If you have been following my posts to your thread, you would know I do not call myself Christian. I AM a child of God and stand ready in service to all of His/Her children each day that I awake.
If you didn't do it for attention, you would keep these so called "gifts" to yourself.
I love God more than you could know. I have worked with the elderly, dying, inner city children, orphans, disaster victims, etc. Without monetary pay, for many years.
I "hear" daily messages too, but they usually involve leaving my house and computer and approaching His/Her children with an open heart and open mind. I would know that my messages were not from God as soon as I was asked to post to the www some hogwash about someone I do not even know. Too bad you have limited God's use of us with the wacky thing you do. And God say's "too bad you waste your time with a major ego and love for daily headline news". You do not serve your time on Earth very well. Perhaps one day you will look back and realize all of the good you could have done by going out into the world and touching His/Her childrens hearts.
As for your prayers of enlightenment, believe me, I am full of light. Perhaps you could pray for some of your own.