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How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?
What are the signs and any keywords I can learn to "uninstall" the brainwashing ?


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inb4 someone says "jesus"

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Actually all my life I was 'raised' within a church.

And they mindfucked my brain, till I broke free from their grasp and learned more about the world and science.

But I fear I may have been a mindcontrol victim because of the church had a special school that they made go to and alot of bullshit taught to us students. back then, and I recently came in contact with old classmates that went to that "spiritual" christian school. And they believe the same thing that their is ab unch of mindcontrol bullshit projected to the students, we were all manipulated. They have the parents brainwashed too. I feel like their maybe some hidden programming within my mind, because everytime something bad happens something kicks in and we have to pray. like if our lives depended on it?

IS it brainwashing? or is it true force fed faith?
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Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

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Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

anahidbrastabananhidbana
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Oh shit, you mindfucked me I have odd senses when playing FPS and I feel so desentized to death, even the death of my character, usually normal gamers get pissed off that they die in the game, with me it's different, I am laid back, I recently stopped playing FPSs because I felt so robotic like a trained military complex soldier. I had no idea what is the purpose of a FPS game, why do people practice it, it's very morbid if you really view it outside the box.

I don't hate people, I have no hatered towards anyone, I just find it bizarre that I always adapt to such "soldier" like roles but these soldiers are above there lower rank, because the access to advance weaponry within the game, or if it's a roleplaying game where you have a powerful warrior that has access to better armor or can defeat all odds when things are looking grim, almost like an anti-hero.

But some other force is behind the power.

I don't know I just think I was an odd child, I was very well behaved as a child. not even shenanigins that normal children pull. and I have no recollection of memories from when I was from ages 2 to 6.5 years old. I only started remembering things I have done or seen at age 7.

ODD indeed... I don't know anymore. SmileyGlas
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Re: How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?
Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

anahidbrastabananhidbana
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inb4 someone says "jesus"

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Actually all my life I was 'raised' within a church.

And they mindfucked my brain, till I broke free from their grasp and learned more about the world and science.

But I fear I may have been a mindcontrol victim because of the church had a special school that they made go to and alot of bullshit taught to us students. back then, and I recently came in contact with old classmates that went to that "spiritual" christian school. And they believe the same thing that their is ab unch of mindcontrol bullshit projected to the students, we were all manipulated. They have the parents brainwashed too. I feel like their maybe some hidden programming within my mind, because everytime something bad happens something kicks in and we have to pray. like if our lives depended on it?

IS it brainwashing? or is it true force fed faith?
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What types of things were you instilled to believe?
"We are locked in a battle. This is not a friendly, gentleman's discussion. It is a life and death conflict between the spiritual hosts of wickedness and those who claim the name of Jesus Christ."

"Search for the truth is the noblest occupation of man; its publication is a duty.”

Anne Louise Germaine de Stael (1766-1817), French author

“In times of universal deceit, telling the truth will be a revolutionary act.”

George Orwell

"I am the way, the truth, and the life."

Jesus Christ
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Actually all my life I was 'raised' within a church.

And they mindfucked my brain, till I broke free from their grasp and learned more about the world and science.

But I fear I may have been a mindcontrol victim because of the church had a special school that they made go to and alot of bullshit taught to us students. back then, and I recently came in contact with old classmates that went to that "spiritual" christian school. And they believe the same thing that their is ab unch of mindcontrol bullshit projected to the students, we were all manipulated. They have the parents brainwashed too. I feel like their maybe some hidden programming within my mind, because everytime something bad happens something kicks in and we have to pray. like if our lives depended on it?

IS it brainwashing? or is it true force fed faith?
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I went through the exact same thing, with regard to being raised within a church, and several of my former classmates & I have also wondered as to the extent of our mental manipulation, just as you are, here. The brainwashing & mind control techniques were quite extensive, and affected nearly every facet of our daily lives until some (such as myself) were able to break free from it and get real help. You have my deepest sympathy & empathy, OP; it's frightening, what these "churches" did to us,in our youth. (P.S. This thread should really be pinned!! I think a lot of others out there might be dealing with this, too.......)
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Re: How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?
Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

anahidbrastabananhidbana
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cruise
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Funny huh?

