yes, you are "inside" a virtual reality....
This is not "2012"

"2012" already happened
in the "real world" 
(cosmos hidden all of your 45+ years of living Bryan)

It only exist as a "Simulation"
Reasons unknown.

Perhaps you did a crime in the REAL WORLD and your punishment
is to suffer in this motherfuckin place!

About the freeyourbrain theory,
people have been waiting for their local Global D-Day 
for +10 years plus, so it can also be a manipulation trap.
For the answer to that theory,
Love is the ruler of the cosmos.

Now,let's talk about the average
day things.

Every film/movie you see are recyble programs,meaning that the actors in a film (such as Nicholas Cage)
are already dead!

They are not imprisoned and suffering in a virtual reality!

If you see Nicholas Cage down the street,
IT IS NOT HIM!
Most likely is a fake hologram to make you "believe" it is him and make you believe is a normal day in "2012"

Con Airrrrrrr lol

Things on youtube all look like scripted shit,some are fake,and some have to be real (Like me,if I uploaded a video,it is authentic)

I noticed some coincidences/subliminals that
it is impossible
to accomplish in this reality,

in other words:

......This is indeed some sort of a "Experimental Virtual Reality"

Ways out of here is "death"
or
suffer your "life sentence"
& wait until
the "doors open"

Be a "good prisoner"
to these manipulating bastards.

It comes to a point you can't trust anybody
(As hopefullness as it sounds)

Isolation is the key but also,
you may NOT be the only "Prisoner"

It is difficult to know who is a
"Prisoner" or "Guard"(Manipulators to entrap you)

I am an authentic high rank "Prisoner"

&

Here is one thing for me
to think about,

if you are here
"revealing" and "exposing"
the "manipulators" in this thread
publically....
they would have erased
this thread!

Yet,this thread is still up....
Hmmmm
Of all things,you can
be a "messenger" of the prison bastards and/or
manipulator.

It doesn't matter, WE ALL ARE GOING
TO AN END NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE

If
this Nommos is responsible,
remember...he/it is not immortal.

Sirius people or whoever 
did this also have to suffer.


Who am I?

Oh,we talked before....
I helped you around and somewhat you did the same to me in my earlier stages of life.
Now I am in a higher rank,more aware,
things are a bit clouded but I see this "Pavlo Experiment"

Alot of theories overall.

........
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"my partner" this and "my partner" that I'm starting to think your partner doesn't even exist. Prove me wrong
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i'm appreciating your posts and reading everyone. i'm scripting all characters so everything in this discussion is my creation so how can i not appreciate that?

that's how i'm gonna look at this world regardless of what happens. i'm creating everything myself. fuck getting lost in illusions. that's a "no-win"

difference between robert anton wilson and me is i didn't use drugs to get to where i am. it happened like snow during a snowstorm..i don't advocate drugs to achieve what i've achieved..nothing wrong with that choice if that's what "floats your boat" though. robert's experiences with drugs mimics what i'm going through but the difference is with drugs is he chose to "lose control" through artificial means even though ultimately the drugs don't exist. it's a mind fuck regardless of what's happening.

here is an alan watts link on what you wrote above:
[link to pointillistponderings.com]

i can see how i'm creating this world. play powerless and i script characters who exert power. play the power and i get experiences like in asheville when i told some statute bots (police officers) that i didn't consent to talk to them. they immediately got submissive and went on their merry way. by rejecting my anger i can see how i create anger in characters around me. by rejecting drinking i can see how i create drinkers around me. money isn't the problem in this world. i'm the problem because i'm not looking honestly at myself. at least that's the way i'm gonna look at it. it's the only potential path out of this trap i've created.

i'm extremely powerful and fool myself so well. let's just see this time if i can stay in my power instead of mind fucking myself for the zillionth time.

if i can't resolve this shit i can always off myself and destroy this world in the process. i can see how movies have followed my evolution or devolution depending on perspective.

i'm such a fool and wanker. constantly playing games with myself. this is not so easy as it appears either. fuck me.

i can even see how i created with my mind the joker character who killed the other bots. i can see how i'm creating everything with my mind. i'm fuckin powerful. just need to gain control of things by thinking differently

if i'm not successful i can always destroy this world and start another..it's no big deal. just like "The Nines" movie.

let's see what i can do...

