I can only speak for myself on this but I can assure you my mind has never been more opened and stimulated than after I asked Jesus in my heart and repented sincerely. I was the robot before thinking Christians were stupid and hypocrites. But now I realize we're imperfect people following a perfect God. He's our only way to salvation and loves us regardless of our failures. And the things He's shows me and things I think about I never would have guessed even existed before.

People mistake this for being smug a lot but it's more happiness knowing He's protecting us and loves us regardless of our past. What's not to be happy about?

But again, I totally get where non-believers are coming from because I used to be like that. So I pray Jesus helps you all find your way back home because I've never been in a more peaceful state in my life. All thanks and glory to Jesus!