All that happen to me, especially no. 1; I can't remember killing them, I swear!

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How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?

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If some dude keeps calling you and saying, "why don't you pass the time by playing a game of solitaire", well, that's one sign.


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Find your triggers....things people say before you start acting a particular way that doesn't make sense.
For me one was "look at her"..just FYI it didn't make me kill people, instead it made me screw up whatever I was doing just in time for someone to look....grrr, aggravating.
Once you know what your trigger is it's easy enough to practice responding with a different behavior until you get it right.

Find your mantras...things you have always said, or stuck by, without rationale or reason, but "just because it was what you believed." A big one for me is not getting tattooed...I lived with a tattoo artist for years and still managed to not have a trace of ink on my skin, and trust me it wasn't due to not knowing what tattoo I wanted or some fear of pain (I actually kind of like pain, but that's another subject). Another one for me is actually part of my more "important" programming. It's just something I do, a way I am, that results in me getting involved in certain things...yeah, you're getting no detail on that one. But look at your life and realize what you are doing and have done due to repetitive beliefs that you have that you've never questioned or let change with time. Consider changing them or updating them to regain control for yourself rather than someone else.

Now that pain thing...and while I speak mainly to the sexual masochists among us it applies to other things as well. Pleasures that you associate with pain...stop and try to enjoy them without it.

Beyond that....I've probably done more damage than good trying to untangle the mess. So, my advice is far from complete, it just comes from experience.
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Symptoms may include, but are not limited to:
1. Killing locale politicians with out memory of the assassination.
2. An odd sense of duty when playing the latest first person shooter (Crysis, Black-ops 'obviously', Section 8)
3. Agreeing with the music you are listening to, even if the lyrics don't seem to offer a point to agree with.
4. Dog hates you.
5. Cat fears night time.
6. You remember being picked up by men in suites, late at night.
7. The need to meet your contact at a bar you never heard of, even though you have no idea what 'a contact' is.

How to get rid of it:
Bananas...

anahidbrastabananhidbana
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Oh shit, you mindfucked me I have odd senses when playing FPS and I feel so desentized to death, even the death of my character, usually normal gamers get pissed off that they die in the game, with me it's different, I am laid back, I recently stopped playing FPSs because I felt so robotic like a trained military complex soldier. I had no idea what is the purpose of a FPS game, why do people practice it, it's very morbid if you really view it outside the box.

I don't hate people, I have no hatered towards anyone, I just find it bizarre that I always adapt to such "soldier" like roles but these soldiers are above there lower rank, because the access to advance weaponry within the game, or if it's a roleplaying game where you have a powerful warrior that has access to better armor or can defeat all odds when things are looking grim, almost like an anti-hero.

But some other force is behind the power.

I don't know I just think I was an odd child, I was very well behaved as a child. not even shenanigins that normal children pull. and I have no recollection of memories from when I was from ages 2 to 6.5 years old. I only started remembering things I have done or seen at age 7.

ODD indeed... I don't know anymore. SmileyGlas
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DUDE...calm down. lol...I play FPS but tend to stay away from humans killing humans...the only human vs human game i've played is MW3, and it was stupid and I felt weird playing it. If im unloading lead into a bunch of robots (Binary domain) or killing a bunch of EVIL aliens then I'm fine with that. Having a sense of duty when playing FPS is not a sign of mind control...it means you don't like losing.
I hate losing too...

One thing I may suggest...play some classical music and use headphones and turn the volume of the game down...then play the game. It adds a certain sense of artistry to playing...timing your grenades or blowing up barrels to the tune of Beethoven's 5th symphony...and waltz of the flowers...fucking epic.

If you've ever played bioshock you'll know how they implemented that, worked well.
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Find your triggers....things people say before you start acting a particular way that doesn't make sense.
For me one was "look at her"..just FYI it didn't make me kill people, instead it made me screw up whatever I was doing just in time for someone to look....grrr, aggravating.
Once you know what your trigger is it's easy enough to practice responding with a different behavior until you get it right.