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see and then when i change my views suddenly there comes my friend User ID: 2317316 LOL

this world is a fuckin mind fuck LOL

see in the end it's best looking at this as my creation ultimately because then i will not give the illusion power because by looking at it as my creation it takes the "charge" away from any event or character that is scripted.

best not to give characters any power at all...meaning don't buy into the illusion of the characters around you...best to look at characters as my creation then i can ignore their scripting or just view them as someone i scripted to help me get lost in illusion

ultimately it works best to view this world as my creation. why? 'cause then i don't react to things presented. why? because it would be foolish to react to my own projection.

see the insanity? i've created a character questioning whether i even have a partner or not LOL. trust me he's here and he's not amused by what we're going through.

like i said..if i'm sick and tired of this world i can always leave it...
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i think the key also is for me to have an event with a character that represents my power whenever i decide to go back and get lost in illusions

i'll use the example of the 1 black kid in junior high school that i talked about. his name was larry and he bullied me when i transferred from private catholic school. i was a fat fuck and was bullied at school and on the bus and at home by my siblings. my father beat the shit out of me and emotionally abused me. i had a surrogate-relationship with my narcissistic personality disordered mother. anyways one day larry told me he wanted to fight me at the bakery on friday after school. i was terrified of course but guess what happened? we had a school assembly the day before (or so) before the day i was supposed to meet him for the fight. some kid in the auditorium lit his afro on fire. i didn't know about it until a few days after i was supposed to fight him. i was watching out for him in school and then someone told me he wasn't returning to school because someone had lit his afro on fire with a lighter LOL. i have lots of events like that i can use but i'll keep that one in mind for future reference.

of course when i tried to off myself at 17 i told my stepmother that people were the "walking dead" because they are "dead"...they're virtual characters...they're only a projection of my mind LOL

the landlady here is kind of like marge simpson's sisters that smoke LOL. the man here is like Redd Foxx from Sanford and Son (a white version)...i can see how i'm creating these weird characters..

anyways...
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song playing in my head. "Freedom" by George Michael

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i know who and what i am now. i know what this world is.

all of you bots are gonna die with the program

judgment day has arrived.


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Op I am in my reality. But I have to tell you how much I envy your beach bum story. I always told my moms that I would never have children I really didn't like them or do well with them. I told her I wanted to go to far away lands and live like others did, on the ground with the earth. Of course I was always a stoner but iso much appreciated the people who lived so naturally. I told her I wanted to go to the Kush mountains and smoke with the Hindus. I wanted to live. It is still a dream. I remind her of it often. I have children now and nothing but God will come between me and taking care of these angels but when they are older I'm out. I'm going to make good on my dream. My husband will get left behind for sure as he is afraid to adventure. Sad really. I know today I exist in this place for one thing only and that's my babies. I could really care less about the rest. I want to experience.
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How do you solve a problem like Maria?
How do you catch a cloud and pin it down?
How do you find a word that means Maria?
A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!
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You, once you can trust yourself.
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How do you solve a problem like Maria?
How do you catch a cloud and pin it down?
How do you find a word that means Maria?
A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!
 Quoting: Stella Maris 20773684


this is strangely the most important post as of late

alot of truth in those words

how indeed?

it's as though i can't be contained

Neferhor
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How do you solve a problem like Maria?
How do you catch a cloud and pin it down?
How do you find a word that means Maria?
A flibbertijibbet! A will-o'-the wisp! A clown!
 Quoting: Stella Maris 20773684


this is strangely the most important post as of late

alot of truth in those words

how indeed?

it's as though i can't be contained

Neferhor

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i'm the cloud that can't be contained by this world. i'm the fool. i'm the zero. i'm the cloud. i'm the flibbertigibbet. i'm the will-o'-the wisp

Stella Maris - Star of the Sea - unfuckinbelievable LOL
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Neferhor
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The Aeon of Horus
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Neferhor
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The Aeon of Horus
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The U.S. Military has total control of the terrain - psychological, spiritual, and physical. Put your crayons and coloring books away, children.