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Who or what controls this illusion? | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 26215731  United Kingdom10/24/2012 11:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 2586637 United States10/24/2012 12:47 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you define yourself as a victim of the world, or as the world? Quoting: Alan Watts[link to www.youtube.com] maybe OP has been trying to keep himself in the dark for just a little bitch longer? |
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| 12 User ID: 963968 United States10/24/2012 01:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For a good Alchemist turning shit into gold scene, watch Alejandro Jodorowsky's ""Holy Mountain"" 12DnA [link to uenc2012.blogspot.com] |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 2586637 United States10/24/2012 01:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 2586637 United States10/24/2012 01:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Do you define yourself as a victim of the world, or as the world? Quoting: Alan Watts[link to www.youtube.com] maybe OP has been trying to keep himself in the dark for just a little bitch longer? freudian slip in other words OP maybe you fool yourself so you can bitch longer? you know trap yourself and bitch about it |
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| op(klaatu) User ID: 24771468 United States10/25/2012 04:16 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | alan watts was a brilliant orator and his words sounded like poetry Quoting: op(klaatu) 24771468 but why was he on the booze? isn't that riding against the current? he had a talent for putting things into words but why the drinking? drinking is just chemicals man, he was in control:) people who drink are out of control. they're escaping he preaches about "going with the flow" and yet he's a boozer nobody who drinks is in control. they're trying to escape |
| op(klaatu) User ID: 24771468 United States10/25/2012 04:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it's clear to me living in Folly Beach that drugs and alcohol no longer fit in my world. i can't escape with alcohol or pot or whatever anymore. i look at the people who drink or smoke pot and they're all self-medicating and masking their misery. their minds are so altered that the "abnormal becomes the norm". they're so far from nature or what is natural. they're not present. they're unconscious. i don't care what people do with their bodies just as long as i'm not around it. |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 26293717 United Kingdom10/25/2012 04:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | alan watts was a brilliant orator and his words sounded like poetry Quoting: op(klaatu) 24771468 but why was he on the booze? isn't that riding against the current? he had a talent for putting things into words but why the drinking? drinking is just chemicals man, he was in control:) people who drink are out of control. they're escaping he preaches about "going with the flow" and yet he's a boozer nobody who drinks is in control. they're trying to escape What makes you think he wanted to be in control? Isn't wanting to be in control of the ego? Why is being a "boozer" contradictory to "going with the flow"? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 26293717 United Kingdom10/25/2012 04:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it's clear to me living in Folly Beach that drugs and alcohol no longer fit in my world. i can't escape with alcohol or pot or whatever anymore. i look at the people who drink or smoke pot and they're all self-medicating and masking their misery. their minds are so altered that the "abnormal becomes the norm". they're so far from nature or what is natural. they're not present. they're unconscious. Quoting: op(klaatu) 24771468 What is "the norm"? What is natural? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 26293717 United Kingdom10/25/2012 04:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
| op User ID: 24771468 United States10/26/2012 04:15 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | it's clear to me living in Folly Beach that drugs and alcohol no longer fit in my world. i can't escape with alcohol or pot or whatever anymore. i look at the people who drink or smoke pot and they're all self-medicating and masking their misery. their minds are so altered that the "abnormal becomes the norm". they're so far from nature or what is natural. they're not present. they're unconscious. Quoting: op(klaatu) 24771468 What is "the norm"? What is natural? you'll notice i used """" myself by natural i mean closest to nature like a new-born baby without foreign substances in your body...meaning a mind that isn't clouded by outside substances |
| op User ID: 24771468 United States10/26/2012 04:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Does being a more present, conscious, aware, spiritual person mean abstaining from intoxicants and sexual desires? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 26293717 intoxicants are just gonna give you mood-altered states. how can you trust those kind of experiences? that's what i mean't by "natural"..no foreign substances the word "spiritual" is not in my vocabulary at the "level" i'm at sex is not as interesting as it used to be. there is a detachment. it's almost as if the body itself has a separate mind. |
| op User ID: 24771468 United States10/26/2012 04:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | what my partner and i have now you would call "depressION " but it's beyond that. much deeper and much more severe and it feels irreversible. it's at a distance but it has taken over. we can't cry but feel this deep deep core "depression". it's almost as if it's not ours. it's not a feeling like "depression" that you all know but something at a much grander level monday morning we need to be out of our current residence. we have a place offered for $l,000 . the place we live is expensive. the food is expensive. it costs about $600/month. this "island" is inaccessible by mass transit and we can't drive because of our visual stuff. from monday temperatures in 30s. no winter shoes and no winter coats here. so we have no choice but to depend on this "force" to help us out. what's strange about what we go through is the "force" doesn't allow us to work. it blocks everything except perhaps one thing usually. even to work a job would be impossible with our head stuff. it doesn't allow it. blocks everything. ??????????????? |
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| op User ID: 24771468 United States10/26/2012 06:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | the moth in the bathroom was flying around one of the two working lightbulbs my partner reminded me of the LOST TV episode when they were trapped in a cave and a moth showed them the way out i'm very careful about depending on symbolism in my world but maybe it means something off to bed.... |