Find your mantras...things you have always said, or stuck by, without rationale or reason, but "just because it was what you believed." A big one for me is not getting tattooed...I lived with a tattoo artist for years and still managed to not have a trace of ink on my skin, and trust me it wasn't due to not knowing what tattoo I wanted or some fear of pain (I actually kind of like pain, but that's another subject). Another one for me is actually part of my more "important" programming. It's just something I do, a way I am, that results in me getting involved in certain things...yeah, you're getting no detail on that one. But look at your life and realize what you are doing and have done due to repetitive beliefs that you have that you've never questioned or let change with time. Consider changing them or updating them to regain control for yourself rather than someone else.

Now that pain thing...and while I speak mainly to the sexual masochists among us it applies to other things as well. Pleasures that you associate with pain...stop and try to enjoy them without it.

Beyond that....I've probably done more damage than good trying to untangle the mess. So, my advice is far from complete, it just comes from experience.
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would love to hear more hf tips on how to undo brainwashing are so important. almost as important as
getting the info out to people of what it means to be brainwashed in the first place.
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Maybe if you keep singing the wizard of Oz or I've been working on the railroad. The only way to undo that is to listen to this:
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FBI here

one way is to ask your signigficant otehr

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OP have a look at this

Thread: HOW CAN A PERSON KNOW IF THEY WERE EVER A VICTIM OF MKULTRA OR MONARCH PROGRAMMING?

and possibly these

Thread: Were You Part Of The "Mentally Gifted Minds" Program In California Scools back in the 70's?

Thread: The CIA, Country Music, Satanic Rituals, Mind Control & Hillary Clinton's Sex Slave. How deep does MK Ultra go down the rabbit hole?

Thread: Were/Are Talented and Gifted Programs some sort of mind control

[link to www.empty-memories.nl]


search youtube for the series

CIA: Monarch, and MKUltra Mind Control Programs
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Hey OP, since you're a Freemason, it's more likely that you were doing the programming. If you're a "victim," why are you a member of an organization that carries out mind-control projects for the CIA? Wake up and resign from your local Masonic lodge, where innocent children are sacrificed to Satan. See [link to brussellsprout.blogspot.com]

Last Edited by palomine on 04/13/2012 03:16 PM
"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident." -- Arthur Schopenhauer
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If I ever come up with more.
Life is a work in progress always ;)

It helps if you had something real to hold onto that you kept a link with despite programming, because then you can just access that to have a piece of reality to orient yourself to (if that makes any sense..just FYI, also a good thing to know if an acid trip goes bad). For me it was a deep connection with a person from when I was a baby, so I spent ages and ages researching until I found out she was actually real. I was still conditioned a bit to expect to be told I was wrong. But with evidence I could reference, cross-reference, feel, examine...things that were documented and outside of my mind .. then it was easier to accept what I always knew and trust myself.

Disclaimer: While I've established that this works for the short term, it could go horribly wrong in the long term for all I know lol

Find your triggers....things people say before you start acting a particular way that doesn't make sense.
For me one was "look at her"..just FYI it didn't make me kill people, instead it made me screw up whatever I was doing just in time for someone to look....grrr, aggravating.
Once you know what your trigger is it's easy enough to practice responding with a different behavior until you get it right.

Find your mantras...things you have always said, or stuck by, without rationale or reason, but "just because it was what you believed." A big one for me is not getting tattooed...I lived with a tattoo artist for years and still managed to not have a trace of ink on my skin, and trust me it wasn't due to not knowing what tattoo I wanted or some fear of pain (I actually kind of like pain, but that's another subject). Another one for me is actually part of my more "important" programming. It's just something I do, a way I am, that results in me getting involved in certain things...yeah, you're getting no detail on that one. But look at your life and realize what you are doing and have done due to repetitive beliefs that you have that you've never questioned or let change with time. Consider changing them or updating them to regain control for yourself rather than someone else.

Now that pain thing...and while I speak mainly to the sexual masochists among us it applies to other things as well. Pleasures that you associate with pain...stop and try to enjoy them without it.

