Wow, OP that is really sad! New Age is not demonic. What a bunch of fearful, fearmongering mistruths those videos are pushing.

We are all sparks of divinity! Regular meditation gets us in contact with our true inner selves.

Back when I was Christian, I would sit around feeling superior to non believers. I'd be glad that one day I'd be scooped up in the rapture, leaving the nonbelievers behind. I would always feel inferior and feel God was judging and punishing me.

What a load of crap. Since working my way out of those beliefs, I've been regularly meditating, realized some of my inner gifts and have been helping people left and right with healing, intuitive readings, etc!! It is so amazing - before all I could do to 'help' people is telling them self-righteously that they were sinners and needed to come to church to be saved. Nowadays, I can give people guidance directly from Spirit that will subtly help them improve their lives.