Thank you, are there any other things that I may be able to look for around me and my surroundings/relationships that can be indicators of programming?

Thanks so much for these things, I'm really looking for help here and I appreciate it. Did the stuff I described in my first reply sound like they may be monarch related? Any help at all is greatly appreciated.
I've also found masonic rings from my mother and father...I was obsessed with wearing my mothers for a while, but she wanted it back because it was her grandmothers or mothers and had been passed down.