Beyond that....I've probably done more damage than good trying to untangle the mess. So, my advice is far from complete, it just comes from experience.
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would love to hear more hf tips on how to undo brainwashing are so important. almost as important as
getting the info out to people of what it means to be brainwashed in the first place.
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You wouldnt know or be able to know unless someone told you. MKUltra style mimd control victims are often broken to a state of psychosis. Buried deep are the memories my dear padwan.

However, you can try self hypnosis. Do a hypnosis tape for yourself, these are multiple places on the web to learn scripting free of charge.
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Do you have missing periods of time in your life, about which you can't remember anything? Were you surrounded by "handlers" your entire life? Are the people you are close to really your friends, or are they sabotaging your life in a thousand different ways? Do you have a morbid fear of heights or insects? Were you a chronic bed-wetter when you were a kid? Was your father a Freemason? Were your grandfathers Freemasons? Were you surrounded by people your whole life whose names correspond to names of people involved in Freemasonry, mind control and CIA covert operations?

All these things happened to me, and I believe I was used in Project Monarch when I was a kid. Here's an excerpt from my blog at [link to brussellsprout.blogspot.com]

Although I have not attempted to recover my memories, I strongly suspect that as a child, I was subjected to ritual abuse and other forms of torture in an attempt to fracture my mind into multiple personalities as part of the CIA mind-control program known as Project Monarch. See this: www.whale.to/b/patton.html

But regardless of whether I was subjected to ritual abuse as a child, I will demonstrate in this multi-part series, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I was targeted by the Illuminati, the Freemasons and their henchmen in the CIA for a bizarre and lifelong mind-control atrocity. For more information about the Illuminati, see this: [link to henrymakow.com]

Last year, a CIA agent confirmed to me that I had been subjected to ritual abuse as a child, but that I had broken away from my programming. I believe one reason why I was chosen for this lifelong ordeal was to punish me for rejecting the satanic way of life that was part of my family's heritage, and to teach me that being "good" doesn't pay.

I think another reason why I was selected for Project Monarch is that my father was in the Air Force and had a top-secret security clearance while working on the hydrogen bomb project in the 1950s. In my case, it's evident that Freemasonry also played a major part in my being selected for a lifelong mind-control project. My grandfather was a Shriner, which means he was a high-ranking Freemason, and my father was also a high-ranking Mason.

A number of books have connected Masons to ritual abuse and CIA mind-control programs, including "Trance Formation of America" by Cathy O'Brien and Mark Phillips (www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindco​n08.htm) and "Thanks for the Memories" by Brice Taylor ( [link to educate-yourself.org] )

According to the Encyclopedia of Freemasonry, "It is certain that onomatology, or the science of names, forms a very interesting part of the investigations of higher Masonry." In my case, the science of names connects me to Freemasonry, ritual abuse, the JFK assassination, mind control, satanism and other related topics.

I didn't wake up to this until recently, but once I did, I used this knowledge to piece together the clues to the mystery of my life. Names of people, streets, towns and much more began to take on a meaning that I had never understood before. It became apparent to me that people had been planted in my life whose names would connnect me to Freemasonry, ritual abuse, the JFK assassination, the Franklin Credit Union scandal in Nebraska, mind control, satanism and other related topics.

This was a way for the Illuminati to reveal to me that I had been targeted by a mind-control program without coming right out and telling me. In other words, it was designed to be plausibly deniable, but at the same time, to leave no doubt in my mind what was going on and who was behind the program. Arrogance is one of the Illuminati's weaknesses. They are so proud of themselves and so anxious to demonstrate how powerful they are, that they leave their fingerprints all over the place.

Certainly it's possible that the appearance of some of these people in my life could have been coincidences, but what makes me think there's something more to it is the sheer number of "coincidences." At some point, in the face of so much evidence, it becomes impossible to attribute all these examples to "coincidence," especially when there's so much other evidence of mind control in my life.

Jerry Rose, editor of the JFK assassination research journal The Third Decade and later The Fourth Decade, made the same point in an article titled "Jack Ruby and J.D. Tippit," published in the March 1985 issue of The Third Decade:

"The question, as always, is that of the point at which the reasonable mind rebels at accepting a host of coincidences and begins to demand that we look for the conspiratorial agency behind all these 'coincidental' happenings."

