I live in Scotland and have been drawn to this kind of stuff for around 2 years now, i am also very confused. I dont remember alot of my life befire i was around 10 years old, my father was not a mason as far as i know but was a prison officer for a good part of his life as was my grandfather and Uncle. I grew up watching disney movies alot like Cinderella and Sleeping beauty but on movie which i dont think was diney but sticks out in my mind like a sore thumb is The Labirynth with David Bowie i dont know wat kind of programming this movie would have but the symbolism and magic involved makes me think it's definetley involved in the whole programming expieiences. My dreams are also very weird, wen i am lying in bed trying to sleep i can feel myself drift but its not like going into a proper sleep, i can feel myself sitting up on the bed and actually standing up in my bedroom i then have the ability to walk through hard objects like walls, doors and windows once i am outside i am in my garden and can then fly all around the area i live and can get into cars and just start to drive them. I know this all sounds very strange but i would just like a answer about the dreams as to me it feel like im having some kind of OBE (outer body expierience) there is much more but i dont want to bore everyone with the details but these dreams are so real and i hate waking up from them it makes me aggitated, thanks for listening.