Actually all my life I was 'raised' within a church.

And they mindfucked my brain, till I broke free from their grasp and learned more about the world and science.

But I fear I may have been a mindcontrol victim because of the church had a special school that they made go to and alot of bullshit taught to us students. back then, and I recently came in contact with old classmates that went to that "spiritual" christian school. And they believe the same thing that their is ab unch of mindcontrol bullshit projected to the students, we were all manipulated. They have the parents brainwashed too. I feel like their maybe some hidden programming within my mind, because everytime something bad happens something kicks in and we have to pray. like if our lives depended on it?

IS it brainwashing? or is it true force fed faith?