I have read the accounts of dozens of mind-control victims, and I share with them many of the usual symptoms, including being targeted by gang stalking, electromagnetic harassment, slander campaigns, unexplained rude treatment, references to my ordeal in the news media, and so forth.

But the phenomenon of the science of names, which I have experienced since childhood, is unusual and possibly unique to my situation. That's why I decided to expose it on this blog. If someone else is being targeted in a similar fashion, it could alert them to the situation. But more importantly, since it points to Masonic involvement in mind control, it could help people wake up to the fact that Masons are deliberately running this country into the ground so they can dissolve the United States and merge it into a global fascist dictatorship known as the New World Order.

I will be listing dozens -- maybe hundreds -- of examples in this multi-part series, but just to give you an idea, I'm going to list in this post a few of the bizarre "coincidences" that have been one of the hallmarks of my lifelong ordeal. Another hallmark of this brutal, covert and vicious campaign has been emotional abuse -- particularly the type inflicted by women who pretended to be interested in me and then abruptly broke off the relationship with no explanation.

After 17 years of marriage, my wife divorced me in 1993, but I was confident that I would find someone who was a better match for me, so although I resisted the idea at first, I eventually went along with the idea, not realizing that all my efforts to find a new life partner would be sabotaged as part of the mind-control atrocity.

My wife's maiden name was Mary Pat Dowling, so her initials were MPD, which is an acronym for Multiple Personality Disorder. Freemasons have long induced MPD in young children as a means of programming them for mind control. Mary Pat and I first met in the summer of 1967 when we were both about 12 years old. A "friend" of mine, and I use that term loosely these days, named Don Lawrence, first called my attention to her on the playground at the elementary school we attended in Niles, Mich.

Many times when the three of us were together, Don would say to her, making sure I could hear, "That's a little MPD" or "What's a little MPD?" Then he would look at me and smile. I always thought that was strange, but I never understood the significance of it until recently.

Don Lawrence moved to Niles from Pennsylvania in 1965, the same year that Lincoln Lawrence's book "Were We Controlled?" was published. That book suggested that Lee Harvey Oswald and Jack Ruby may have been victims of mind control.

A woman named Mary Dowling waited on Lee Harvey Oswald on Nov. 20, 1963, at the Dobbs House Restaurant in Dallas, two days before the assassination. This was not the same Lee Harvey Oswald who was framed for the JFK assassination and shot to death by Jack Ruby. That man was also named Lee Harvey Oswald, but he had been known as Harvey Oswald as a youth. Later, he was sent to Russia on a mission for U.S. intelligence, and after he returned to the United States, he was set up with a job at the Texas School Book Depository.

The story of the two Oswalds is spelled out in a fascinating book by John Armstrong called "Harvey and Lee: How the CIA Framed Oswald." You can read about it here: www.jfkresearch.com/critique/critique-view.html and purchase the book here: [link to www.lasthurrahbookshop.net]

According to the late conspiracy researcher James Shelby Downard, the Kennedys are connected to the Beals through the "magic and mystery of words." Jackie Kennedy's aunt, Edith Bouvier, married a man named Beale, and John F. Kennedy was born on May 29, 1917, at 83 Beals St. in Brookline, Mass. Beale onomatology is rendered thus: El-Bel-Baal-Be al-Beal-Beale.

I learned this from reading Downard's article, "Sorcery, Sex, Assassination and the Science of Symbolism" in the book titled "Secret and Suppressed: Banned Ideas and Hidden History," edited by Jim Keith and published in 1993. You can read more about Downard's research here: www.whale.to/b/whalen.html

Downard demonstrates that the JFK assassination was essentially a Masonic ritual, covered up by high-ranking Masons, including Lyndon Johnson, J. Edgar Hoover, Allen Dulles and Gerald Ford. And since the Beals are connected to the Kennedys by the science of names, I feel that my lifelong ordeal is also a Masonic ritual related to the JFK assassination.

I can give hundreds of examples of how the science of names connects my life to the JFK assassination, ritual abuse, mind control, satanic cults, Nazi Germany, the Philadelphia Experiment, the Montauk Project, extraterrestrials and other strange phenomena.

As far as I can determine, the pattern of placing people around me whose names are identical or similar to the names of people involved in these subjects started in 1965, the year I turned 10 years old. But it reached its peak in 1998, the year I took a job on the metro desk of the Daily Southtown in Tinley Park, Ill.

I was one of five metro editors who worked together closely, and our desks were clustered together so we could communicate with each other easily. The editors I worked with were named John Hector, Mike Waters, Tom Finn and John O'Brien. Later, Karen Sorensen joined our group. This was before I learned about the Masons' bizarre obsession with names, so I didn't think anything of it at the time.

Later, after a fellow mind-control victim tipped me off to the science of names, I started to write down the names of people I had known in my life, and the pattern emerged. Here are the connections of the Daily Southtown metro desk to ritual abuse, mind control and the JFK assassination:

John Hector -- Daily Southtown night editor.
Holly Hector -- Therapist who treated survivors of satanic ritual abuse and described her experiences in a book titled "Satanic Ritual Abuse and MPD: Understanding and Treating the Survivor," published in 1991.

Mike Waters -- Daily Southtown metro editor.
Ethan Watters -- Co-authored the 1996 book "Making Monsters: False Memories, Psychotherapy and Sexual Hysteria." This book was one of the many fraudulent efforts on behalf of ritual abuse apologists to brainwash the public into believing allegations of ritual abuse are examples of "hysteria." The False Memory Syndrome Foundation is a CIA-connected organization set up for the purpose of debunking the testimony of ritual abuse victims. It was established in 1992 after a number ritual abuse victims began to speak out about their experiences. Alex Constantine exposed the FMSF as a CIA front in his books "Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A." and "Virtual Government." See this: www.whale.to/b/constantine6.html
Brent Watters -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me on many of his stories. This was part of a pattern that became apparent to me in which I would be placed into close contact with people whose names the mind controllers wanted me to remember.
Cecil McWatters -- Driver of the bus "Lee Harvey Oswald" allegedly took after allegedly (but not really) assassinating President Kennedy.

Tom Finn -- Daily Southtown editor.
Terri Finn -- Mother of a boy who was molested at Small World preschool in my hometown of Niles, Mich., in 1984. The boy's testimony against the defendant, Richard Barkman, was instrumental in Barkman being sent to prison for five years following his conviction in 1985. At that time, I was working as the sports editor of the Niles Daily Star. Although Barkman was the only employee of the school to be tried, dozens of children told therapists that they had been molested, and some of them talked about bizarre satanic rituals they had been subjected to as part of the abuse.

Other employees besides Barkman were allegedly involved, but as typically happens in ritual abuse cases, the prosecutor chose not to pursue evidence of a wider conspiracy, and the case was prosecuted as a simple case of child abuse by one defendant. One reason for this is that ritual abuse is protected at the highest levels of society, because judges, politicians and other powerful members of the establishment are directly involved in the scandal. For more information about this, read "The Franklin Cover-Up" by John DeCamp and "Why Johnny Can't Come Home" by Noreen Gosch. See this: www.educate-yourself.org/cn/franklincoverupexcerpt.shtml

Another connection between the Small World case and the Daily Southtown that the mind controllers in charge of ruining my life wanted me to make was the relationship of Tom Finn to the Southtown's graphic artist, Bonnie Ballew. Bonnie often visited Finn at his desk to socialize, and it was obvious to everyone that they were good friends, so it was natural for me to connect them to each other. That was important because one of the employees at Small World was named Laura Ballew, so the Ballew-Finn connection was a reference to the Small World case.

John O'Brien -- Daily Southtown editor.
Cathy O'Brien -- Co-author of "Trance Formation of America," published in 1995, which is the story of her enslavement in Project Monarch. Cathy was subjected to ritual abuse when she was a child in an effort to split her mind into multiple personalities. She was then programmed to be a sex slave and courier.

Karen Sorensen -- Daily Southtown editor who joined the metro desk soon after I did.
Kathleen Sorenson -- Foster parent who was killed in a suspicious car accident after "talking too much" about the satanic cult in Omaha, Neb., that was sexually abusing children. Her story was detailed in "The Franklin Cover-Up" by former Nebraska state senator John DeCamp. Kathleen decided to speak out about what she had learned from children in her care. Together with her eldest foster daughter, a survivor of ritual abuse, she spoke at public forums around the state, gave radio and television interviews, and appeared on Geraldo Rivera's nationally televised special on satanism.

I'm not saying that John Hector, Mike Waters, Tom Finn, John O'Brien and Karen Sorensen are involved in ritual abuse, mind control or anything like that, although the newspaper industry is flooded with CIA operatives, and it's certainly possible that some of those operatives are involved in the scandal. What I am saying is that the officials in charge of my mind-control project, whether they're from the CIA, the NSA, the DIA, Naval intelligence, Army intelligence, Air Force intelligence or some other government agency, arranged for me to be placed into that position so I would come into contact with those specific individuals.

Apparently, as part of my own particular lifelong project, they're not permitted to explain what's happening to me verbally or in writing, so they have to resort to other means when they want to communicate with me. At some point, they must have decided to let me know who was behind the nonconsensual mind-control experiment that is my life.

Occasionally, I receive more direct indications. In the summer of 2004, the Matt Beal project was escalated from covert status to a more direct approach with the introduction of an organized slander campaign, gang stalking, microwave harassment, electromagnetic harassment and other forms of psychological warfare. For more information about this aspect of mind control, see:
[link to www.9-11themotherofallblackoperations.blogspot.com]

As a result of being targeted by this latest form of harassment, I sought to reach out to other victims for moral support. Unfortunately, many of these so-called "victims" turned out to be agents. One such agent is the one who told me that I was part of Project Monarch as a child, but that I had broken away from my programming.

She wouldn't tell me more, so I'm not sure if I was supposed to be trained as an assassin, a sex slave, a courier, a patsy, or just what they had in mind. But there has been a pattern throughout my life of placing me in situations that seem designed to lower my self-esteem and humiliate me in various ways. I suppose that made me easier to control in a way, but it also caused me to feel a great deal of anger toward the people responsible for this, which fuels my efforts to expose this atrocity.

I'm not writing about this subject to make people feel sorry for me, although I do want people to feel outraged that this is happening to innocent people in the United States. My primary motivation for exposing what happened to me is to help stop mind control before it enslaves the entire human race. For readers who are not familiar with the subject of mind control and the threat it poses to humanity, here's a good place to start: [link to www.wanttoknow.info]
"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident." -- Arthur Schopenhauer
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Re: How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?
Just get drug tested via hair.
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Re: How to find out if you are an MK Ultra mindcontrol victim?
CIA here

really a teenage psuchic for the CIA

and the danger has nothing to do with mindcontrol

its has to do with what that russian janitor that know one knows about knows cause i read his mind

and he is a better psychic then me

and he was thinking like outer space alien attack





babe'

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Hi Palomine, just bumping this so it goes into my "read" threads.

Very, very interesting posting of yours there!
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the only way to uninstall brainwashing is being distant from people who programmed you and going to a therapist specialist in cases of brainwash.
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Yeah, well in my case they made it clear that they were fucking with me with mind control technology. They made it clear to me not anybody else that's why I have a hard time getting doctors to understand they miss diagnosed me because they're living in their own little world where mind control technology doesn't exsist and its some kind of conspiracy when it simply is not and mind control technology is as real as night and day and I know it. They can put images in your head with mind control technology fuck with your thoughts read your thoughts. Mess with your body language and speech. They can even get you to laugh and cry. Ummm only you would know if your a victim of mind control technology and you'd have to figure that out. Like I said it was easy for me because whoever is dicking with me with mind control technology made it clear to me that I was being dicked with by some sort of technology and the thoughts in my head were coming from an outside source. Now if it turns out you are a victim of mind control your real issue is going to be getting doctors and people around you to believe you and getting them to stop forcing you to take medicine when you don't have a mental disorder your actually a victim of a crime that a government somewhere has been commiting for who knows how long. I think since 1976.
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the only way to uninstall brainwashing is being distant from people who programmed you and going to a therapist specialist in cases of brainwash.
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You do realise that the specialists are usually specialists because they've played on the dark side, and if they haven't they end up being targets themselves.

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